Before the meeting of 2-18-09 three interesting things occurred:
1. I forgot to plug in the laptop, so we don’t have video of the first 30 minutes or so. Managing electronics while in an altered state is a tricky proposition!
2. I requested that Eloheim summarize their teachings about fear.
3. I told a story.

The story was about my recent encounter with a police officer. I have been driving for about 26 years and had never been pulled over for a moving violation.

Recently, on my way through the Sonoma Plaza after dropping off some promotional materials for the Well Being Expo I am producing, I was pulled over for running a stop sign.

The experience continues to teach me quite a lot!

The officer was tucked in at a four-way stop keeping an eye out for folks running the sign. I saw the officer and actually thought, “Wow, he is looking for people to pull over for running the stop sign.” When he quickly pulled in behind me I thought, “He must have somewhere to go.” When he put on his red light I thought, “He must need me to get out of his way!”

He didn’t.

By this time my heart was racing and my body felt so strange. I didn’t have a clue what he wanted or why he had pulled me over. I didn’t know what one does in this situation AND, I kept remembering that Eloheim had used the example of getting pulled over as an example of how to deal with fear.

So, I watched my fear as best I could. It was on the brink of being emotionally overwhelming. However, I really knew that this feeling had a lot to do with my core emotion (everyone has one and mine is ‘fear of being kicked out of the tribe’). I kept watching it and tried to also keep my wits about me.

The conversation with the officer seemed to go on forever, but it was probably only a few minutes. He said that I ran the stop sign. I said that I knew the stop sign was there, felt that I had stopped, and that I had seen him watching the intersection so it is unlikely I would have ran a monitored stop sign.

Then he said the first very interesting thing (I am paraphrasing), “it is strange that we could have such different views on the same event.” Ah, I loved that comment! That put me into a more conscious place immediately. I didn’t find it strange at all. I thought that was the bit that made more sense then anything else that was happening!

You see, I was talking on my cell phone while I was driving. It is legal to talk on your cell hands free in California, but I still felt strange about doing it. Plus, I was leaving a message for a friend who I was ‘worried’ about. I WAS IN LOW VIBRATION.

I feel that I attracted the officer’s attention with my low vibrational state. He saw it as running the stop sign. I saw it as being less than fully conscious of what I was doing.

Once I got that big Aha, things shifted somewhat. I could feel the fear voice saying things like, “this is going to cost you money, you are going to have to go to a class, etc.” But, I knew that it wasn’t about money or time, it was about this moment. So, I focused on what what actually happening right now.

I was able to keep money/time fears at a minimum. The overwhelming adrenaline is another story completely though. Wow, the body response in this situation was so intense!

At some point during our conversation, I heard the small voice say, ‘make the request.’ I asked the officer if he could give me a warning. He then said the second most interesting thing of the conversation, he said, ‘How can I give you a warning for something you don’t think you did?’ I LOVED THAT RESPONSE! It was so conscious.

I replied that I would consider this driver’s training 25 years later and I promised to be more conscious about stopping fully at stop signs.

He said, OK, and let me go with a warning.

Whew! Shortly thereafter my cell phone rang. After stopping the car (!) I answered. It was a good friend saying, “My husband just saw you get pulled over on the plaza and I want to make sure you are ok. I am hosting a meeting at my house in five minutes, but I knew I had to call right away!”

Which goes to show:
1. Sonoma is a small town.
2. I have great friends.
3. I didn’t get kicked out of the tribe! (ah, the healing of the core emotion, such a powerful process)

The residual processing of the body’s reaction to this was much more difficult to process than the actual experience. I was in a lot of discomfort for the remainder of the evening. It has taught me so much that I am actually grateful for it now, but WOW was it hard at the time.

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

Eloheim has spent the last month discussing various aspects of fear. They have made it very clear that transforming our relationship to fear is a key component of the Spiritual Journey at this time.

In this clip, they describe two different fear patterns.

This clip is especially interesting as you can see how Eloheim develops a concept and then build on it as the meeting continues.

Cascading anxieties tend to take you into your childhood where you hear the voice of an authority figure telling you that you are not doing a good something-or-other.

Concurrent anxieties are issues which are alive in your life today.

