Hello everyone!
We had a great time during our April 20, 2011 meeting.

The Guardians talked about “becoming conscious of things you are not ready to attend to.” They reminded us that we can be aware of things, but not require ourselves to take action. “Am I really ready to interact?” They did not give us a pass to be unconscious of things, just reminded us that we can use our free-will to decide what we want to interact with. The Visionaries continued this idea and tied it to the concept of “going with the flow.”

Eloheim stayed on this theme. Their main talk started with: “If you were a Guru” and went from there. I chose it for the YouTube video this week.

Your awareness will expand and your ability to physically do something will not. What you choose to apply your physical skills toward is your free will and the difference [between the two] is your spiritual challenge. Eloheim

The Girls explained how to use the behavior we observe in others to focus our own spiritual journey.

When you become aware of other people’s journeys ….you are not emanating your truth if you are wondering why “they won’t get it.”

Fred made everyone laugh describing the sports he would want to play. Yes, he tied this into spiritual truths as well. He is amazing.

The Warrior told the story of their first time hunting a dragon and how they learned that “you don’t eat dragon.”

The Matriarch closed the night in her wonderful way.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011

Hello everyone!
We had a wonderful Q&A with Eloheim last Sunday. Eloheim answered 18 questions (listed below). For some time now, I have noticed that many people are searching for: “What is the opposite of guilt?” so I asked Eloheim to address this specifically.

You can download the entire audio recording and/or watch the webcast replay for $1.99. The link is at the bottom of this post.

REMINDER: I will be interviewed and will channel Eloheim on REFLECT RADIO, Thursday, April 21st at 6:00pm Pacific. Listen free by following this link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/reflectradio/2011/04/22/a-journey-for-you-meet-veronica-torres-eloheim-channel

Questions answered during this session:
Earlier this year I asked about these burning sensations I was getting in my thighs and you told me it was from one of my other lives. A fellow referred to as Grey Beard who had been wounded in a battle and was no unable to care for himself to too proud and ornery to ask help from any of the village members. I tried telling him it was okay to ask for help. I no longer have the burning sensation but now both knees are very stiff and there is pain in the right thigh when I lay down. You told someone at a recent meeting that pains that we have are rarely from a past life. So is this now ascension symptoms or something else? I’m confused. Thank you.

You have mentioned that you sometimes answer not the question asked rather than the one you wish people had asked… Maybe you could answer the question you wish I would ask? I have been working on soothing alternative expressions with relation to traumatic events keeping me from learning Spanish. I say working, it’s been very interesting. Can I have some more clues because I still can’t even force myself to go back to studying, I just can’t.

My Core Emotion session wiped out my question box. While I am in this pause I’d like to create a big bright me. Bigger than I’d previously wished for, so today I’d like to look at a fun alternate expression or two. I’d like to fold them into my today to create this bigger expression. Would you like to play with this imagination with me please?

In February, my intuition led me to ask out a guy I’d been gradually noticing for the last 4 months or so. He accepted, but despite his assurances that he was interested, I found myself crying a number of times as my “hopes were dashed” – he didn’t call when he said he would, didn’t show up or follow through on tentative planes, and we have only officially met up a scant few times over the last 2.5 months. He says it’s just timing and that it’s not personal, and I know he’s been hurt in the past, and my intuition seems to sense he’s telling the truth. Yet I long / “need” physical contact and more demonstration of interest than he’s shown. Again, my intuition says to hang with it, despite “common perception” that such actions mean he’s not interested.
Is this a lesson for me to detach from “needs” or “desires” in a relationship, like someone eagerly seeking me out, calling more frequently, and physical touch? What is the difference between having conscious needs/desires and being needy? How much of what I think I need do I need to let go of?

I was at an event where someone talked about a cathedral of souls. Is there such a thing?

What happens when we die?

What is the opposite of guilt?

I seem to attract low-vibrational people; they seem to flock to me. What do you suggest I can do to attract a higher vibration of people?

I just wanted to check in and see where I might be resistive.

