Hello everyone!
Our meeting on January 19, 2011 began with the Guardians doing energy work on everyone. They see us “bringing forth a whole presentation of your energetic structure.”

The Visionaries noted that “fear is so strong and so limiting and so familiar to you all that it can be present without your awareness.” They continued, “You don’t have to have a solution! You just have to be aware of what IS! Be aware of the truth of the moment where it is possible for the truth of you to be known. What judgments do I have about the truth I find myself in?”

Eloheim asked people to speak about their reactions to the previous meeting. The video clip this week is Eloheim responding to an inquiry about heartbreak. “Your relationship to change is really under the microscope at this time.” Eloheim also indicated that there seems to be “something cooking” for the first part of March and suggested that March 9th might be an especially important meeting.

The Girls reminded us “What better way to stay in the fear-based operating system than to be mean to you, what better way to backtrack the work you have done than to be cruel to you in that way.”

The Warrior jumped ahead five years in their story. They spent time catching us up on the events which have transpired and left off by saying they will be speaking about community in the coming weeks.

Fred…Fred was Fred. “We want you on a steady progression of transformation that feels like it meets your needs and it gives you opportunity.” They also got all happy with the fact that they got to experience ‘holding it’ as I needed to use the bathroom.

The Matriarch expressed how much we are loved. It was awesome.

You can watch the video replay or listen to the audio recording by following the links below.

Follow the READ MORE link to access the free video clip.
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Hello everyone,
The January Q&A was great. Eloheim loved the questions! The list of questions answered and the links to purchase the entire recording are below.

The video is from the end of the meeting and introduces a new idea: Living from your soul’s perspective is like accessing a search engine of every experience your soul has ever had. The video also includes a discussion about how to handle change gracefully.

The February Q&A will be on the 3rd Sunday of the month at 1:00pm Pacific. I will have the sign up link posted by the end of January.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

In the last 2 weeks I’ve created 2 triggers around the same issue. The first time I went straight to rage in 2 seconds flat, but on Friday I recognized this was a ”re-cue” issue before getting angry… Without going into the sad details, this is occasions where I get to pick up the slack (clean up the mess, and we’re not talking spilled orange juice…) or pay up financially (or emotionally) for some else’s INCOMPETENCE. It makes me feel like a victim and I don’t like it. There have been a string of these kind of incidents in my life. But what is really going on here? They are script-holding something and I clearly don’t get it.

I am determined to find a very nice living situation that suits my needs. The problem is that having one month of rent AND a deposit at the same time feels impossible. I can’t even remember the last time I had that much money at one time. Just coming up with one month feels like a huge challenge. How do I REALLY change this? I have done all kinds of “money work” and, if anything, it feels like I have less money in my life than ever before. And that scares me. I don’t feel I deserve to live in broken living situations.

Prior to 2010 I was really struggling with building a nest of comfort and relationships. Today I am much more skilled as I have successful experience under my belt and tons of useful Eloheim inspired tools! I often wonder why I choose to start out in this life so far from happiness.

Since we last talked, I have a lot more clarity about my business, but I still tend to get caught up in “do to get”. Even though I have a (long) way to go regarding living from my soul’s perspective, is there a way to do business in a more soul-based way now, instead of being so goal and planning orientated . . . and ending up overworking?

I would like you to discuss dream state and what dreams mean to us and why I keep having drug related “scary” dreams from which I wake up fearful and yucky. I did a lot of drugs in my past, but not my present. How can I have hopeful, uplifting dreams?

It’s been a really rough few years of struggle with little relief. Losing jobs, homes, income, pets, and so on. I feel like I’m finally at the end of my tolerance/endurance, and none of the “inspired actions” I’ve been taking to find income or a job to support my son, dogs and I have had any positive result. What’s going on? Is there relief in sight? Regardless of all my spiritual studies and practices and all actions I’ve taken, I am losing hope.

I feel like I am completely clear about what I want and why I want it. I have spent almost a year turning my life upside down to convince the not so bright part of myself that I really want this manifestation and change. So what else is there and is there anything I can do to force the issue if necessary?

I am having difficulty in telling the difference between my soul’s perspective to my mind’s voice, so are there any tools, that would help and also tools that bring in the soul’s perspective into a more 24/7 reality connection other than my connection within my meditation.

