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Energetics of March, 2009: “Releasing your habitual use of fear to fill your moments.”

This video begins with Eloheim discussing their experience of how the channeling has changed now that they are coming through with my eyes open.

The room where we meet is also used for cub scouts (that is their artwork on the wall behind me) and as a play room for children. The room is filled with games, toys, art supplies, stuffed animals, and all sorts of other colorful items.

The remainder of the clip is about, “Where this discussion of fear goes next.”

There is a nice summary of their teaching on fear and then they ask the question: “If I am not afraid, then what am I? What’s left?”

I had a very strong reaction as I applied Eloheim’s teachings about fear. They talk about my reaction and discuss how similar reactions may become more commonplace. “You’ve been built to be afraid! You are afraid 97% of the time for no good reason! You are going from Homo Sapiens which is a fear based state into Homo Spiritus which is a consciousness based state. You are coming at being in physical form from a completely new paradigm. As you let go of fear occupying your day, something else has to come in!”

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in March 2009

This clip is from the meeting held February 25, 2009 in Sonoma, CA.

This was the first meeting where Eloheim came through with my eyes open for the entire meeting. The week before, there were long stretches of eyes open and in the intervening days, the private sessions were all done eyes open. However, when this meeting started it was eyes open from the start!

Whew! Strangely enough, it felt normal to have my eyes open, but it also felt new and different. I had always wondered what it would be like to channel with my eyes open and I had tried to do it in the past, but it just didn’t work. I would get too caught up in the idea of having my eyes open to allow Eloheim’s message to flow.

Then, last week, it just happened.

The interesting part of this for me is that I was unable to follow the conversation. I spent the entire meeting asking questions like, “Did that make sense?” and “Did they even complete that thought?” I figured that since no one said anything or got up and left, Eloheim must have been making some sort of sense! Turns out they were.

When I first started channeling a similar experience occurred. Eloheim would finish a sentence and I wouldn’t be able to remember how the sentence began! Now, that was a strange experience. Especially as it went on for 90 minutes.

As I worked with the video I made another observation. I very carefully set up the camera to center my head in the screen THEN Eloheim slouches and the video ends up looking like I have no body. Which is an ironic twist now that I consider it.

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

Before the meeting of 2-18-09 three interesting things occurred:
1. I forgot to plug in the laptop, so we don’t have video of the first 30 minutes or so. Managing electronics while in an altered state is a tricky proposition!
2. I requested that Eloheim summarize their teachings about fear.
3. I told a story.

The story was about my recent encounter with a police officer. I have been driving for about 26 years and had never been pulled over for a moving violation.

Recently, on my way through the Sonoma Plaza after dropping off some promotional materials for the Well Being Expo I am producing, I was pulled over for running a stop sign.

The experience continues to teach me quite a lot!

The officer was tucked in at a four-way stop keeping an eye out for folks running the sign. I saw the officer and actually thought, “Wow, he is looking for people to pull over for running the stop sign.” When he quickly pulled in behind me I thought, “He must have somewhere to go.” When he put on his red light I thought, “He must need me to get out of his way!”

He didn’t.

By this time my heart was racing and my body felt so strange. I didn’t have a clue what he wanted or why he had pulled me over. I didn’t know what one does in this situation AND, I kept remembering that Eloheim had used the example of getting pulled over as an example of how to deal with fear.

So, I watched my fear as best I could. It was on the brink of being emotionally overwhelming. However, I really knew that this feeling had a lot to do with my core emotion (everyone has one and mine is ‘fear of being kicked out of the tribe’). I kept watching it and tried to also keep my wits about me.

The conversation with the officer seemed to go on forever, but it was probably only a few minutes. He said that I ran the stop sign. I said that I knew the stop sign was there, felt that I had stopped, and that I had seen him watching the intersection so it is unlikely I would have ran a monitored stop sign.

Then he said the first very interesting thing (I am paraphrasing), “it is strange that we could have such different views on the same event.” Ah, I loved that comment! That put me into a more conscious place immediately. I didn’t find it strange at all. I thought that was the bit that made more sense then anything else that was happening!

You see, I was talking on my cell phone while I was driving. It is legal to talk on your cell hands free in California, but I still felt strange about doing it. Plus, I was leaving a message for a friend who I was ‘worried’ about. I WAS IN LOW VIBRATION.

I feel that I attracted the officer’s attention with my low vibrational state. He saw it as running the stop sign. I saw it as being less than fully conscious of what I was doing.