So when I walk down the street I may see ten people IN A ROW that look down at their feet IMMEDIATELY when they see me. I create stuff like this ALL the time… it started years ago. People will cough when I linger on a negative thought for too long. I get snaps, crackles and pops in my ears. This can occur when I’m at the brink of overeating. The walking signal is related to how I feel about my legs. I have baggage about fairly recent physical changes and I even create people literally calling me retarded, stupid, etc. In fact I created the idiot commentary almost non-stop for a few years. I thought those very direct remarks were over but it occurred last night at a party when I was not exactly sober. A person was literally calling me out as if he knew things about me. I end up meeting people who just “know” that I’m stupid, etc. I know that I’m NOT stupid, and that it’s my baggage. Last night’s signal was a clear indicator of how I’ve been mean to myself in the past and the fact that it came through another person was at first alarming, but then quite empowering FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER – I left that environment immediately and felt very happy that it happened. I’ve never been happy to be called stupid before! So that’s cool. But sometimes I have NO idea why these signals are happening. They can come at random. I’ll just get air pops in my ears. Sometimes my mouse cursor just moves itself. I understand the communication on some level, but not entirely. I wonder if these are bleed-throughs.

I just wanted to say that the last time we spoke I was trying to be comfortable with being in uncertainty with a lot of things including job, place to live, money, and my divorce. And I just wanted to say that I am so proud of how well I did and how I stuck with it ….trying to be comfortable with uncertainty and now I have got a fantastic job and am still enjoying my uncertainty with the rest of the things in my life right now and I feel more confident about being in uncertainty because I saw how i opened up this opportunity with my new job. Question: I am still meditating with the intent to channel. Recently I have been receiving thoughts of ideas that are new to me…or new perspectives of things and it almost seems like so much information that I have to write the ideas down. This is very exciting and I think I am channeling the information but I am not sure if it’s just my imagination or not. Can you tell me if it is my imagination or not? Am I working with a spirit such as you are to veronica or am I just opening to different perspectives? Also, do you have any suggestions on how I could tune in more so that I could work up to direct voice channeling…..that as always been a passion that I have wanted to do.

I was wondering if you might be able to shed some light on something for me. Perhaps this is past-life related, but I seem to experience a negative reaction when seeing what Kerri and myself refer to as “strange farm equipment”. These are typically vehicles or tractors with blades or other tools used for farming attached, that when seen instantly send shivers down my spine. Any insight would be appreciated.

I had a job interview this past week. I felt really good about the position, and I felt myself being able to grow spiritually, being fully conscious and my truth. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the job, which I’m not sure why, and wonder if they might come back to me in some way after the fact….or what am I sensing here? Also, I did notice that regardless, I felt a sense of inner peace over it, which surprised me – given the circumstances. How am I doing in creating the right job for me? What suggestions do you have?

I’ve always believed that my body aches and pains are big road signs that I need to change. I also have believed that transformation and ascension relieves all pain. Is ascension the road to a pain free body?

I have body related question. Feeling differently my left and right sides. The right side is strong, the left one is faded. At the point where neck is connecting to a shoulder feels like a hanging balloon. Also, couple of weeks ago started to have a paint in the lumbosacral plexus. Both pain spots feel very stiff. Could you please give me a read on those.

I have a mentor, who has helped me immensely over the last 3-4 years and continues to do so especially regarding the creation of my career and my future. I’m not sure what I “do” with this relationship, but I notice that I really yearn for her approval and her insight. When I read her email correspondence, I often feel like I’m not able to measure up….No matter what she says I often feel that I am just a “client”, even though I know one can love one’s clients. What are you seeing to help me with this?

I have had headaches nearly every day of my life, how can I change this?

Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011

Hello everyone!
Well, January 12, 2011 is a meeting we won’t soon forget! The night before, Eloheim kept me awake for over an hour telling me all about the meeting and making sure I knew just what was needed for the presentation they had planned.

This was the first time in over 8 years of weekly meetings that we didn’t sit in a circle. Everyone sat in two half-circle rows so that they could all see what Eloheim was writing.

Eloheim proceeded to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system. I have included a portion of their talk in the video below.

It was very different to channel Eloheim in this ‘mode’. Typically Eloheim reads the energy of the room. This time, since they were summarizing their teachings they didn’t access the energy of the room. To me, it constantly felt like I was trying to remember something and couldn’t…for 85 minutes.

