April, 2011
Back to TopWhat is the opposite of GUILT? What Happens When We Die ~ 4-17-2011
Hello everyone!
We had a wonderful Q&A with Eloheim last Sunday. Eloheim answered 18 questions (listed below). For some time now, I have noticed that many people are searching for: “What is the opposite of guilt?” so I asked Eloheim to address this specifically.
You can download the entire audio recording and/or watch the webcast replay for $1.99. The link is at the bottom of this post.
REMINDER: I will be interviewed and will channel Eloheim on REFLECT RADIO, Thursday, April 21st at 6:00pm Pacific. Listen free by following this link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/reflectradio/2011/04/22/a-journey-for-you-meet-veronica-torres-eloheim-channel
Questions answered during this session:
Earlier this year I asked about these burning sensations I was getting in my thighs and you told me it was from one of my other lives. A fellow referred to as Grey Beard who had been wounded in a battle and was no unable to care for himself to too proud and ornery to ask help from any of the village members. I tried telling him it was okay to ask for help. I no longer have the burning sensation but now both knees are very stiff and there is pain in the right thigh when I lay down. You told someone at a recent meeting that pains that we have are rarely from a past life. So is this now ascension symptoms or something else? I’m confused. Thank you.
You have mentioned that you sometimes answer not the question asked rather than the one you wish people had asked… Maybe you could answer the question you wish I would ask? I have been working on soothing alternative expressions with relation to traumatic events keeping me from learning Spanish. I say working, it’s been very interesting. Can I have some more clues because I still can’t even force myself to go back to studying, I just can’t.
My Core Emotion session wiped out my question box. While I am in this pause I’d like to create a big bright me. Bigger than I’d previously wished for, so today I’d like to look at a fun alternate expression or two. I’d like to fold them into my today to create this bigger expression. Would you like to play with this imagination with me please?
In February, my intuition led me to ask out a guy I’d been gradually noticing for the last 4 months or so. He accepted, but despite his assurances that he was interested, I found myself crying a number of times as my “hopes were dashed” – he didn’t call when he said he would, didn’t show up or follow through on tentative planes, and we have only officially met up a scant few times over the last 2.5 months. He says it’s just timing and that it’s not personal, and I know he’s been hurt in the past, and my intuition seems to sense he’s telling the truth. Yet I long / “need” physical contact and more demonstration of interest than he’s shown. Again, my intuition says to hang with it, despite “common perception” that such actions mean he’s not interested.
Is this a lesson for me to detach from “needs” or “desires” in a relationship, like someone eagerly seeking me out, calling more frequently, and physical touch? What is the difference between having conscious needs/desires and being needy? How much of what I think I need do I need to let go of?
I was at an event where someone talked about a cathedral of souls. Is there such a thing?
What happens when we die?
What is the opposite of guilt?
I seem to attract low-vibrational people; they seem to flock to me. What do you suggest I can do to attract a higher vibration of people?
I just wanted to check in and see where I might be resistive.
So when I walk down the street I may see ten people IN A ROW that look down at their feet IMMEDIATELY when they see me. I create stuff like this ALL the time… it started years ago. People will cough when I linger on a negative thought for too long. I get snaps, crackles and pops in my ears. This can occur when I’m at the brink of overeating. The walking signal is related to how I feel about my legs. I have baggage about fairly recent physical changes and I even create people literally calling me retarded, stupid, etc. In fact I created the idiot commentary almost non-stop for a few years. I thought those very direct remarks were over but it occurred last night at a party when I was not exactly sober. A person was literally calling me out as if he knew things about me. I end up meeting people who just “know” that I’m stupid, etc. I know that I’m NOT stupid, and that it’s my baggage. Last night’s signal was a clear indicator of how I’ve been mean to myself in the past and the fact that it came through another person was at first alarming, but then quite empowering FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER – I left that environment immediately and felt very happy that it happened. I’ve never been happy to be called stupid before! So that’s cool. But sometimes I have NO idea why these signals are happening. They can come at random. I’ll just get air pops in my ears. Sometimes my mouse cursor just moves itself. I understand the communication on some level, but not entirely. I wonder if these are bleed-throughs.
I just wanted to say that the last time we spoke I was trying to be comfortable with being in uncertainty with a lot of things including job, place to live, money, and my divorce. And I just wanted to say that I am so proud of how well I did and how I stuck with it ….trying to be comfortable with uncertainty and now I have got a fantastic job and am still enjoying my uncertainty with the rest of the things in my life right now and I feel more confident about being in uncertainty because I saw how i opened up this opportunity with my new job. Question: I am still meditating with the intent to channel. Recently I have been receiving thoughts of ideas that are new to me…or new perspectives of things and it almost seems like so much information that I have to write the ideas down. This is very exciting and I think I am channeling the information but I am not sure if it’s just my imagination or not. Can you tell me if it is my imagination or not? Am I working with a spirit such as you are to veronica or am I just opening to different perspectives? Also, do you have any suggestions on how I could tune in more so that I could work up to direct voice channeling…..that as always been a passion that I have wanted to do.
I was wondering if you might be able to shed some light on something for me. Perhaps this is past-life related, but I seem to experience a negative reaction when seeing what Kerri and myself refer to as “strange farm equipment”. These are typically vehicles or tractors with blades or other tools used for farming attached, that when seen instantly send shivers down my spine. Any insight would be appreciated.