I have been consciously taking out the equal signs around my finances. Do you see other areas where I can increase financial flow in my current life?

I find myself telling myself that I have plenty of time to accomplish my chores is not working so very well. My focus is easily distracted. I then consciously breathe in ease and grace to complete the highest priority. I start and am distracted yet again. How do I better define and keep the highest priority?

I had an experience while meditating a couple of years ago and was wondering if you could shed some insight on anything about the experience that you can see…any information. While meditating I remember having this thought about “oh’ that’s right… I just forgot who I really am – This is who I really am”….and the feeling was that of great power and strength but not that of physical power but of wisdom and confidence and steadfastness. I remember seeing the room as it was but my eyes where closed….except right in front of me was a outline of a head and it was filled with blackness….it was just the shoulders and head. The feeling was great and at the time it seemed that me having the experience was not that unusual at all. It was not until after I was done meditating that I realized that I just experienced something grand. In trying to find the words to describe it….myself now feels in comparison very immature compared to the wisdom and confidence that I had in that moment. Can you tell me what was behind this experience at all?

How can we be more graceful during this time of huge change?

How can we be more conscious with our partner?

Hello everyone!
Well, January 12, 2011 is a meeting we won’t soon forget! The night before, Eloheim kept me awake for over an hour telling me all about the meeting and making sure I knew just what was needed for the presentation they had planned.

This was the first time in over 8 years of weekly meetings that we didn’t sit in a circle. Everyone sat in two half-circle rows so that they could all see what Eloheim was writing.

Eloheim proceeded to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system. I have included a portion of their talk in the video below.

It was very different to channel Eloheim in this ‘mode’. Typically Eloheim reads the energy of the room. This time, since they were summarizing their teachings they didn’t access the energy of the room. To me, it constantly felt like I was trying to remember something and couldn’t…for 85 minutes.

Added to the challenge was that Eloheim can get distracted by ANYTHING! Imagine keeping them on track when they were sitting in a new chair and writing on a white erase board! This just might have been the first time they ever really wrote. They did draw a picture for us once before, but an entire night of spelling and spatial orientation and all that…..never before.

I’m right here doing a compare U2U and I’m just going to say it, this would have been impossible not that long ago.

Making something hard look easy once again. 🙂

The whiteboard meeting! Eloheim planned a special presentation for the meeting. The other Council members did not interact verbally in this meeting. Eloheim used a whiteboard to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system, and explaining the tools we use to make our transition while creating the presentation.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

Hello everyone,

January 5, 2011 started off with The Guardians doing silent energy work and the Visionaries jumping in to passionately speak about uncertainty. This meeting is FULL of examples of how we easily experience uncertainty in some situations (How does the car actually work? How does my body actually digest its’ food?) yet become paralyzed in other situations (What does he think of me? What job should I take?)

When coping craps out, consciousness comes in. Turn on the engine of consciousness. – The Visionaries

I don’t know what’s going on here – YEAH!!!! You are uncertain all the time and this isn’t something to be ashamed of. – The Visionaries

Eloheim tied the uncertainty/certainty idea into how we handle our relationship to safety.

[Being uncertain] is normal human stuff. If you are not resisting I don’t know….you take away the tension. We’ve come to the meat of it – what do you do with uncertainty? – Eloheim

The Girls, wow, they are great!

If you desire certainty and control all the time, but you can’t have it, then you can feel like a failure. A new relationship with uncertainty makes it easier to love yourself. – The Girls

The Warrior

MARRIED!!!!! Everyone agreed that they should pick up the story right where they left off the week before. It is the story of the wedding feast and making peace with the neighboring king through Cedric and the other stable boy getting into a fight! This week’s story concluded Chapter 1 of their story.

Fred and the Matriarch finalized the meeting by adding their unique signatures.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

Guardians: (Silent energy work)

Visionaries: A deep discussion of uncertainty. Moving out of just coping with our fears and into finding comfort in uncertainty.

Eloheim: Told us that being uncertain is our nature, and when we become comfortable with our nature, we can be more in the moment. Questions and answers about uncertainty and practical usage in our lives.