Added to the challenge was that Eloheim can get distracted by ANYTHING! Imagine keeping them on track when they were sitting in a new chair and writing on a white erase board! This just might have been the first time they ever really wrote. They did draw a picture for us once before, but an entire night of spelling and spatial orientation and all that…..never before.

I’m right here doing a compare U2U and I’m just going to say it, this would have been impossible not that long ago.

Making something hard look easy once again. 🙂

The whiteboard meeting! Eloheim planned a special presentation for the meeting. The other Council members did not interact verbally in this meeting. Eloheim used a whiteboard to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system, and explaining the tools we use to make our transition while creating the presentation.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

Hello everyone,
Can I just say, right here, right at the beginning…..Eloheim cracks me up! This video is full of classic Eloheim moments.

Wednesday night was a LONG, INTENSE, and POWERFUL night. Eloheim had been giving me clues about what they planned to discuss for a couple of days. They really wanted to help us get clear on what the moment actually is.

They came in READY and excited to share their message.

Eloheim did a mini session for each person in the room. They asked, “What is true for you in this second right NOW? What frightens you about that truth?” Eloheim then helped clarify how that fear could be transformed.

There were 17 people in attendance and each had a different answer. I can’t include everyone’s comments and frankly I can’t pick between the 17. So, the video is Eloheim’s introduction. The audio download includes the mini sessions.

Here are the fears which are covered:

• Fear of confusion.
• Fear of feeling.
• Fear of not getting my spiritual work done.
• Fear of not feeling safe.
• Fear of not measuring up.
• Fear of facing what is really here.
• Fear of dealing with other people’s negative responses to my choices.
• Fear of silence.
• Fear of showing up as the complete me.
• Fear of letting go of my ‘masks’.
• Fear of life not being certain.
• Fear of failure.
• Fear of not knowing who I am.
• Fear of loosing control.
• Fear of doing it wrong.
• Fear of not having enough energy.
• Fear of lack.

Thanks to Margy and Richard for the opening sounds!

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in July 2009

Hello everyone,
Wednesday May 27 was a big day. First a little background.

About three years ago, I was the co-host of a talk radio program here in Sonoma, CA. Michael and I were on the air from 7-10am weekdays. We had the opportunity to interview everyone from the boy scouts to celebrities and all sorts of folks in between. All total, we did about 750 hours of radio together.

Live radio doesn’t give you the chance to ‘do over’ or film another take. You are flying by the seat of your pants and living by the quickness of your wit.

Who might be on the phone when you push that blinking button?

Who might walk in the door and want to have their say?

What does that email contain if the subject line is: WHAT THE **** ARE YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT THAT FOR!

It makes me laugh just thinking about it.

Michael, a radio veteran, picked me, a complete radio novice, to co-host the show with him. He knew I could do it. He believed in me. He taught me how to run the board, how to interview, how to trust yourself to lay your opinions and your heart out there.

Radio is weird. You talk to a microphone. There is very little feedback. You really need to believe in yourself to maintain it for three hours.

Michael trusted in me and I learned to trust in myself. It was cool.

It was also hard at times and, for an empath with my specific core emotion, sometimes virtually impossible, but it was COOL.

Late Tuesday night, Michael, while riding his motorcycle, ran into a man on a skateboard. They both remain in critical condition.

This incident and my interaction with it created the theme for the Eloheim session of May 27. I have prepared two 10 minute videos. There just didn’t seem to be a way to convey what Eloheim was sharing in a shorter time. I have also added a video from the end of the meeting where they define Grace, Ease, and Bliss.
5-27-09 78 minutes
Veronica has a friend involved in a motorcycle crash and is in critical condition in the hospital.
-Eloheim-this is an opportunity to grow-easy to go into habit in this type of situation-there is more here that I am not conscious of I am willing to offer something else neutral observation practice.
-The biological reaction will be survival mode-associate self with incident.
-Saying I’m sorry for your loss is neutral if you keep your vibration out of victim.
-On a soul level it is not a loss; it’s an experience
-Recognize the body’s need to release crying or sleeplessness.
-It’s not about stopping the crying, its about owning the reason you are crying.
-Opportunity to consciously experience body emotions.
-Several group members share experiences along lines of trauma.
-What’s happening is that you are no longer able to physically make an unconscious statement. Better to keep your mouth shut than lower your vibration to fit in.
-Its about EASE, GRACE and BLISS

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in May 2009.

