Four sessions held in August, 2013

This package includes audio of all four sessions held in August 2013.

2013-08-05 Sebastopol

Eloheim is in retreat warm-up mode and offering super powerful, energetically intense, no BS, “IT’S TIME!”, information. This session blew me away.

According to Eloheim, the theme of this meeting was “What are the other ways I can interact with my current experience?”

Eloheim spent quite a bit of time in the beginning speaking about feeling into why you came to this meeting, what are you seeking when you chose to be here and stressing the importance of staying out of outcome. They reminded us to sit in the space of the “what is true moment.” In order to have new results, we must use new neural pathways. We must be willing to let things change, something Homo sapiens always ask for but have difficulties allowing to happen. As Eloheim always says, “You can’t have change without change.” How willing are you to make room for a different experience of your problem or issue you brought to this table?

Examine what we are thinking about, what takes up most of our day. Is it past or future, worries and frustrations, fears and anxieties? Instead of “be in the moment,” a phrase Eloheim would like to see gone, use “let go of the fixation on outcome.” Stay out of the 50th step. Stay on the first step.

In the middle of the session, Eloheim spoke at length about how “fixation on specific outcome leads to suffering.” The new way is not the old Homo sapiens’ way, it is played out, and now the journey is as a Homo sapiens. The old way has no new answers. The new way is not to fixate on outcome. Be super aware of the temptation to fall back into old patterns as those voices can’t be allowed a say in your new way of being. Ride through the discomfort, and be ready for uncertainty as you walk a new path. Step by Step is the new way.

Q: I am surprised at the intensity of my reaction to something new that I want in my life. I have changed my response patterns, why is the old reaction still so strong?

Q: I am getting better at working with my anger issues and am choosing a better knife to cut through it. Any suggestions? Eloheim talked about “what is, IS” and offered a new body exercise which changes our viewpoint and reroutes your energy field.

Q: I don’t feel in my body. My life is changing so fast and so much. What is going on?

Q: No question first, just a comment about the wonderful results from our last session. My question: I am tired. Is it from the energy work I have been doing or from something else or is it a combination of everything?

Q: In my meditations, my brow chakra feels tight. Why?

2013-08-14 Sonoma

Our meeting room has two, large, metal, roll-up doors. When it is windy, the doors will rattle in their tracks. Typically, we adjust the doors so that the wind doesn’t do that, but this time, The Council asked us to let them rattle and used that energy in their teaching.

Guardians: Rattle yourself! Rattle yourself out of where you have been, out of your old patterns. Allow yourself to be rattled into uncertainty and get used to it. “It’s my preferred state to be rattled, to be in uncertainty, because then I know that I am not in habit”. The state of feeling rattled, of feeling uncomfortable, is actually a state full of potentials and possibilities. So be at ease with being rattled.

Visionaries: The first thing that has to go is: “it should feel different than it does,” having an argument with what is. When you ask for change in your life, then be open to change, and don’t use habits to evaluate it when it happens. Evaluate things from the now. Change requires a different processing mechanism from you because it is outside of your normal patterns. It doesn’t always feel like you wished it felt. “This change feels uncomfortable…AND….” Whatever comes after the “and” is likely to distract you from the actual experience. Start from the now. Drop your stories, and see present facts as a new starting point. Use the current version of you to evaluate and interact with the world.

Eloheim: [had several discussions with participants about how the current versions of them are playing out in their lives]. Stay in your own truth. Don’t go down to a lower vibration to match others, and be aware that your changes may challenge the people you interact with.

Some body issues are a type of “rattling.” Take the time to allow your body to have a nuanced language with you about it. Your soul’s trying to get your attention; its insights are always there.

When the current version of you addresses the truth of you, that’s a very high vibrational state. Being in your truth, in your facts – without outcome or fears – will not feel embarrassing. Let the current version of you interact with your now. Look around you, without judgment. Focus on facts. Catch your stories; these have the energy of cobwebs, so don’t let them pull on you. Just be with the facts. Say, “this is what I’m starting the game with.”