The Girls: Because we can never attain certainty, striving for it leads us into being mean to ourselves. Whenever you want certainty, you’re setting yourself up to fail. When we can find peace with uncertainty, we can find serenity. Peace with uncertainty is serenity.

Warrior: Continues his story of the wedding, using Cedric getting into a fight with a boy from the neighboring kingdom to help illustrate the points: When you tell your truth you help other people to be more sure about who you are and where you stand. When you’re comfortable in uncertainty, you make it easier to be around you.

Fred: Talked about the joy of uncertainty, using a story comparing playing pool to creating the universe and the fun and creativity that can only be experienced in uncertainty.

Matriarch: Commented on The Girls’ talk about setting ourselves up to fail when we look for certainty.

Hello everyone!
The last meeting of 2010 was wonderful. Each of the Council members gave a send off to the new year. Well, aside from The Girls. They basically skipped their section so that we could all hear more about the Warrior’s wedding! The Warrior got married and it was beautiful!!! What a fun meeting!

The video clip is Eloheim speaking about the energies of 2011 – The Year of Balance.

Happy Balanced New Year to all of you!!!

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

Summary:

Guardians: Opened the meeting by urging us to release and leave behind everything that we do not want to carry forward into 2011, primarily energetics pertaining to our first chakras. They encourage us to say, “I’m ready to release the patterns that no longer serve me.”

Visionaries: Urged us to practice reclining into uncertainty as much as we can. In doing so, we open ourselves up to a vast array (infinite) of possibilities. They gave us a fun visual to go along with the concept: the bowling alley.

Eloheim: Talked about resistance to acknowledging the truth, especially the fear of death. We don’t have to dwell on our fears to acknowledge them, but if we don’t at least acknowledge them they will nag at us in conscious and unconscious ways. Also, with 2011 being the “year of balance,” a discussion of what it means to balance our chakras.

The Girls: Came in quickly to say they enjoyed the physical experience of having a mani-pedi with Veronica, and to express their joy at the Warrior’s wedding.

Warrior: The Wedding! The Warrior and Marianna marry.

Fred: Discussed what the idea of infinite possibilities means. Also made New Year’s resolutions about becoming more comfortable in the body and communicating in human language.

Matriarch: Some script-holders reflect our truths to us. The Matriarch suggests that we gaze into our own truths and allow them to be emanated into the world.

Hello everyone!
The meeting of December 22, 2010 was really powerful. I love this video clip from the Visionaries. It is one of those ‘sum up the recent concepts’ type of videos. It really helps when they offer a bit of the big picture in this way.

The meeting also included Eloheim speaking at length (this was one of our longest meetings ever) at how possibilities can bring up fear and what to do about it. I found this conversation extremely helpful!

Let’s frolic in the field of infinite possibilities!!!

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

Guardians: Opened the meeting by asking us to concentrate on presence, and reminding us to use the “I’m tempted to…” tool to be present with the truth of ourselves.

Visionaries: Discussed: What is the truth of you? They walked us through some ways to help us discover our truth in any moment.

Eloheim: An in-depth look at last week’s “homework”: When you look at the field of infinite possibilities, what do you think is possible but not possible (for you)? Used answers from the group and other examples to illuminate the concept of being open to possibilities.

The Girls: (Want a pedicure!) Explained that the concept of infinite possibilities doesn’t have to center on grand or huge or extravagant things or events, it can focus on small things. Remembering to be kind to yourself while being open to possibilities is a good way to love yourself.

Warrior: Continues his tale of going to see the queen, and has new experiences with infinite possibilities, including his betrothal.

Fred: Tells us that the entire universe is designed to support our shifting into Homo spiritus, and wants us to feel that the universe supports us souls.

Matriarch: Told us that they experience us as present, growing, and complete at the same time.

Hello everyone! We had a great Q&A on December 19, 2010. The free video clip is Eloheim answering the question:

In what way can I serve my children without constantly coming into conflict with what their father thinks is always best for them and without weakening my own position?

A great video which goes on to talk about how to emanate your truth and how to model emanating your truth to others.

Follow the Read More link for the video and the list of all of the questions which were answered.

REMINDER: We hold a Q&A on the third Sunday of each month at 1:00pm Pacific.