I suspect that we will remember the meeting of 4-8-09 for some time to come. As I write this the following morning, I can still feel the meeting unfolding and the energetic expanding.

Two days before the meeting, Eloheim asked me to send an email to the group asking them to prepare. Here is a portion of that email:

Eloheim has taught for some time that we are moving from homo sapiens to homo spiritus. They have also taught that “you can’t have change without change.”

During this meeting, they started teaching us what it is that actually changes during this process of personal transformation.

They did this by asking us:

1. If you had a superhero power, what would your superhero power be? What brand new thing to you want in your life?

2. Why? The why is going to get us where we are going. Let’s call this equivalent to your second level core emotion process. This is as important as your core emotion was when we did core emotions.

3. Now that you have looked at why, answer the first question again as it is very likely you found in your superhero power choice: fear, unhealed core emotion, pattern of trying to cope with life, a desire to change your life in an unconscious manner, etc. Now that you have looked at why, what is your revised superhero power?

There is a shadow side to what you decided your superhero power should be and we want to know that you know what it is! As you start having these new experiences you want to make sure that you are investing in the new experiences that actually further your conscious journey and don’t instead fuel habit.

The temptation is to take a superhero power that will help you keep coping rather than increase consciousness. Because all of your life everything you have been able to do has been a coping mechanism for things you haven’t been able to do.

3. What do you think your superhero power fixes in your life? What problems do you have in your life that it would fix?

4. What do you think is the current block to getting this power?

Some people in the group chose states of being (ie: unconditionally loving) as their superhero power. Eloheim sent them back to the drawing board for a more ‘selfish’ choice and explained:

1. Superhero powers feel fun
2. It is something you are not currently experiencing. It is something you have not ever had. It is not just your healed way of being in the world. STRETCH! It is something new! It is a new crayon in your box!
3. The description of it makes a good t-shirt (this is Eloheim after all)

All of these things may feel ‘pie in the sky’, they feel ‘pie in the sky’ because there is unhealed energy between you and it.

The meeting includes the group offering their choices and Eloheim discussing them. It was quite powerful! Here is a portion of the meeting toward the end.

4-8-09 – 110 minutes
Summary:
– SUPER-HERO POWERS
–If you could have a Super-Hero Power what would it be?
–Why?
–What does this tell you about your core emotion? Or
–What is the shadow side of this power?
–What is your revised Super-Hero Power based on this observation?
–What thrills you about having this power?
–How might this separate you from your spiritual journey?
–What is everyone else going to think of you when you are so different?
–What is this teaching me?— Where am I not trying to see the possible color crayons?
–Time to get specific about what different looks like.
–Why are you afraid of coloring with all of your crayons?
–Coping Mechanism – Body protects the survivability.
–Eloheim discusses the Portal that opened last week during the meeting’s discussion.
–Check your fears at the door – Stay in the moment and own your stuff.
–Understanding is over-rated – unnecessary to understand how the rest of the Earth will adapt to Homo spiritus

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in April 2009

Hello everyone!

Energetics of March, 2009: “Releasing your habitual use of fear to fill your moments.”

This video begins with Eloheim discussing their experience of how the channeling has changed now that they are coming through with my eyes open.

The room where we meet is also used for cub scouts (that is their artwork on the wall behind me) and as a play room for children. The room is filled with games, toys, art supplies, stuffed animals, and all sorts of other colorful items.

The remainder of the clip is about, “Where this discussion of fear goes next.”

There is a nice summary of their teaching on fear and then they ask the question: “If I am not afraid, then what am I? What’s left?”

I had a very strong reaction as I applied Eloheim’s teachings about fear. They talk about my reaction and discuss how similar reactions may become more commonplace. “You’ve been built to be afraid! You are afraid 97% of the time for no good reason! You are going from Homo Sapiens which is a fear based state into Homo Spiritus which is a consciousness based state. You are coming at being in physical form from a completely new paradigm. As you let go of fear occupying your day, something else has to come in!”

