Hello everyone,
This week’s meeting was really powerful. The Council is focused on helping us transform our relationship to our shadow places so we can continue ascending and live as Homo spiritus.

The love you have for yourself is being corroded by the places that you are hiding from yourself. The Girls

You have hidden from yourself to survive….hiding from it is the survival instinct….but we are here to evolve the survival instinct to give you the opportunity to transform out of the fear based operating system into the consciousness based operating system. Eloheim

You have moved into the right relationship to the truth of you! You walk into the field [of battle] but the field is within you.The Warrior

4-21-10 ~ 77 minutes

SUMMARY:
Eloheim: Energetic billboard tool: Energetically what are you telling people about yourself? You’re a culmination of all your life experiences and now a culmination of your soul’s expressions and you’re emanating that into the world. Job interviews, you’re interviewing them to see if you want to emanate in their environment. Explains what a core emotion is.

Visionaries: Part of what is the conundrum for you about emanation is that you are uncomfortable with the completeness of you. The best place for you to start with owning your energetic is with owning your shadow.

Warrior: What have you conquered? You have conquered the inertia, you’ve moved past the procrastination, and you’ve transformed the fear that you feel when looking at your truth. You have moved into the right relationship with the truth of you.
WE are always with you.
BE Courageous!!

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010

Hello everyone, here is a portion of the Q&A meeting we had with Eloheim on the 18th.

The list of all of the answered questions and links to the entire meeting are below.

4-18-10 ~ 82 minutes ~ April Q&A session

Questions answered during this session:
For the past two and a half years I’ve been experiencing what I would call bleed throughs from concurrent life times. This has triggered various phobic attacks from time to time. I’d like to heal the phobia that is related to fear of glue, stickers, sticky tape and also knives. Feels like I experienced death by torture using some of these implements in some other time line. I’ve used conscious breath work, acknowledging the fear I’m feeling and even welcoming the wounded aspect back home to me. Then I read about acknowledging the fear and asking for only the highest vibrational aspect of that lifetime to be present. I’m still experiencing total fear even though I’m consciously working on this. Do you have any extra information relating to my intention to heal this please?

I’d like to know if it’s possible and if so, how, to regenerate my physical body to its original blueprint and keep it in that state to such time as I decide to leave this dimension. Is this possible in my current state of consciousness? I don’t seem to age at the same rate as everyone else and was wondering if this was due to increased light quota?

We’ve heard the Eloheim mentioned in several other channels. Recently one from St Germaine speaking about Eloheim as one of the many energies assisting on Earth right now. Are you the Eloheim that St Germaine and others have spoken about? If so, will you talk about your relationship to them.

The last two places I’ve lived have reached dramatic and very unpleasant crescendos, with my room mate getting an eviction notice which propels me to find a new place.This is happening right now though it’s less harsh than last time. How do I create a totally non-harsh way of moving on, severing ties etc? Ever since I’ve moved to New York it’s been like this.

If a belief you have worked on a lot and thought you had changed, reappears, and you realize is deeply entrenched and affecting you significantly, what’s the best way to transform it?

I’m overwhelmed. What’s the one thing I can do with fear to get some clarity? I really need help with the parenting of it all and the mate that’s not helping and the direction of my life’s path – to leave parenting or keep doing it or changing it, or?

Do you have some tools to take questions of the past and the future from your head or mind into your heart? I’m having trouble bringing that into the heart. What does that look like, how do you do that?

I’d love to hear more about our group connection to you and to each other. The love and openness is contagious. This is where I want to be.

Can you touch on the fine line between being helpful and infringing on other people’s journeys. I don’t mean giving our wax away but when you have extra to give; when it’s helpful and our responsibility to help others, and to what extent?

I am wondering whether the inverse gravity generator, as invented by John Searl, is poised to replace our fossil fuel energy worldwide soon and is my involvement with this project my life’s work here?

I expect to be very successful as a singer/musician/artist. My question is while I believe I will some day achieve great financial success, is expecting it the same as expecting ‘how things will go’? What’s the difference? I was visualizing a million dollars a week ago and I wondered, is this worth it, can I manifest it? Or is this getting me nowhere because I’m expecting a certain amount of money.

At a retreat this weekend I became very angry with someone that I thought talked too much. I was bored and became very angry and said so. This anger was unexpected. Where do it come from?

What’s the role of astrology in our lives? I’d love to hear Eloheim’s viewpoint on this.

What is our group collapsed warrior experience and to each other and you?

I was once attracting and ended up surrounded by secret groups who were feeding off of my energy in every imaginable way.
It was through these kinds of people I learned about my light but I also learned about secret societies. Now that I’m aware of secret societies I know symbols, hand gestures in our media and society that are very occult/ritualistic in nature. What kind of roles are these secret groups playing in our society as we head towards 2012?

