Hello everyone!
Some time ago, Eloheim said that the meeting of March 9 would be powerful in some way. Turns out they were right…again! The meeting was an introduction to the energies we will be working with for the next 18 months.

The Guardians came in to help us shift the energies which we were ready to release.

The Visionaries explained how we have to “draw the line in the sand” about our habitual thoughts and to take a deeper responsibility for the creations that stem from our current thinking.

Eloheim spoke at length about the energies of 2012 and how we can work with that portal now. They went on to speak about how we create our current reality from the past and how we can use the new energies to actually create from this moment rather than reconfiguring the past. Eloheim also further clarified the concept of sandpaper people and situations.

Am I going to create this moment from the past or am I going to create it from the insight I have about its potential?

The Girls offered their support and insight.

The Warrior finally told the story of being called in to take care of the dragon.

Fred explained the energies of Mars.

The Matriarch left us with a reminder that instantaneous manifestation can’t be possible until we have a new relationship to our thoughts.

Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011

Hello everyone!
The meeting of February 16, 2011 was a partial whiteboard meeting. Eloheim did an amazing presentation about the tool: Equal Signs. The video clip today is from the end of that presentation when Eloheim was asked about Insight.

All of the members of the Council participated in the meeting as well.

You can access the entire video or audio of the meeting by following the links below.

The book is moving right along. The cover art has been finalized, the content is 98% finalized, and I am doing all the zillion things that need to be done in order to have it offered as an ebook, paperback, and hardcover. Stay tuned! I anticipate having more news very soon.

Guardians: Opened the meeting by encouraging us to get out of our brains and centered into the moment.

Visionaries: Talked about embedded advertising and how we can be conscious of it and use it as a game to open our awareness.

Eloheim: Used the white board to discuss the equal signs tool.

The Girls: Encouraged us to recognize that we have become more than we were, and to experience the grander version of ourselves.

Warrior: Continued his story of having more children, then discussed worry and how worrying makes you impotent by taking you out of the moment.

Fred: Talked about remembering the experience of why we chose to live our lives in the human form.

Matriarch: Closed with a message of love and encouragement.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in February, 2011

WOW!
I mean WOW! This meeting was incredible. It just knocked my socks off.

Picking the clip for YouTube was so challenging. The entire first hour was a highlight reel. If you just see the YouTube, you are only seeing about 10% of what was covered in any meeting. There is always amazing material that doesn’t make the YouTube, but this week was especially full of powerful concepts.

I finally decided to clip out Eloheim’s reactions to my cello lesson for the YouTube this week. Eloheim used it to take the You to You tool to a completely new level and tied it to re-queue and rewriting neural pathways. I intended to include 15 minutes in the YouTube video, but I only got 10 to upload. It isn’t a YT problem, it is a getting-used-to-the-new-camera problem. However, I am so deep into the book project right now, I am just going to leave it at 10 minutes.

REMINDER!!! I will be interviewed before the meeting next week. Please join us: The Crimson Circle has started their own online radio station, Awakening Zone. I have been invited to be a guest on the New Potentials program on February 9, 2011 at 5:00pm Pacific. Follow this link to tune in!

What we cannot stand is when you are mean to yourselves! The way you prove to us that you are not being mean to yourself is to do Compare You to You!

The reason you have a hard time loving yourself completely, is that you know too much about yourself.

The invitation is to do You To You regularly and see where you are tempted to say: “But if you only knew.”

Audio from each of our five meetings held in February, 2011

Guardians: Opened the meeting by encouraging us to focus and be present.

Visionaries: Discussed “intention” and what it means in our lives. Where we put our attention creates a force of attraction for our intention. What you’re attentive to creates the intentions that are fulfilled in your life.

Eloheim: Encouraged us to use our tools, which led to a deep discussion of the “compare you to you” tool. The used Veronica’s experiences learning to play the cello as an example of how the “compare you to you” tool can be used in everyday experiences. Also, a close look at equal signs and the idea of “suffering equals safety.”

The Girls: Talked about how they actually view and experience us, compared to how the Matriarch views and experiences us. They also encouraged us to take to heart the lessons that Eloheim taught this week.

Warrior: Continued the story of going to a possible battle with their neighbor’s neighbor, and tied it into what community means to us.

Fred: Talked about how they view us in comparison to how The Girls view us, and our connection with All-that-Is.