12-19-10 ~ 88 minutes ~ December Q&A

Questions answered during this meeting:

In what way can I serve my children without constantly coming into conflict with what their father thinks is always best for them and without weakening my own position?

I have been exploring self love through the healing of an illness over the past year. My recovery process forced me to stop and rest. Subsequently, I have had to take over a year off from working. I now feel like I’m ready to look at rejoining the work world among other things. Yet, I feel so awkward and fearful… The questions swimming in my mind are: What kind of a job should I look for? Will a job be there for me? Will the type of job I need be okay for sustaining my health? How do I go about doing this now?

I have recently been experiencing a strong feeling of distancing myself from my current “life”…any insights would be lovely…thanks

I have a question that is really bugging me while at the same time being kind of taboo. I strongly dislike children (and babies), always have, even when I (technically) was one myself. I say technically because I always felt like an adult trapped in a child’s body. No matter how many horrible incidents there were, now I’m an adult and supposed to like them… right? Well, I don’t, and I wonder if this is a past life influence leaking into this life.

How can I be the completeness of me with my parents?

I’m in love with Fred (one of the members of the Council). Exactly what is it that Fred is doing up there? (Smile.)

I am not where I want to be and don’t have what I want and after over a month of being as open as I possibly know how to be, the only clarity I have gotten is that I have even less interest in the 3D life as I did before, which is surprising but not what I would consider helpful. So my Soul is obviously trying to tell me something but I don’t have a fricken clue as to what that might be. So what is my Soul trying to tell me and I know how to slow the process down but how can we speed it up, a lot?

My body’s immune system apparently is shot and I’m experiencing a lot of strange virus symptoms, fevers, aches and pains. I know I’ve gone through major shifts this year so I’m trying to accept that I’ve challenged myself. Is there a conscious way I can support myself and my body to come back into balance?

I had a question regarding emotion and consciousness; it seems that both of these cannot exist in the same space. Whenever I feel emotional about something, I find it hard to do anything other than be in the moment of that emotion, be it anger, frustration, etc. I am aware in the moment that if i take a step back and try to look at the bigger picture than I will probably feel better, but I find it incredibly hard to do so. It’s as if I prefer to sit in the emotion in an unconscious way. Of course I would very much prefer not to handle it this way, but I am unsure of how to stop the “flow of emotion” to be able to do this. Do you have any insight on this?

My question is about my childhood. I have been recently having a lot of dreams that have me as a child in them, but I’m watching myself in third -person in the dreams, and I was wondering if there is any meaning to having so many dreams with that theme. But also, another element about my childhood is that I don’t have a very good memory of it at all, and I’ve always wondered if there was any explanation for that? And do these two things tie together at all?

I feel like I’ve been trying “fit in” for so many years -trying to stay under the radar and not have people look at me like I’m strange, different, doesn’t fit in – that kind of thing. I don’t think I really know what being the truth of me really is or means.

I feel like I do appreciate what I have in my life but most is not what I would prefer. I would drop probably 95% of it like a hot potato if I could manage to manifest what I would prefer so I guess I am not sure what more to do.

Are the Guardians and council I experience outside of me or a part of me?

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

Hello everyone!
Wow, what a busy last seven days. Between channeling, having company, channeling the Q&A, and recovery from everything — the newsletters are late, late, late.

So, I will be brief as I also want to get the Q&A post from the 19th done before the meeting tonight. 🙂

December 15, 2010 continued the idea of uncertainty being the portal to Homo spiritus and ascension. Here is a GREAT video from the Visionaries.

If you don’t like the word uncertainty, use the word possibilities!

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

12-15-10 ~ 90 minutes

Summary:

Guardians: Opened the meeting by urging us to leave any baggage from the past behind as we enter the opening portal of now.

Visionaries: Talked about the uncertainty portal and advised: “Look for uncertainty for that will be the portal. Uncertainty will bring you into the moment and uncertainty with the moment will take you into Homo spiritus on the path to ascension. Because it’s going to uncover the places within you that you have hidden from yourself or you’ve been unwilling to look at.” They closed by suggesting we “frolic in the field of infinite possibilities.”