I get the thinking part.However that’s all of who I am and what I do. How do I stop thinking? I don’t understand the heart stuff.

Are my Ahas from the soul? I had a dream that actualized completely last week. Seems to be happening more and more.
I wonder if that’s my soul’s input?

What color crayons are available? What can I get from this situation that I haven’t gotten? I want to see this from a different perspective.

Do you have something to say about confusing, disconcerting dreams?

This morning I woke up hearing a funny sound, six tones long. Seemed kind of odd.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010

Eloheim slide show presenting the four levels of the Law of Attraction:

Hello everyone,
This wonderful video was created by my co-author Waller. This message came out of a private session last year.

Eloheim has given us details about each of these steps and, as I type this, it occurs to me that this information would make a great book!

Wednesday’s meeting was really nice. Waller made this great slide show sharing Eloheim’s teachings on their new tool “short factual statements.”

You are not here for the conclusion! The Visionaries

How am I supposed to love me when I know all of this about me? The Girls

If you don’t love yourself well, the moment is a scary place because you are afraid of your own company. The Girls

Here is video of The Visionaries, The Girls and Eloheim. The Warrior, The Guardians, and the Matriarch also shared during the meeting.

4-14-10 ~ 84 minutes

Visionaries: There is a misunderstanding that you are going to “get somewhere” past this and that this is what you’re doing by ascending; No. You are here now. It’s the journey, not the destination. The only place where things are happening is here, now.

Eloheim: The question of You. Accumulation of all of the “now’s” is ascension. You can’t get ascension until you get “the now.” The triggers you experience are the hand holds for you to climb with. Sandpaper people—You can ask for the same lesson to come to you in another way from someone less harsh. It’s up to you. With possibility comes responsibility comes free will transformation. Keep your “wax” precious to you—share your flame, keep your wax for yourself.

TOOLS discussion
What’s my big toe doing? (check in with body)
2010 version of self—who am I now and what is my truth, now?
Stay present in the moment.
Speak your truth
Stay out of “service” mentality
Hold firm to your boundaries; or create a boundary as the situation requires
Make clear and concise statements
Eloheim discusses the manifesting process of the “why” of the “want” and using clear, concise statements of why you want.

Girls: Don’t give your wax away—You can love yourself most/best—transform your inner most secrets by making clear, concise statements about them and looking again. The gift that you give to the all that is; is self-love. Short, factual statements. Stay present in the moment.

Warriors: We empower you all to show up with your tools. Which tools do you carry close to you?—Most comfortable tools? Keep them sharp and clean; in good repair; get new ones all the time. PRACTICE THEM. Use every opportunity to practice. Be not afraid to practice. Be ready to USE them.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010

Hello everyone!
Wednesday meeting really hit home with me and it continues to unfold. I know I am what Eloheim terms and “overachieving lightworker.” I have sought answers to questions my entire life and not always in a relaxed way.

Of course the answer to “Who am I?” has long been sought. Hearing the Council address how this isn’t a question we are even meant to answer, but instead to ‘abide in’ was such a wonderful relief to me.

It was like the teacher saying, “Learn all you want about this. There won’t be a test or a term paper or anything like that, just you and your exploration.”

It took me out of seeking and into being at a level I hadn’t accessed before.

To experience the wholeness of you is the outcome of every situation that has a question mark in it. How is the wholeness of me expressed in this questioning state? …find that sense of completeness within a question because there are always going to be more questions. Who am I? You always live in a question!The Guardians

What is the question I am exploring by the current way I am living? We want you to become comfortable with being a question mark. Consciously knowing you are in a questioning state. Clarity isn’t a momentary sense of certainty. Clarity is the moment’s answer to the question, but the question doesn’t go away simply because you had an aha in this moment. The Visionaries

4-7-10 ~ 79 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: “What does this really tell me about me, what does this really show me about me, what is this illuminating about me?”

Visionaries: “What is the question I am answering by the current way I am living? What is the question I’m exploring by my expression?” The questioning state is a permanent condition of your soul’s nature

Eloheim: You’re here because you want to be here so that you can answer the question and explore the question “Who am I?” You are a question that you are exploring forever.

The Girls: Simply by taking a breath you have earned your place here. Every heartbeat is the only requirement for existence on this plane. You don’t have to do anything special to have your spot.

Warriors: When you’re a question you’re constantly able to move and flow, to bend like the reeds, to sway like the trees. It makes you one with the movement of nature. It makes you one with the changing of nature.

Matriarch: “I can stand in the truth of me and see more truth of me as it’s a question unfolding rather than a question that must be answered.”