Matriarch: Closed the evening with a message of love, and encouraged us to give ourselves an energetic slap on the back for our incredible perseverance.

Hello everyone,
The January Q&A was great. Eloheim loved the questions! The list of questions answered and the links to purchase the entire recording are below.

The video is from the end of the meeting and introduces a new idea: Living from your soul’s perspective is like accessing a search engine of every experience your soul has ever had. The video also includes a discussion about how to handle change gracefully.

The February Q&A will be on the 3rd Sunday of the month at 1:00pm Pacific. I will have the sign up link posted by the end of January.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

In the last 2 weeks I’ve created 2 triggers around the same issue. The first time I went straight to rage in 2 seconds flat, but on Friday I recognized this was a ”re-cue” issue before getting angry… Without going into the sad details, this is occasions where I get to pick up the slack (clean up the mess, and we’re not talking spilled orange juice…) or pay up financially (or emotionally) for some else’s INCOMPETENCE. It makes me feel like a victim and I don’t like it. There have been a string of these kind of incidents in my life. But what is really going on here? They are script-holding something and I clearly don’t get it.

I am determined to find a very nice living situation that suits my needs. The problem is that having one month of rent AND a deposit at the same time feels impossible. I can’t even remember the last time I had that much money at one time. Just coming up with one month feels like a huge challenge. How do I REALLY change this? I have done all kinds of “money work” and, if anything, it feels like I have less money in my life than ever before. And that scares me. I don’t feel I deserve to live in broken living situations.

Prior to 2010 I was really struggling with building a nest of comfort and relationships. Today I am much more skilled as I have successful experience under my belt and tons of useful Eloheim inspired tools! I often wonder why I choose to start out in this life so far from happiness.

Since we last talked, I have a lot more clarity about my business, but I still tend to get caught up in “do to get”. Even though I have a (long) way to go regarding living from my soul’s perspective, is there a way to do business in a more soul-based way now, instead of being so goal and planning orientated . . . and ending up overworking?

I would like you to discuss dream state and what dreams mean to us and why I keep having drug related “scary” dreams from which I wake up fearful and yucky. I did a lot of drugs in my past, but not my present. How can I have hopeful, uplifting dreams?

It’s been a really rough few years of struggle with little relief. Losing jobs, homes, income, pets, and so on. I feel like I’m finally at the end of my tolerance/endurance, and none of the “inspired actions” I’ve been taking to find income or a job to support my son, dogs and I have had any positive result. What’s going on? Is there relief in sight? Regardless of all my spiritual studies and practices and all actions I’ve taken, I am losing hope.

I feel like I am completely clear about what I want and why I want it. I have spent almost a year turning my life upside down to convince the not so bright part of myself that I really want this manifestation and change. So what else is there and is there anything I can do to force the issue if necessary?

I am having difficulty in telling the difference between my soul’s perspective to my mind’s voice, so are there any tools, that would help and also tools that bring in the soul’s perspective into a more 24/7 reality connection other than my connection within my meditation.

I have been consciously taking out the equal signs around my finances. Do you see other areas where I can increase financial flow in my current life?

I find myself telling myself that I have plenty of time to accomplish my chores is not working so very well. My focus is easily distracted. I then consciously breathe in ease and grace to complete the highest priority. I start and am distracted yet again. How do I better define and keep the highest priority?

I had an experience while meditating a couple of years ago and was wondering if you could shed some insight on anything about the experience that you can see…any information. While meditating I remember having this thought about “oh’ that’s right… I just forgot who I really am – This is who I really am”….and the feeling was that of great power and strength but not that of physical power but of wisdom and confidence and steadfastness. I remember seeing the room as it was but my eyes where closed….except right in front of me was a outline of a head and it was filled with blackness….it was just the shoulders and head. The feeling was great and at the time it seemed that me having the experience was not that unusual at all. It was not until after I was done meditating that I realized that I just experienced something grand. In trying to find the words to describe it….myself now feels in comparison very immature compared to the wisdom and confidence that I had in that moment. Can you tell me what was behind this experience at all?

How can we be more graceful during this time of huge change?

How can we be more conscious with our partner?

Hello everyone!
Well, January 12, 2011 is a meeting we won’t soon forget! The night before, Eloheim kept me awake for over an hour telling me all about the meeting and making sure I knew just what was needed for the presentation they had planned.

This was the first time in over 8 years of weekly meetings that we didn’t sit in a circle. Everyone sat in two half-circle rows so that they could all see what Eloheim was writing.

