I received this email in response to this meeting:
“I have struggled with addiction type issues my entire life. I was overweight as a child and had many encounters with drugs and alcohol as I got older. I am also a therapist who has a deep understanding of addiction philosophy and treatment. I have never found the magic ah ha that seemed to explain addiction to me. I have found that nutritional support does wonders for me personally and years of therapy and spiritual practice have allowed me to live basically addiction free but the underlying issue has never really been addressed.

When Eloheim spoke to an attendant at Wednesday’s meeting about the energy of “someday” it was a huge gate latch for me. I have always lived with someday. I remember as a young child tearing out pictures from the Sears catalog of homes and furniture and thinking that someday I would have a nice home/life. As an adult someday I would be happy, someday I would find love, someday I would be ok. I understood in the moment I heard Eloheim speak that the survival instinct had helped me stay here as a child by instilling the idea of someday deep inside me. It was a great gift to me then as my childhood was less then ideal.

However, as an adult it has been a huge impediment to living in the now moment and the source of deep discontent within me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this insight. I know it will change my life.”

Summary of the Session 4-18-2012

The Guardians continued to remind us to be in our truth. They reminded that it is built into the human being to perceive life as a victim; that life is happening to us. They suggested it would be very powerful to ask continuously, “Where do I feel like a victim here?” The most effective way of dropping the habit of victim hood is to continuously “be aware” of it and to OWN it when it comes up.

The Visionaries pointed out that the only barrier to living in our own energy is forgetting to be aware of our truth. We still seem to have the energy of “I refuse to accept the uncertainty about (such and such) in my life.”

Eloheim pointed out to be really aware of “preconceived notions” and “wanting a certain outcome.” They reminded us that the tools, What’s my left eye brow doing? and I refuse to give this moment away help us to come back to the moment.

It’s our responsibility to not agree with body’s adrenalin, fear-based responses. Eloheim advises to catch ourselves and observe when we are tempted to do so.

The Girls spoke about the tool, I deserve and asked us to be really conscious of all the reasons that survival instinct brings up to hold us back from living our truth; in observing the survival instinct, we take away its power. Use the tool, What is, is as the truth that allows us to grow rather than resisting what is.

Fred shared an interesting insight. He asked us to imagine the vastness of the universe and then imagine the smallest nature of the molecular world at the same time. When we do that we get to see that all the daily problems we as humans face are put in their appropriate position in the wholeness scale.

The Warrior reminded that most of the experiences in which we emanate our truth, set boundaries by staying in our own energy are not life or death situations, especially in the way our current society is designed. This awareness can help us to be at ease with our survival instinct and help us stay in our own energy. We are being trained to meet our triggers and uncertainty in a healthy way rather than habitual way. When we walk in this fashion, community gathers around us because of the emanation we offer.

The Matriarch gently asked us to remember every moment to NOT to give away this moment for anything other than for emanating our truth.
If we can do it here together in the conscious community that means we can do it alone as well.

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Another awesome Q&A with Eloheim!

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Questions answered during this session:

I am triggered almost instantaneously by my Mother-in-law. We have lived next door to each other the last two years and I will be moving in the next few months. However, I feel on some level that I am here to heal our relationship before doing so. I have made a lot of progress such as setting boundaries and owning things about her personality that drive me crazy, and I still can’t accept her. Is there something else I am missing or is it simply time to move on?

So this Density vs. Duality consciousness has been interesting. My personal life is growing ever more graceful as I pay more attention to it. My job situation went from about bad as you can get and still have a job to I should be moving into a new position relatively soon and I am actually excited about it. I do have to point out that I have had to relearn my approach to basically everything in my life because when you are in Density consciousness then the old Duality approach not only doesn’t work but it doesn’t even make sense anymore. Even things like our “Tools” have to be reassessed because something like “Setting Boundaries,” which is absolutely vital in Duality living, doesn’t even apply in Density living.

So far, the most helpful tool has been to keep reminding myself that there is no “Other.” If I take the Other out of it then there really isn’t even a context for which my “Trigger” to even exist in. Which brings me to my question. My current “Elephant in the Room” is my ability to choose outside of “normal” or “possible.” I feel good about my ability to freely choose in every area of my life but that one and I think a lot of that comes from my lack of clarity on how to approach my creation. So can you help me better understand the relationships here or whatever is going to help me align with crossing this threshold?

Could you please comment on the type of energy I am projecting now?

I’ve finally stopped smoking and am doing really well, It’s been 6 days and the physical withdrawal is now gone and yet there’s this feeling of needing something, a type of emptiness. What is this emptiness and does my giving up smoking have anything to do with my back pain which happened at the same time?