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in March 2009

In this clip from the meeting held in Sonoma, CA on 1-28-09, Eloheim discusses fear. This was a long meeting (105 minutes) as after their introductory comments, Eloheim did a mini session with each person present to look at and help transform the fears they were feeling. Since Eloheim moved around the room, there isn’t a lot of video beyond what I have included!

Eloheim has previously shared that it is the body’s job to stay alive. Fear is the way that the body lets you know, “Hey, this could get you dead!” The body views change as a risk to its’ survival and reacts with fear. The Soul enters the human body with the express desire to experience change (transformation).

Managing these very different perspectives is a major component of the spiritual journey.

Here are some quotes from the video:

Your body is constantly looking for things it needs to be afraid of in order to protect you from those things.

In your desire for transformation you are actually pitting your spiritual journey against your survival instinct….[this must be] dealt with consciously or it can be paralyzing.

You are shepherding the body into this transformational space, as you shepherd the body …you have to be conscious that its’ job, all this time, is to look out for things it should be afraid of. Therefore, you live in fear until you become conscious of how those fears are either serving you or restricting you.

Here are some quotes from one of the mini-sessions during the meeting:

[When you desire to make a change] The mind and the body say, “Plan, plan, plan.” The spiritual journey is saying, “You can allow insight to inspire action.”…. now, because you are all raising your vibration to such a degree, you are starting to experience the gulf … between how you used to do it and how you [now] know it works better for you. In
between those two places is this void of, “I have to choose.” Sometimes, because these are two distinctly different vibrational
levels, you are trying to have your body in one ….and your spirit …[in another]. The two cannot be reconciled because they are too
vibrationally different now.

You are now wanting to handle things from a high vibrational perspective so …. nothing seems to happen [unless you approach the situation from high vibration].

Be cautious that you don t feel you have to match energy to solve a “problem.”

You are asking yourself to start functioning from a completely new place, that you are not familiar with, in big decision making. In the “I am going to get dead” place, you are not used to making that become high vibrational. Sure maybe you can make the speech, but can you make a major life decision from high vibration? That s why we are talking
about it tonight. Because you need to start being able to do that. So, it s not easy, but we are starting; we are just at the beginning of
this process.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January 2009

 

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Since the video from the 11-19-08 meeting didn’t come out, here is an extra clip from the 11-12-08 meeting. One of the group members mentioned that she felt the healing she was doing was supporting healing for the women in her lineage. This lead into a discussion of Feeling Sorry for Others compared to Feeling Compassion for Others.

Occasionally, Eloheim catches me completely by surprise with some of their concepts. This clip includes the latest installment!

Quotes from the clip:

I am doing a service to all by healing myself

Compassion is: “I feel a truth here within me that seems to be a truth that is within you”

Feeling sorry for them is making them a victim, not only of whatever circumstances they are in, but of your inability to be conscious.

When you feel sorry for someone, you are making them a victim of your unconsciousness.

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This clip is from the 11-12-08 meeting in Sonoma. Eloheim explains how we are at the tipping point moving into high vibrational living. They clarify how we can each make a contribution toward the increase in vibration of our entire race.

We are talking about the discipline to hold the course, to hold onto the truth of the matter, which is: lower vibrational temptations are constantly presented to you, non-stop, opportunities for fear are constantly presented to you, opportunities to feel like you are in lack are constantly presented to you, those things don’t abate, what does abate is your willingness to engage with them….you are learning not to fall for the trap of low vibration, the trap of habit.

Be disciplined in the energetic you are willing to run….that is the great service you can offer.

As you are at this fulcrum point, you are being invited to be disciplined about your contribution.

…when you spill the orange juice in the kitchen it DOES matter how you react to that, even if you are the only one in the house. It DOES matter. It does matter, because that could be the tipping point! You don’t know. We don’t know. But, the tipping point is there and your contribution not only blesses you on your spiritual journey but it infuses society with a high vibrational energetic which can help with the tipping point.

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