Eloheim: There was a small group present at the meeting, so Eloheim asked a question around the circle and also around the webcast participants: What does it bring up in you to frolic in the field of possibilities? They went into each of the answers offered up by the group. Also, a discussion of short, factual statements as opposed to short, factual paragraphs.

The Girls: By becoming more comfortable in uncertainty, we have the opportunity to thrive in a place that is stereotypically stressful. We make it easier on ourselves, and thus open to more interaction with others.

Warrior: Continued their story of being with the queen. This week, a neighboring king and his five sons come for a visit. Uncomfortable uncertainty ensues.

Fred: Just popped in for a few quick words about how much he enjoyed the Warrior’s story.

Matriarch: Reflected on the word “beloved,” and how we are her beloved.

Hello everyone,
The meeting of December 8, 2010 started early for me. Eloheim was talking, talking, talking at 3:00am about how this meeting was the culmination of the 8 years we have worked together.

I feel the meeting lived up to this introduction.

The idea that uncertainty is the new place strength has helped me so much.

The video this week is the Visionaries explaining how all of Eloheim’s teachings have contributed to this portal into Homo spiritus. They go on to explain that they are reclaiming the word uncertainty and give their definition of the term.

Homo spiritus starts on uncertainty. You put both feet on uncertainty and you look toward consciousness for a life that includes serenity, bliss, and peace. Uncertainty is the absolute place of all possibilities being present.

On Surfing the Psychic Waves, Kristina talks to surfers, psychics and metaphysicians about meditation, healing, spirit guides to further explore the concept of “we are all one” and the concepts of peace within a meditation, psychic and spiritual space.

12-8-10 ~ 88 minutes

Summary:

Guardians: Urged us to keep in the moment and not go to thought and habit.

Visionaries: Discussed how uncertainty is the portal from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system. “Everything we’ve worked with you as the Council up until this point has led to this doorway that you stand in front of now, and that doorway is ‘Can I allow myself to recline into uncertainty as the place of potential that it exists, or do I demand that I retreat into the fear-based operating system, seek certainty, and chase my tail some more?’ On December 8th of the year 2010, you passed through a portal you have been working toward for a very long time and we don’t just mean these last eight years.”

Eloheim: Used examples and answered questions about uncertainty. Uncertainty is itself an operating system, an attitude shift.

The Girls: Talked about what it looks and feels like to live from your soul’s perspective.

Warrior: Continued his story of going to meet the queen, illustrating the question: What do you do when you have the choice for what you want? Do you get bigger, or do you stay small? Stay or run?

Fred: Urged us to have a different relationship to uncertainty, to reclaim it as the position of power.

Matriarch: Asked us to be especially gentle with ourselves as we turn the corner from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system.

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010

It’s ok to operate from uncertainty about clarity!

Who knew??? Seriously, this idea has already helped me so much!

The meeting of December 1, 2010 focused on how living the truth of us is actually playing out in our everyday lives.

The video clip this week is Eloheim explaining that: In uncertainty you will find yourself.

I applied this tool Thursday morning with amazing results. I had plans for a day trip on Thursday and I was waiting on confirmation of just what the day was going to hold. I woke up early and hadn’t received the anticipated text message. I made a phone call and got the answering machine. I was UNCERTAIN that the trip was even going to happen.

I started to get flustered by this. Alternate plans were running through my head. Disappointment was creeping in. Then I recalled Eloheim’s words from the night before.

I decided just to be uncertain! I completely relaxed. I started in on my normal Thursday morning activities which primarily include sending out the recordings of the meeting to the subscribers. I felt very peaceful. Whenever thoughts about the day popped up, I just said, “It’s OK to be uncertain!”

Then the call came in and the plans were finalized. It was a full day with lots of opportunities for my habitual responses to crowds of people and new places to request my attention. Anytime I tried to get tense and ‘control outcomes’ or any of that, I just repeated, “It’s ok to be uncertain!” and I asked myself, “Am I emanating my truth?”

This allowed me to stay in the NOW truth of me rather than go with the habitual responses from the past.

The result? I ended up having one of the most enjoyable days of my life.

Wow!

12-1-10 ~ 88 minutes

Summary:

Audio downloads from the six meetings held in December, 2010