The generating experience: the trauma, the drama, the thing your Soul wants to learn results in cascading and concurrent fears. Of course the generating event needs to be dealt with. Sometimes you can’t tackle the generating event until you have transformed all the fear pictures you are being shown. You are too wrapped up in [the fears] to even become conscious of the generating event.

Recent Eloheim messages about fear:
Transforming Fear from 1-28-09

The Fear Freeway from 2-11-09

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

The last three Eloheim meetings have focused on our relationship with fear.
Eloheim has made it clear that a major step in the Spiritual Journey at this
time is to learn that fears are “options not mandates.”

Recently a wonderful volunteer has come forward to transcribe some of the
Eloheim materials. This allows me to offer Eloheim quotes to supplement the
videos I have already provided.

A lot of your fears, and this means everybody, are fears about:

“I won’t be able to handle it. I won’t be able to handle it therefore it has to
be bad. This is bad because I can’t handle it.”

Where the reality that is being handed to you now is, “This too shall teach me.
And I don’t know what I’m capable of handling until the moment arises because
I’ve never been “challenged” this way at the vibrational level I’m currently
occupying.”

This is one of the key components of this discussion tonight. Please take this
with you. You have not experienced your world from the vibrational level that
you are currently occupying with the supporting vibration of the planet at the
level the planet is currently occupying. You’ve never had to deal with life
from this place, therefore any fear you have of not being able to handle it is
actually negated by the reality of,

“I don’t know what I can handle. I have not been asked to handle this yet.”

So you’re afraid of something because at a previous vibrational level and/or a
past life you were not able to do it. .. you’re still carrying that
reluctance,”I’m not capable, I’m not capable.”

When the moment arises that you have to deal with something and you bring this
high vibrational attention to it, with the insight of the Soul, conscious of
the fears that you’re experiencing, all of a sudden they fall away.

We saw this happen with Veronica when her cat went missing, she didn’t think
she could handle it, she didn’t think she could do the things that she’s done
in the process of looking for the cat, she found herself crawling around
underneath the house, she thought, “I never in a million years would have
thought I would find myself underneath the house,” but there she was underneath
the house. She literally sat there with a flashlight thinking, “I’m under a
house! How can I be under a house? I should be afraid!” But she recognized,
that uncomfortable, yes. Afraid no. Uncomfortable, yes; Not a preference;
Wouldn’t do it again given the choice.

But making the choice to get up and make a speech, or climb underneath the
house with a flashlight or believe in your own human ability to believe in your
own body’s connection to the truth; That’s what you’re being asked.

That’s why we’re talking about this tonight. Because the fears are telling you,
“you can’t” and the “you” they’re talking to is a previous version of you.

And if you don’t get conscious of the fact that the “you” that fear is talking
to isn’t who you are [now], it’ll be more challenging than it needs to be for
you to deal with the things that come up. Understood?

So you are here saying, “I’m well, yet I fear being unwell,” but the reality is
that the vibrational level that you’re able to maintain is the ‘well vibration’
and the fear of the old you somehow coming back and taking that away from you
is just the body saying, “we’re really unsure of what’s going on here.”

That’s where you reassure your body: We’re on the path; Let’s be conscious. And
when the fear comes up you say, “Yup, that’s the old fear, that’s the old me,
the old me lived that way. I don’t live that way anymore. How do I live? I
live from insight, I live from consciousness and I live from awareness that
fears are not controlling me, they’re simply advising me. And I can say yes or
no to their advice.”

For more information about this meeting, please visit:
https://eloheim.com/549/eloheim-transforming-fear-1-28-09/

The meeting of February 4th was a continuation of the discussion of fear from the previous meeting. Click here to visit that posting.

Eloheim introduced a new concept: the fear freeway. It is a very entertaining way to look at our habits. Here are some quotes from the entire meeting. The video below covers the section about the fear freeway and includes a discussion of rewriting our neural pathways.

In this clip, Eloheim refers to the movie, What the Bleep Do We Know. You can learn more about that movie here.

[Life] could be MORE, are you interested?

Feel the fear and open to insight anyway!

You are asking the body to inform this moment rather than control this moment.

When you experience fear say, “I know that this is only a choice; this isn’t the only state of being that is allowed here.”