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010

Hello everyone!
First some news. Tomorrow, March 29th, marks the beginning of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest. I will send an email tomorrow morning with all the details! Please join us for this brand new chapter in the Eloheim journey.
In the video, I have included Eloheim explaining how each of the members of The Council attune to a specific chakra and how you can use that resonance to work with them in a new way.

The Warrior joined us again this week and this time I have included their message.

The video concludes with Eloheim talking about boundary setting and re-experiencing your core issues from a more powerful, healed place.

3-24-10 ~ 86 Minutes

Summary:
Guardians: Opened the meeting by offering us a clearing of any energetic excess we no longer need.

Visionaries: Told us that all of the Council walks with us through our world. Discussed triggers: A trigger is an opportunity for you to know you; and then the next step, out of the triggered state and into consciousness, is you expressing the vision of you.

Eloheim: Took comments and questions about last week’s experience of the new Warrior energy coming through, and how it affected people since then.

The Girls: Looked at what the second chakra energy in our lives really means, from the fun aspects to the very serious aspects.

Warrior: Told us that judging ourselves, especially in our shadow aspects, brings suffering. Advised us to remember that our reactions to triggers are a choice.

Matriarch: Talked about lifting the veil from our true selves and allowing ourselves to experience our true nature. Asked us to accept the paradigm shift away from: “Will I ever get there?” to: “I’m there and I just need to reveal the truth of me.”

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Hello everyone!
Sunday’s Q&A webcast was wonderful. The video has a sample of the answers Eloheim offered. I loved this quote:

There is no wiggle room for being unconscious about your choice to be conscious!

We are webcasting tonight (March 17th). I hope you will join us. The sign up link is at the top of this page.

If you would like to watch a replay of the webcast or download the audio recording of the meeting, please follow these links:

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Wow, the monthly Q&A webcast is this afternoon at 3:00pm Pacific! (hope you can join us!) So, this newsletter will be a bit more brief than usual. I have included a You Tube video staring Eloheim! (just like the old days!)

Eloheim gives us a preview of the Warrior Energy, speaks about working with our shadow side in a new way, and preparing for the shifts coming up in late March and early April.

The meeting included Eloheim, The Guardians, The Girls, The Visionaries and an extended time with The Matriarch.

3-10-10 ~ 77 minutes

Guardians: Opened the meeting by encouraging us to bring our attention to the moment.

Visionaries: Came in at the end of the meeting and advised us to use another question as a tool: “What am I trying to be certain about?” When we ask that question, we can better understand what is keeping us from being in the moment.

Eloheim: Talked about the energy that the Matriarch brings in, and also about warrior energy. They also discussed the intense changes we’re going through, and how this is a time to give more consciousness to our spiritual path. Answered questions about body issues and about shadow work.

The Girls: Encouraged us to look again at our core issues as we are growing and developing. The intense energy of this time has allowed us to “peel another layer of the onion,” and it’s beneficial to examine our core issues closely.

Matriarch: Talked about the energy that we hold, relating it to a vessel that is filled. They suggested an exercise in which we imagine ourselves as a vessel, and what that vessel holds—alternate expressions, our soul’s energy, et cetera.

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Wednesday’s meeting included The Guardians, The Visionaries, The Girls and Eloheim talking about the energies of March, 2010 which they summarized as: The Flow of Fascination. There was also a discussion of just how deeply we are choosing for the situations we experience. The Matriarch closed the meeting with a very powerful meditation.

You can view the entire webcast replay on demand or download the complete audio recording through the links below. I have also prepared a 10 minute highlight video from the meeting.

Allow yourself to experience fascination with the experience as it unfolds

Fascination, Integration, Emanation

Fascination is the doorway. The Visionaries

It is very easy to slip into frustration. When you feel frustrated ask, “Where is the flow?” Frustration is masking the flow that you could be experiencing. The Girls

3-3-10 ~ 88 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: Opened the session by asking us to focus into allowing ourselves to feel the energetic of the moment in our bodies.

Visionaries: Went further on the topic of energetic integration. Cautioned us not to decide ahead of time just exactly what that integration is going to be like. Fascination in the moment allows integration to be revealed. Integration then emanates a difference. That emanation creates a further new expression.

Eloheim: Brought us into a fuller discussion of the idea of using Fascination, Integration, Emanation as a tool. Fascination with the moment. Integrating alternate expressions. Emanating the changed energetic. The group gave examples of things they are fascinated with. Eloheim expanded and discussed these, and the role of choice in our spiritual growth.

The Girls: Talked about the idea that during the process of Fascination, Integration, Emanation, it’s very easy to slip into frustration. They went on to look at frustration and what it can signal about your journey.

Matriarch: Closed the meeting by leading us in an exercise to open and experience the heart chakra.

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010