Once I got that big Aha, things shifted somewhat. I could feel the fear voice saying things like, “this is going to cost you money, you are going to have to go to a class, etc.” But, I knew that it wasn’t about money or time, it was about this moment. So, I focused on what what actually happening right now.

I was able to keep money/time fears at a minimum. The overwhelming adrenaline is another story completely though. Wow, the body response in this situation was so intense!

At some point during our conversation, I heard the small voice say, ‘make the request.’ I asked the officer if he could give me a warning. He then said the second most interesting thing of the conversation, he said, ‘How can I give you a warning for something you don’t think you did?’ I LOVED THAT RESPONSE! It was so conscious.

I replied that I would consider this driver’s training 25 years later and I promised to be more conscious about stopping fully at stop signs.

He said, OK, and let me go with a warning.

Whew! Shortly thereafter my cell phone rang. After stopping the car (!) I answered. It was a good friend saying, “My husband just saw you get pulled over on the plaza and I want to make sure you are ok. I am hosting a meeting at my house in five minutes, but I knew I had to call right away!”

Which goes to show:
1. Sonoma is a small town.
2. I have great friends.
3. I didn’t get kicked out of the tribe! (ah, the healing of the core emotion, such a powerful process)

The residual processing of the body’s reaction to this was much more difficult to process than the actual experience. I was in a lot of discomfort for the remainder of the evening. It has taught me so much that I am actually grateful for it now, but WOW was it hard at the time.

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

Eloheim has spent the last month discussing various aspects of fear. They have made it very clear that transforming our relationship to fear is a key component of the Spiritual Journey at this time.

In this clip, they describe two different fear patterns.

This clip is especially interesting as you can see how Eloheim develops a concept and then build on it as the meeting continues.

Cascading anxieties tend to take you into your childhood where you hear the voice of an authority figure telling you that you are not doing a good something-or-other.

Concurrent anxieties are issues which are alive in your life today.

The generating experience: the trauma, the drama, the thing your Soul wants to learn results in cascading and concurrent fears. Of course the generating event needs to be dealt with. Sometimes you can’t tackle the generating event until you have transformed all the fear pictures you are being shown. You are too wrapped up in [the fears] to even become conscious of the generating event.

Recent Eloheim messages about fear:
Transforming Fear from 1-28-09

The Fear Freeway from 2-11-09

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

The meeting of February 4th was a continuation of the discussion of fear from the previous meeting. Click here to visit that posting.

Eloheim introduced a new concept: the fear freeway. It is a very entertaining way to look at our habits. Here are some quotes from the entire meeting. The video below covers the section about the fear freeway and includes a discussion of rewriting our neural pathways.

In this clip, Eloheim refers to the movie, What the Bleep Do We Know. You can learn more about that movie here.

[Life] could be MORE, are you interested?

Feel the fear and open to insight anyway!

You are asking the body to inform this moment rather than control this moment.

When you experience fear say, “I know that this is only a choice; this isn’t the only state of being that is allowed here.”

You have always thought that there was [only] one way of being: Fear or Not Fear – Duality. What we are trying to wake up in you is a brand new paradigm that says, “there is also consciousness.”

You have the golden ticket and all you want is wind in your hair down the fear freeway! There’s more for you but you have to make the spiritual choice using your free will to get on that back road and re-write those neural pathways. If there isn’t an AH HA, look for it!

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

In this clip from the meeting held in Sonoma, CA on 1-28-09, Eloheim discusses fear. This was a long meeting (105 minutes) as after their introductory comments, Eloheim did a mini session with each person present to look at and help transform the fears they were feeling. Since Eloheim moved around the room, there isn’t a lot of video beyond what I have included!

Eloheim has previously shared that it is the body’s job to stay alive. Fear is the way that the body lets you know, “Hey, this could get you dead!” The body views change as a risk to its’ survival and reacts with fear. The Soul enters the human body with the express desire to experience change (transformation).

Managing these very different perspectives is a major component of the spiritual journey.

Here are some quotes from the video:

Your body is constantly looking for things it needs to be afraid of in order to protect you from those things.

In your desire for transformation you are actually pitting your spiritual journey against your survival instinct….[this must be] dealt with consciously or it can be paralyzing.

You are shepherding the body into this transformational space, as you shepherd the body …you have to be conscious that its’ job, all this time, is to look out for things it should be afraid of. Therefore, you live in fear until you become conscious of how those fears are either serving you or restricting you.