2013-08-18 Q&A

Questions answered during the August Q&A with Eloheim
For a few months I have severe pain in my right foot, although there is nothing wrong with it organically. I have worked on it with my tools and in the way you recommended to Maya during the last Q&A. My current state is: what is is! No change, the foot feels like it’s crushed, the pain is immense and often hard to handle. I’d like you to shine your light on it.

I am looking forward to sitting and connecting with you for the next hour or so. I am ready & willing to receive. I woke up with a bit of physical discomfort in the left neck/shoulder area. What is this telling me other than that I slept incorrectly? What’s the best way for me to release the discomfort energetically? Is there anything I need to pay attention to specifically?

I’m about ready to move to Eastern Oregon, and the choice is/has been definitely testing my survival instinct. I have to give myself and my survival instinct some credit, because we’re doing a fairly good job of not freaking out like we used to, although there’s still fear. I’m wondering if there’s any advice you could give me, and it, to trust the process more. We’re taking a big leap.

I would like some clarity in a mix of thoughts which I’d like to bridge to a next level of understanding. There’s: I prefer an improvement of my financial flow. (change) There’s: accept what is. (don’t change) These two go together like oil and water, or like myself and triggers; they don’t. Feels like a knot in my system, like a paradox. I should first OWN what IS. But when I sit with that and ask “what’s true now?” I go, “I want to improve my financial situation..”, which sounds like: I DON’T want to OWN what is. How can we bridge that I prefer change and that you want me to NOT do that? (Thank you for your immense guidance! meaning if you’d only hummm a bit for the next minute and I would have to take that as my answer, I’d still be forever grateful for all you’ve done so far.)

I am not so sure of anything now, I decided to sign with A REAL ESTATE agency in South Carolina, this decision brought up fear, anger and uncertainty. The condo belongs to my boyfriend; he said I could stay there while I figure it out. I realized I want out of the relationship, I want my own home, I want my own car and I know somehow I must allow something to come into my life to afford to take care of myself. I feel I tangled myself into this life and I want freedom from this. I do not recognize myself anymore. Can you see what is going on for me please? I have also been having digestive issues too.

Please check my energy. What do you see that I’m not seeing?

Well, I finally gave into what I have spent my life wanting not to do and I have embraced my 3d earth life. I am now doing everything that I would be, and to the same extent, if I wasn’t doing this ascension thing. Relatively speaking, I couldn’t ask for more and my life is an easy set of paint by numbers projects going out basically until I die. I do mean that literally, I have done everything I have any interest in doing from this level of limitation as far as “life projects” go so my life has become a fairly easy and pleasant Wash, Rinse, and Repeat sort of affair so my stress level is down and it is an improvement over what it has been. The only downside I see is that, as far as I can tell, it has extremely little in common with how I would like to be living so the only question I have at this point, and sorry I don’t really know how else to ask this, is, Is there going to a point in this Earth Experience where I will actually be able to relatively immediately and specifically manifest what I want for no other reason then I want to, and if so, what other specific obligations do I need to fulfill to get me to that point or, beyond a little nudge here and there, is this experience basically as good as it gets here, because I would really like to know that as it does make a difference to me.

Last month you touched on the significance of dreams and will appreciate if you would expand a little on this subject. There are many books on the market about dream interpretation and the information there is very different. The only thing they seem to agree on is that everything in a dream is about the dreamer or aspects of the dreamer. One of my questions is: is there such a thing as Universal symbols of mind? Or are the symbols very personal for the individual. Since my dreams are communication from my soul I am extremely interested in understanding the process and would appreciate your insights on the subject.

How can I best support my husband’s process of emotional and physical healing, restoration and lifestyle changes? Is there anything I’m not seeing about myself that may be impeding or not optimally supporting his healing or even my own?

I am having more pain in the left side of my neck and the top of my head. I am doing acupuncture which helps for a couple of days and I have pain medicine which helps as well. I still have the sensitivity to noise which although it has gotten much better. I was wondering if you could take a look energetically and speak to me about what is going on energetically and what things may help the healing process. I have noticed that certain people like my mom’s voice seems to aggravate my hyperacousis (noise sensitivity) more than others.