Eloheim proceeded to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system. I have included a portion of their talk in the video below.

It was very different to channel Eloheim in this ‘mode’. Typically Eloheim reads the energy of the room. This time, since they were summarizing their teachings they didn’t access the energy of the room. To me, it constantly felt like I was trying to remember something and couldn’t…for 85 minutes.

Added to the challenge was that Eloheim can get distracted by ANYTHING! Imagine keeping them on track when they were sitting in a new chair and writing on a white erase board! This just might have been the first time they ever really wrote. They did draw a picture for us once before, but an entire night of spelling and spatial orientation and all that…..never before.

I’m right here doing a compare U2U and I’m just going to say it, this would have been impossible not that long ago.

Making something hard look easy once again. 🙂

The whiteboard meeting! Eloheim planned a special presentation for the meeting. The other Council members did not interact verbally in this meeting. Eloheim used a whiteboard to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system, and explaining the tools we use to make our transition while creating the presentation.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

Hello everyone!
The last meeting of 2010 was wonderful. Each of the Council members gave a send off to the new year. Well, aside from The Girls. They basically skipped their section so that we could all hear more about the Warrior’s wedding! The Warrior got married and it was beautiful!!! What a fun meeting!

The video clip is Eloheim speaking about the energies of 2011 – The Year of Balance.

Happy Balanced New Year to all of you!!!

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

Summary:

Guardians: Opened the meeting by urging us to release and leave behind everything that we do not want to carry forward into 2011, primarily energetics pertaining to our first chakras. They encourage us to say, “I’m ready to release the patterns that no longer serve me.”

Visionaries: Urged us to practice reclining into uncertainty as much as we can. In doing so, we open ourselves up to a vast array (infinite) of possibilities. They gave us a fun visual to go along with the concept: the bowling alley.

Eloheim: Talked about resistance to acknowledging the truth, especially the fear of death. We don’t have to dwell on our fears to acknowledge them, but if we don’t at least acknowledge them they will nag at us in conscious and unconscious ways. Also, with 2011 being the “year of balance,” a discussion of what it means to balance our chakras.

The Girls: Came in quickly to say they enjoyed the physical experience of having a mani-pedi with Veronica, and to express their joy at the Warrior’s wedding.

Warrior: The Wedding! The Warrior and Marianna marry.

Fred: Discussed what the idea of infinite possibilities means. Also made New Year’s resolutions about becoming more comfortable in the body and communicating in human language.

Matriarch: Some script-holders reflect our truths to us. The Matriarch suggests that we gaze into our own truths and allow them to be emanated into the world.

Hello everyone! We had a great Q&A on December 19, 2010. The free video clip is Eloheim answering the question:

In what way can I serve my children without constantly coming into conflict with what their father thinks is always best for them and without weakening my own position?

A great video which goes on to talk about how to emanate your truth and how to model emanating your truth to others.

Follow the Read More link for the video and the list of all of the questions which were answered.

REMINDER: We hold a Q&A on the third Sunday of each month at 1:00pm Pacific.

12-19-10 ~ 88 minutes ~ December Q&A

Questions answered during this meeting:

In what way can I serve my children without constantly coming into conflict with what their father thinks is always best for them and without weakening my own position?

I have been exploring self love through the healing of an illness over the past year. My recovery process forced me to stop and rest. Subsequently, I have had to take over a year off from working. I now feel like I’m ready to look at rejoining the work world among other things. Yet, I feel so awkward and fearful… The questions swimming in my mind are: What kind of a job should I look for? Will a job be there for me? Will the type of job I need be okay for sustaining my health? How do I go about doing this now?

I have recently been experiencing a strong feeling of distancing myself from my current “life”…any insights would be lovely…thanks

I have a question that is really bugging me while at the same time being kind of taboo. I strongly dislike children (and babies), always have, even when I (technically) was one myself. I say technically because I always felt like an adult trapped in a child’s body. No matter how many horrible incidents there were, now I’m an adult and supposed to like them… right? Well, I don’t, and I wonder if this is a past life influence leaking into this life.

How can I be the completeness of me with my parents?

I’m in love with Fred (one of the members of the Council). Exactly what is it that Fred is doing up there? (Smile.)