You have always thought that there was [only] one way of being: Fear or Not Fear – Duality. What we are trying to wake up in you is a brand new paradigm that says, “there is also consciousness.”

You have the golden ticket and all you want is wind in your hair down the fear freeway! There’s more for you but you have to make the spiritual choice using your free will to get on that back road and re-write those neural pathways. If there isn’t an AH HA, look for it!

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

In this clip from the meeting held in Sonoma, CA on 1-28-09, Eloheim discusses fear. This was a long meeting (105 minutes) as after their introductory comments, Eloheim did a mini session with each person present to look at and help transform the fears they were feeling. Since Eloheim moved around the room, there isn’t a lot of video beyond what I have included!

Eloheim has previously shared that it is the body’s job to stay alive. Fear is the way that the body lets you know, “Hey, this could get you dead!” The body views change as a risk to its’ survival and reacts with fear. The Soul enters the human body with the express desire to experience change (transformation).

Managing these very different perspectives is a major component of the spiritual journey.

Here are some quotes from the video:

Your body is constantly looking for things it needs to be afraid of in order to protect you from those things.

In your desire for transformation you are actually pitting your spiritual journey against your survival instinct….[this must be] dealt with consciously or it can be paralyzing.

You are shepherding the body into this transformational space, as you shepherd the body …you have to be conscious that its’ job, all this time, is to look out for things it should be afraid of. Therefore, you live in fear until you become conscious of how those fears are either serving you or restricting you.

Here are some quotes from one of the mini-sessions during the meeting:

[When you desire to make a change] The mind and the body say, “Plan, plan, plan.” The spiritual journey is saying, “You can allow insight to inspire action.”…. now, because you are all raising your vibration to such a degree, you are starting to experience the gulf … between how you used to do it and how you [now] know it works better for you. In
between those two places is this void of, “I have to choose.” Sometimes, because these are two distinctly different vibrational
levels, you are trying to have your body in one ….and your spirit …[in another]. The two cannot be reconciled because they are too
vibrationally different now.

You are now wanting to handle things from a high vibrational perspective so …. nothing seems to happen [unless you approach the situation from high vibration].

Be cautious that you don t feel you have to match energy to solve a “problem.”

You are asking yourself to start functioning from a completely new place, that you are not familiar with, in big decision making. In the “I am going to get dead” place, you are not used to making that become high vibrational. Sure maybe you can make the speech, but can you make a major life decision from high vibration? That s why we are talking
about it tonight. Because you need to start being able to do that. So, it s not easy, but we are starting; we are just at the beginning of
this process.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January 2009

 

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This clip picks up where yesterday’s post ended and includes the following quote:

Acknowledging what you are afraid of does not make it stronger

Acknowledging what you are afraid of it makes it an asset

Ignoring what you are afraid of is a liability

Because, acknowledging what you are afraid of brings consciousness and every time you bring consciousness you are making assets…

Part of the trip up is that you are afraid to admit you are afraid….

Just because you are afraid doesn’t make it wrong

It gives you information if you are willing to admit it to yourself.

Eloheim: 03-14-07 Being honest about what you are afraid of

Last week I experienced a lot of fear triggered by my Core Emotion. Eloheim teaches to get fear, guilt and lack out of our lives to make more room to En-Soul our bodies. Eloheim also teaches us to trust what our body (feelings) tell us. Hmmmmm. I know I don’t want to have fear in my body yet my body is showing me fear. This was very confusing and I spent a great deal of time in that state. I asked Eloheim to help with this and here is a 9 minute, AMAZING, clip that really clarified it for me.

As far as my own Spiritual Path goes, this clip is the most helpful information that Eloheim has provided recently. THANK YOU Eloheim! If anyone would like to volunteer to type up this clip (or even a part of it), that would be wonderful. Here is a section toward the end of the clip that really stood out for me:

When the fear rises, if the guilt rises, if the lack comes up, keeping it where you find it and then looking for the gift it shows you. And if nothing else, the gift can be ‘I see it instead of emote it, I am dealing with it, I am interacting with it, in the body instead of out in my life where I am going to have to go back and say sorry’ (to a lot of people)…..it may feel like a storm within, but being conscious of the storm within leads to spiritual growth.

02-14-07 I am feeling fear, what do I do?