2013-08-28 ~ Full Council

Guardians: We feel summoned by your collective desire, willingness and readiness. The more you stay in a state of openness and receptivity, the more surface area you offer us, the more we can help you. For those not attending the retreat, you can intend to connect with us energetically, especially before going to bed.

Visionaries: Things are starting to feel more sensible to you, to have a real validity. You’re not always feeling that you’re not getting it or like you’re always walking uphill. And, as you start to get traction, recommit to the tools, to the “I am willing.” Don’t use the old version of you to deal with what’s new. Accept that you can’t explain your new experience, you can’t reproduce it, and it’s not always going to be there. Just see what it gives you. You can’t have brand new and certainty at the same time. So, when discomfort comes up, how will you relate to it? Can you allow it? Can you feel fascinated? Can you just be with the fact of it? Remember the tree analogy – where it feels safe and slow in the center of the trunk, but when you are at the edges of the tree, a lot is going on. You’re on the edge. You’re out of boot camp and into the real world now, with its vastly different experiences and applications. It’s all new – and uncertain.

Eloheim: We don’t understand why you think this should be easy. When you work with your triggers, you will be uneasy. It’s normal. The un-acceptance you’ve had of this state has to change. What is, is. At the retreat, don’t bring in static. You will bring some baggage, but don’t create static in the moment. If you do, notice it and then just let it drop. Dismiss it.

During this process, you can feel isolated. It’s just you – dealing with your issues – focusing on the things you don’t like – all while we’re poke at them! The only doorway out of this, the only doorway to transformation, is forthright acceptance. You grab whatever it is and say “yes” even after you’ve gone excavating deep within yourself. Just “yes.” Period. When you stay so present in the truth of your “flaws,” this creates vulnerability, and vulnerability is a magnetic state. When you looked at each other, while being triggered by us, we witnessed your vulnerability. “I still let it be seen.” Don’t assume that the judgment you have of yourself is shared by others.

The tenuous place, the nebulous place, the place of uncertainty or discomfort: It’s not explainable. Just allow it to keep unfolding. The person who is in that state is new; it is not the old you, so you may not remember how you got there. Don’t retrace your steps; the you who got yourself here is not who you are now.

Don’t assume somebody else has the answer. You are doing ballet during an earthquake, instead of running for protection. You just keep doing the ballet.

Fred: If we were incarnate, we would most want to be a mad scientist that has the freedom to explore new things. But if you have a body, you also have a survival instinct, this impulse to stay alive at all costs. So when you have a body, and face the survival instinct and face your triggers, you are doing something really incredible; it’s super-hero stuff. You do super-hero stuff every day – but you see it as lacking. That’s what WE don’t understand. All those things you say you want – all the tele-things, flying, instant manifestation — you have all that when you are not physical. It’s normal then! And you’ll have it again when you leave the physical body. So enjoy your human experience while you have it. This is the gig! When you’re here, do earth stuff! Focus on the moment. You only get this moment once. Make it count.

Warrior: The biggest thing we don’t get, and our biggest wish, is for you to turn towards your fears, triggers, discomfort, uncertainty, confusion. Turn towards it – immediately. Build that fire in you. Understand that these things are not to be tolerated for any length of time. Imagine these things as bad guys running all along the hills above your home, ready to come down and kill you. Well, don’t just let these things run around above you. Handle them! Go find them, do bad things to them – and feel good doing it!

Girls: What we do understand, but wish to change is that, when there are parts about yourself that you don’t like, you make that a reason to not love yourself at all. Don’t do that. When you don’t like things, admit them. “I don’t love this about myself, YET.” The “yet” puts you in a new part of your brain, where you acknowledge that it’s a temporary condition. You can be confused about something, but not judge it as wrong. You can OWN your confusion, and just abide there. “I’m just confused because I’m in a learning place.” If you make it wrong – if you tell yourself you’re screwing up – you’ll stop doing it, and then the survival instinct wins. Don’t use your confusion as an excuse to stop pushing the envelope.

Matriarch: There isn’t anything that we don’t understand about you. Our role is to hold the vision of you as we know you, as your soul self. So we’re not confused by your humanness. We just see you dallying, playing and exploring – inherently curious and courageous. When we see you, we see nothing that is lacking, or that needs fixing or even transformation