Here are some quotes from one of the mini-sessions during the meeting:

[When you desire to make a change] The mind and the body say, “Plan, plan, plan.” The spiritual journey is saying, “You can allow insight to inspire action.”…. now, because you are all raising your vibration to such a degree, you are starting to experience the gulf … between how you used to do it and how you [now] know it works better for you. In
between those two places is this void of, “I have to choose.” Sometimes, because these are two distinctly different vibrational
levels, you are trying to have your body in one ….and your spirit …[in another]. The two cannot be reconciled because they are too
vibrationally different now.

You are now wanting to handle things from a high vibrational perspective so …. nothing seems to happen [unless you approach the situation from high vibration].

Be cautious that you don t feel you have to match energy to solve a “problem.”

You are asking yourself to start functioning from a completely new place, that you are not familiar with, in big decision making. In the “I am going to get dead” place, you are not used to making that become high vibrational. Sure maybe you can make the speech, but can you make a major life decision from high vibration? That s why we are talking
about it tonight. Because you need to start being able to do that. So, it s not easy, but we are starting; we are just at the beginning of
this process.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January 2009

 

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This clip is from the beginning of the meeting held 1-14-09. In it Eloheim clarifies what they mean by ‘High Vibration” and “High Vibrational Living.”

Here are some quotes from the clip:

It’s not ‘I feel good’ so I am high vibrational or ‘I feel sad’ so I am low vibrational.

Consciousness generates high vibration. Conscious acts raise your vibrational rate. Being in a conscious frame of mind, even if you don’t like what you are experiencing, is the key to being a high vibrational being in this world.

Am I conscious about how I am feeling?

Am I aware of what’s going on in my body right now….am I asking for this moment to show more to me than what the surface level is revealing?

Judgments and triggers from the past shape your current time, shape your current experience.

Take that ‘fresh look’ at what you are experiencing.

There is a deeper layer of revelation available to you, but you are the one who has to use free will to choose to explore it.

Are you asking, ‘what is this teaching me?’

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January 2009

Hello everyone and Happy New Year!

We held our first Eloheim gathering for 2009 last Wednesday. Eloheim was READY! The meeting began with an extended talk about what the new energetic of 2009 means for us.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January 2009

Here is another clip from the 12-17-08 meeting. If you missed the first clip from the meeting, please visit: https://eloheim.com/2008/12/19/eloheim-3-spiritual-decisions/ to watch it.

Here, Eloheim is specifically addressing a question I had from earlier in the week. I was presented with a new situation. I decided that I would just “go with the flow” and practice neutral observation along the way. I thought this was putting Eloheim’s teachings to work for me. The situation turned out to be quite uncomfortable.

Upon reflection, I realized that I needed to set boundaries in similar situations going forward. I also realized that I was a bit confused about how “going with the flow” and “setting intentions” and “neutral observation” and “boundaries” all fit together.

Some quotes from the clip:

Going with the flow is being a victim.

The difference is the attitude…remember neutral observation comes with the ability to set boundaries. Don’t forget that part. That is the only thing that makes neutral observation work. Otherwise, neutral observation is just (being) numb.

Go with the flow is ‘I am going to do my best to stay neutral no matter what happens.’ That means you are at the whim of others.

If you just say, ‘I am going to go with the flow’, mean: ‘I am going to be neutral and set boundaries as this flow occurs’. Not just, ‘I am going to suck it up and whatever comes down the pipe I am going to take.’ There is a BIG BIG BIG BIG attitude difference.

The channeling session of December 17, 2008 was quite unusual. Eloheim decided to give each person at the meeting a ‘mini session’. They walked around the circle working and talking with each person. This clip comes from a section of the meeting where Eloheim was ‘taking a break’ and sat down to share the Three Spiritual Decisions.

During this clip you will see something that doesn’t happen very often! I blocked Eloheim’s ability to share their story by wanting to use my brain to remember the first time this story had been shared.

Eloheim decided, for the first time, to not coddle me in this, but to wait for me to stop trying to ‘figure it out’ before sharing the rest of their message. In the past, they would have worked with me to make me feel more comfortable. This time, they just waited me out.

There is always learning available!

By the way, YES, it was cold that night. Remember, this is California. When it gets down to 31 degrees outside, it feels VERY COLD to me! Some might notice that I am sitting directly in front of the fireplace. You might also notice that I didn’t feel warm enough to take off my hat. Freezing is FREEZING to this California native!

This clip focuses on the Three Spiritual Decisions, the change in energy between 2008 and 2009, creating your reality, being a victim, the call to light workers for spiritual focus, and much more.