I am not where I want to be and don’t have what I want and after over a month of being as open as I possibly know how to be, the only clarity I have gotten is that I have even less interest in the 3D life as I did before, which is surprising but not what I would consider helpful. So my Soul is obviously trying to tell me something but I don’t have a fricken clue as to what that might be. So what is my Soul trying to tell me and I know how to slow the process down but how can we speed it up, a lot?

My body’s immune system apparently is shot and I’m experiencing a lot of strange virus symptoms, fevers, aches and pains. I know I’ve gone through major shifts this year so I’m trying to accept that I’ve challenged myself. Is there a conscious way I can support myself and my body to come back into balance?

I had a question regarding emotion and consciousness; it seems that both of these cannot exist in the same space. Whenever I feel emotional about something, I find it hard to do anything other than be in the moment of that emotion, be it anger, frustration, etc. I am aware in the moment that if i take a step back and try to look at the bigger picture than I will probably feel better, but I find it incredibly hard to do so. It’s as if I prefer to sit in the emotion in an unconscious way. Of course I would very much prefer not to handle it this way, but I am unsure of how to stop the “flow of emotion” to be able to do this. Do you have any insight on this?

My question is about my childhood. I have been recently having a lot of dreams that have me as a child in them, but I’m watching myself in third -person in the dreams, and I was wondering if there is any meaning to having so many dreams with that theme. But also, another element about my childhood is that I don’t have a very good memory of it at all, and I’ve always wondered if there was any explanation for that? And do these two things tie together at all?

I feel like I’ve been trying “fit in” for so many years -trying to stay under the radar and not have people look at me like I’m strange, different, doesn’t fit in – that kind of thing. I don’t think I really know what being the truth of me really is or means.

I feel like I do appreciate what I have in my life but most is not what I would prefer. I would drop probably 95% of it like a hot potato if I could manage to manifest what I would prefer so I guess I am not sure what more to do.

Are the Guardians and council I experience outside of me or a part of me?

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

It’s ok to operate from uncertainty about clarity!

Who knew??? Seriously, this idea has already helped me so much!

The meeting of December 1, 2010 focused on how living the truth of us is actually playing out in our everyday lives.

The video clip this week is Eloheim explaining that: In uncertainty you will find yourself.

I applied this tool Thursday morning with amazing results. I had plans for a day trip on Thursday and I was waiting on confirmation of just what the day was going to hold. I woke up early and hadn’t received the anticipated text message. I made a phone call and got the answering machine. I was UNCERTAIN that the trip was even going to happen.

I started to get flustered by this. Alternate plans were running through my head. Disappointment was creeping in. Then I recalled Eloheim’s words from the night before.

I decided just to be uncertain! I completely relaxed. I started in on my normal Thursday morning activities which primarily include sending out the recordings of the meeting to the subscribers. I felt very peaceful. Whenever thoughts about the day popped up, I just said, “It’s OK to be uncertain!”

Then the call came in and the plans were finalized. It was a full day with lots of opportunities for my habitual responses to crowds of people and new places to request my attention. Anytime I tried to get tense and ‘control outcomes’ or any of that, I just repeated, “It’s ok to be uncertain!” and I asked myself, “Am I emanating my truth?”

This allowed me to stay in the NOW truth of me rather than go with the habitual responses from the past.

The result? I ended up having one of the most enjoyable days of my life.

Wow!

12-1-10 ~ 88 minutes

Summary:

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

Hello everyone,
The meeting of November 24, 2010 was unusual. The Council appeared in the order of the chakras they resonate with. Thus we had The Guardians, The Girls, The Visionaries, The Matriarch, Eloheim, The Warrior and then Fred. They came in to explain, in further detail, how each work with our energy and to help us learn to use the Strongest Chakra tool.

It was an emotional and very powerful meeting for me. Each of the Council members spoke intensely and, at times, passionately. I find it quite challenging and rewarding to consider my ‘weak’ chakras.

The video clip this week focuses on the idea of success.
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Hello everyone,
The November Q&A with Eloheim was a lot of fun. Mary did something different with the set up. She added a second computer to the mix.

A little bit of background. Part of the webcast software is a chat board. During the Q&A we use the chat board for two things: 1. It allows the folks on the Q&A to talk to each other and 2. it allows Eloheim to ask for clarification/details on the questions which are submitted. In the past, Eloheim would ask for clarification, the answer would be typed into the chat, and then Mary would read it to Eloheim.

Since we had two computers this time, Eloheim could watch the chat board while the meeting was going on which changed the dynamic of the meeting quite a lot.
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