Q&A with Eloheim ~ 102 minutes

We had a great Q&A with Eloheim on June 12th. The list of questions answered are below.

Here is part of the answer to the question: I have been so unbalanced lately. Feeling very frantic and nervous and jittery. What’s happening?

During the answer, Eloheim referrers to their tool: Equal Signs. I have included the video about Equal Signs below. It’s a great tool, easily one of the most powerful tools Eloheim has given us.

Audio from all six meetings of June, 2011

Questions answered during the June 2011 Q&A:

I’m wondering what this squeaky, electronic crackling noise inside my head is. I have been experiencing this sensation since 2005, around the time that I had created an extreme victim situation where people were doing terrible things to me. This noise in my head often triggers me – it feels intrusive. I don’t know what it is, and I don’t like it a lot of the time. Is it my soul? I have no idea. It just feels really weird and I’m wondering why I still get it after all this time.

I’m not completely following a government rule to the letter that I don’t really agree with (not taxes). But keep feeling funny about it, it pops up every few months or so because of something I hear on tv etc. I get myself into a state, tight solar plexus, tight chest, everything tight and start attracting parking tickets etc. Then feel angry with myself for feeling this way as it really isn’t a big deal (especially when I look at what our politicians in the UK have been up to lately) and I need to look after myself, and I snap out of it. Although having healed a lot recently I have always seemed to feel guilty about something, most of the things utterly ridiculous, so I feel this could be about something deeper than the subject matter. It often drags me down when I get happy. Not sure what I should do about it in terms of completely clearing my negative feeling around this. I feel if I could get clear about this and my social anxiety problem I would be really happy!

I have something that I would like clarity on. When I’m in public, I have a conscious awareness that young children, elderly people, and animals, especially if they are very young, or very old, will stare at me for extended periods of time–they can’t take their eyes off me. It feels like some form of communication going on, but I really have no idea, so I just give them my attention and continue smiling through the moment. QUESTION: Does this have anything to do with ENERGETICS? And if so, what can I do to take this to the next level of consciously connecting with them?

I packed my car with essentials and drove out of my cage to a cottage in Ferndale. This adventure has been quite transformative. I got the insight that my triggers are my hand holds to ascension: the cottage was not clean, it is overcast almost every day, and I am very isolated with no friends around. I stated my preference about the lack of cleanliness to the property manager, and then started in cleaning, which I am still doing. It is a very grounding exercise. The overcast gives me the opportunity to find ways to brighten my day with things I love to do, or explore new things that might bring me joy. The isolation gives me an opportunity to connect deeply with nature and with myself. It also gives me the opportunity to be more outgoing when I am around others. My latest insight is to go more deeply into the moment with each of these activities, and to relax into not having to do something every moment, but to “be” more in the moment. The lack of sun really gets me down. The cleaning is not the reason I came here. When I am out in town, I have so much fun being with people and enjoying the new stuff, and then I drive back here and hate being in the isolation and cold and damp. Do you have any other tools I might use to deepen this experience in Ferndale?

I feel like I have dealt with my belly/back-up plan issue from last time so I would like to know what is the next biggest issue that stands between me and manifesting my freedom.

What do i need to know about the medical condition of bleeding during menopause?

I have been so unbalanced lately. Feeling very frantic and nervous and jittery. What’s happening?

I know I haven’t found “the perfect place” to move, but what I have available to me is really beautiful and has so much of what I want. My roommate has let me know in exact terms what is missing in my chosen place. In frustration over both his correctness and negativity I barked at him to stop. The interesting part is that I created all of this! Wow. How might I now create a voice of positive support?

What is the career that’s best for me? I’m 21 and have been getting into Reiki and learning spiritual tools and practicing seeing auras and being aware of the body and mind and what they’re telling me. I have a vision of what I want to be doing but I’m not sure really what is best for me to focus on to realize myself as a whole, enlightened being.

I was listening to an older meeting (June 2009) which contained a reference about obtaining the ability to “change our physical structure.” As this would be a really fun potential, I was looking for some more information in order to achieve this.

This week I am being triggered by a cousin of mine graduating. I want to transform this because I have had this issue since I was younger and I just want to heal it more than anything. The thing is that when I was younger I grew up in a very poor environment and we were kind of seen as the scrubby kids in the family; poor and always getting into trouble a lot. My cousins are younger than me and I see how the family treats them so differently. They make a bid deal about all their achievements and birthdays and how they do sports etc. The family never cared about our birthdays and we were too poor to participate in sports in school. I know I am sounding very victim mentality about this and what I am feeling is a lot of anger towards the fact that growing up nobody really cared about our situation or tried to help and yet my cousins are praised for everything they do. I know I create my own reality and I always am proud of the things I made it through as a kid but still I have an emotional response to the situation. Can you point me in a direction for transformation on this? I know I am not a victim but the emotion of it is hard to transform for me.

The question I have is about my dad. My dad is the only person remaining in my life that I feel continues to invade my day-to-day life with negative energy. There is a lot to this, but on a simplified level, he is the typical plugged-in, closed-minded mirror of the mass consciousness. While I am working to embrace uncertainty, my dad continues to try and push certainty onto the situations in my life (that involve him) so that he in turn can be certain of things in his own. This is extremely frustrating due to the fact that he is attempting to make plans around my living situation (I live in a house he owns), which in turn leaves me feeling rushed to make rash decisions. I’m anxiously awaiting the day that I am free of any obligation to my father, but until then, I’m stuck DREADING having to even speak with him (I simply can’t stand him anymore). Can you provide any helpful insight or anything that may help me with this?