Every morning for weeks as I wake up I feel as if I’ve been berating myself for hours. I can hear the tail end of the criticism as I wake up. What can I do to remedy this? How can I feel better when I wake up?

The other night I was waitressing and a customer got very upset with me because I brought him the wrong appetizer. He proceeded to yell loudly at me in a very crowded dining room. At first I was bewildered by his reaction, but then I ran to the tools. The first tool I used was pulling my energy back to myself, next I jumped to “Wow, what is this going to teach me”, then I jumped to what is my right elbow doing, and then I started to get really mad. Finally he yelled at me to “keep my head in the game” and I replied, “Yes Sir” and walked away. I’m a very good waitress and his reaction bothered me for at least a week. A couple weeks ago the Warrior was talking about cleansing the wound. I tried to cleanse this but got lost in the process. Can you give me some direction on how to use this tool effectively?

I’ve been learning lots of new stuff, but not yet found a way to make money. So I’ve just starting doing things I enjoy with no idea if they’ll bring in any cash. Does that feel like a good move energetically??

I have been accepted to provide a live half-hour segment for an upcoming national SomaShare webinar. A two week window of time is opening to prepare. I find myself so excited that ideas flow and disappear before I can jot them down. I am grateful. Please help me be completely whole in this quest.

I wanted to share that during the last few meetings I have felt a better connection with the information. I understand the material in a much clearer way unlike I have before and that’s a weird feeling because some of the stuff we already talked about I thought I already understood but I didn’t compared to the clarity I have now. Thank you. I have a fear of space/ the universe…like even seeing photos of it or seeing it on tv…it’s uncomfortable. Can you look at the energetics of that for me?

St. Peter was in my dream! He was lifting me off my feet and dancing me around!! VERY strong hands on my hips holding me firmly. Besides all the dancing fun – was there a message?

Earlier this week I had an unexpected perspective shift on oneness — I was speaking with Kerri when suddenly I found myself viewing our conversation from a different part of the room, watching her speak to an empty chair as if I was sitting in it. From my vantage point I was able to see and even feel her commitment to the belief that she in fact was talking to someone else. It was then that suddenly, like the mirror she was reflecting back at me, I then saw myself once again sitting in my chair, listening intensely to words coming from……. no one. I was alone in the room now, where I saw my own commitment to this same belief that Kerri was also present. The analogy I gave Kerri upon having this experience was similar to that from the end of the movie “Fight Club”, where Edward Norton’s character begins to realize he and Tyler Durden are one, and he begins revisiting scenes from the movie with the two of them in which Tyler was actually not there (ie- hands “no one” a beer and it drops to the ground).

Experiencing this triggered a response in me that I did not expect. Previously, I saw the idea of oneness as something completely different than I do now; perhaps a “safer” version of the same idea which was in place to protect me from the response from my survival instinct.

I suppose the question I have now is, how can I explore this deeper so that I am not so triggered by it? I can recollect the experience like any other dream or memory, but I cannot recall the feeling. While in the moment this feeling was a bit overwhelming and somewhat frightening, in hind-sight I’d say it was the most exciting perspective shift I’ve had to date.

I have manifested a beautiful love relationship opportunity and because of this I had dragged myself into all kinds of emotional reactions, reckless reactions and jumped to all sorts of outcomes. But now I have to wrap up some unfinished business with getting a divorce and that has posed a battle with the custody of my child and I want to move to Texas while her family is in MI. I know that If i am happy my daughter will be, there is a possibility that the court will prevent me from moving here out of the state, I am finding it very difficult to figure out how to stay in the moment through this situation what tools would be best for me to stop seeking certainty and running to outcome in this, I really really really want to move.
Does it look likely my friend to step forward for us to have a relationship or is he still going to “keep it low” and keep working?

It seems that I’m not being able to motivate myself to be 3D-active. I don’t know if I’m on track being in an easy flow or if I need to be pushing myself into action. Is there something more – or something new – I need to be … Doing…or being with myself in a different way. Is there something energetic that is happening that I need to address?

The Council has been stressing the importance of being in our own energy in the last few sessions. The teaching continues in depth with this session.

The Guardians spoke at length about being in our own energy especially while interacting with the world outside. The idea that someone else will take care of our needs and wants is a common conditioned pattern in our society. Being in our own energy needs to really sink in as we address such root assumptions energetically rather than intellectually.

Only by being in our energy we can KNOW wholeness and once we know our wholeness we can authentically experience the Oneness.

They spoke about how to be in our own energy and at the same time be compassionate about other people’s situations. All that is required is to be in our truth; by modelling in our authentic truth we give others a vibration to match.

The Visionaries reminded us that our energy fields are asking for the transformation. That “request” is answered by The Council’s detailed explanations of the importance of being centered in self. Our truth begins with “I” and the Truth is short and clear. Once we know our core truth, we can work it into every other area of our lives.

Eloheim engaged the group in a discussion of examples of being in our own energy. The group came up with interesting and challenging experiences to share. Eloheim explained that the word “but” modifies our truth energetically. They advised us to let go of using that word and instead reconstruct the expression of our truth in a more empowering way.

They also reminded that when we change habits which are conditioned from many years and alternative lifetimes, we are literally using a new part of our brain. It’s important to be patient with ourselves and use any opportunity for changing the old patterns constructively.

The Girls pointed out the terror of taking off the costume which hides our truth. The love for the SELF and the insatiable thirst for the expression of WHO WE ARE is more REAL. Even when it feels uncomfortable, physically, emotionally, habitually, commit to the constant expression of Truth.

Fred came up with a very important insight: We are not afraid of that which fascinates us. We have preconceived notions about what is safe and what is not safe. It’s very important to be aware of our preconceived notions about how the world is, or how things are going to go.

The Warrior went deep as they reminded us to be alert, aware, and to stand in the INTEGRITY of our TRUTH and presence as we confront even the most dense unconscious patterns. They illustrated an example from their childhood as they fought in courage and made it through a difficult situation with tough opposition. They gave a valuable insight – “Don’t resist or deny the truth rather Use the truth to your advantage.”

The Matriarch admired our attention to the truth of the moment. They acknowledged that the freedom to be in our truth feels very expanded.

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Eloheim and I traveled to a neighboring town to channel for a group of people new to Eloheim’s teachings. The format was Q&A with the questioners sitting in the chair next to Eloheim. The meeting was wonderful and filled with powerful information and descriptions of core Eloheim concepts.

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This meeting continued The Council’s powerful study of how “being in your own energy” makes profound changes in your life. The video clip is the Guardians starting the meeting. It got more and more incredible from this point. If you are a Fred fan you will like this session, he had a LOT to say in this meeting.

This session continued the exploration of being in our own energy while we share our space with others.

The Guardians pointed out the balance point within the body, the place of centeredness within
in which we can abide peacefully with uncertainty, triggers, and discomfort. They explained that we have come to the point of “What is.” They encouraged us to further explore self-discovery by dropping resistance to the NOW and being willing to allow ourselves to stay in our energy even when the society, habits, and the survival instinct tempt us to go into other people’s energy.

The Visionaries expressed that the first step of willingness to be in our own energy is the most important. The fear is not that we are afraid that it won’t work out the way we want it to, it’s the fear of “it will be more than I can handle.” They stressed the importance of our commitment to the path that we really desire and reminded us to stay committed even when our world gets bigger. As we become more conscious and the more we stay in our energy, the deeper we can stay in causeless joy.

Eloheim discussed examples from group members of staying in their own energy. Eloheim pointed out that we often run from discomfort yet abide in suffering. It’s important to use the Compare you to you tool whenever our “big thing” pops up, so that we can be aware that we are experiencing our issue from a different level.

The Girls pointed out that when we are in the discomfort it’s important not be mean to ourselves. As we go deeper into layers of unconscious patterns we need to add in a deeper focus of “don’t be mean to yourself” within our evaluation. Our truth doesn’t have to be a negative thing, we can evaluate it constructively.

Fred shed more light on Level seven, as we are heading towards non-dualistic Earth life. He expressed that we are completely rewriting the design of the Earth experiment. If we can dictate the physical surroundings from a non-dualistic perspective, knowing our wholeness and oneness , nothing is outside the realm of possibilities. Staying in our own energy is the absolute way to get there. The Council is helping us to get to that point by offering tools to support each step of the journey.

The Warrior reminded that us that if we wonder why we are here, the answer is: to KNOW the experience of this world from non-duality perspective. “Why am I?” will never serve us, “I AM” is the key of non-duality exploration.

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The session of March 28, 2012 began with me sharing about Mary and I going to San Francisco for a performance by Adam Lambert! You can see pictures on the radio station’s website here.

You may be able to see me in the left side of the photo about 3 people back. My head is between the two blue lighted columns! I’m behind the lady in the wheelchair who is wearing a pink boa.

We had an amazing time!

After all that fun, I managed to forget an important cord and Mary managed to forget to turn on one of the recorders! It gave us all practice at staying in our own energy and thanks to John running back to my house, the show “went on”!

The focus of the session continued to be “staying in our own energy.” The Council perceived a powerful shift in the group’s ability to do so which allowed further teachings to be given. I’ve clipped Fred’s section for the YouTube video. In it, Fred explains the energy of the next three months. The video is at the bottom of this post past the special offers.

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