I had a job interview this past week. I felt really good about the position, and I felt myself being able to grow spiritually, being fully conscious and my truth. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the job, which I’m not sure why, and wonder if they might come back to me in some way after the fact….or what am I sensing here? Also, I did notice that regardless, I felt a sense of inner peace over it, which surprised me – given the circumstances. How am I doing in creating the right job for me? What suggestions do you have?
I’ve always believed that my body aches and pains are big road signs that I need to change. I also have believed that transformation and ascension relieves all pain. Is ascension the road to a pain free body?
I have body related question. Feeling differently my left and right sides. The right side is strong, the left one is faded. At the point where neck is connecting to a shoulder feels like a hanging balloon. Also, couple of weeks ago started to have a paint in the lumbosacral plexus. Both pain spots feel very stiff. Could you please give me a read on those.
I have a mentor, who has helped me immensely over the last 3-4 years and continues to do so especially regarding the creation of my career and my future. I’m not sure what I “do” with this relationship, but I notice that I really yearn for her approval and her insight. When I read her email correspondence, I often feel like I’m not able to measure up….No matter what she says I often feel that I am just a “client”, even though I know one can love one’s clients. What are you seeing to help me with this?
I have had headaches nearly every day of my life, how can I change this?
Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011
January, 2011
Back to TopFear-Based and Consciousness-Based Operating Systems ~ 1-12-2011
Hello everyone!
Well, January 12, 2011 is a meeting we won’t soon forget! The night before, Eloheim kept me awake for over an hour telling me all about the meeting and making sure I knew just what was needed for the presentation they had planned.
This was the first time in over 8 years of weekly meetings that we didn’t sit in a circle. Everyone sat in two half-circle rows so that they could all see what Eloheim was writing.
Eloheim proceeded to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system. I have included a portion of their talk in the video below.
It was very different to channel Eloheim in this ‘mode’. Typically Eloheim reads the energy of the room. This time, since they were summarizing their teachings they didn’t access the energy of the room. To me, it constantly felt like I was trying to remember something and couldn’t…for 85 minutes.
Added to the challenge was that Eloheim can get distracted by ANYTHING! Imagine keeping them on track when they were sitting in a new chair and writing on a white erase board! This just might have been the first time they ever really wrote. They did draw a picture for us once before, but an entire night of spelling and spatial orientation and all that…..never before.
I’m right here doing a compare U2U and I’m just going to say it, this would have been impossible not that long ago.
Making something hard look easy once again. 🙂
The whiteboard meeting! Eloheim planned a special presentation for the meeting. The other Council members did not interact verbally in this meeting. Eloheim used a whiteboard to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system, and explaining the tools we use to make our transition while creating the presentation.
Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011
May, 2010
Back to TopELOHEIM: What Makes my Heart Sing? 5-16-10
Our proposal for Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest/adventure is NOW LIVE!!! Please take a look. Follow this link: http://www.NextTopAuthor.com/?aid=1933 to view our book proposal and read the first chapter of our book, The Choice for Consciousness. The links to the new material are directly above the video on that page. THANKS!!!! You can only vote once per round per author.
Now that our submission is finalized, I have time to create the videos from the last two meetings and to upload the finalized transcripts I have stacking up on my desk!
I am starting with the Q&A webcast held on Sunday, May 16th. It was a great session and there is a lot of really interesting information included. Eloheim described how they see the energetics of our questions and explained how to phrase questions to maximize their effectiveness.
The video features a question about how to find a job or purpose that makes your ‘heart sing.’
QUOTES FROM THE MEETING:
Remember, when you are interviewing for a job, you are interviewing THEM! Can I emanate the completeness of me in this space? Do I want to?
What part of you are you showing me? What is this telling me about me.
The first thing you have to do when you wish to make a change is to say YES to now. You have to sit into, What is true now?, first.
This situation is here to teach me something not just make me suffer until perfect shows up!
Here are some of the questions answered during the meeting:
I am currently working with youth and children that have been medically diagnosed with various mental and emotional disorders and that come from very difficult backgrounds and situations, and at best are very difficult to interact with. Despite using my tools when I remember to, how can I best reach these children, while still being in integrity and not compromising myself.
I have not been able to determine my passion, what I am here to do. I am actively looking for a job, still need to create money flow. What I really want is to do something that my heart would sing. Please help me to determine what it is so I can create it.
Can you go over again the whole process of manifesting something specific into our experience, especially the requesting part?
HOW and WHY is it that a child can manifest very similar experiences to their parent often around the same age as the parent when the parent had the similar experience?
In my understanding, if all is perception and our reality and experience is based on that which is perceived by our conscious selves, is then the information that is given to us by you, The Eloheim, your own perception of how this ascension process should best unfold for us all? Or Or….do we each of us hear it differently according to our own perception, understanding and unique personal journeys?
Hi Eloheim, on the subject our hidden stuff….while I am doing the money mantra and telling myself that everything works out at the perfect time in the perfect way, I realized that although I am saying it to myself I really don’t believe it. The result is an ongoing stomach issue. How can I really believe the positive stuff because deep down I am not confident in it?
I am afraid my body can’t hold the light it is supposed to.
Instantaneous manifestation.
In relation to what was discussed in the last meeting about acknowledging the changes in yourself first and then the outer will express that change. How does that work with something like instantaneous manifestation where you can believe that it is possible but haven’t actually experienced it yet? You know the potential is there but how do you get past that hump without something instantaneously manifesting?
Could you please talk about the re-wiring of body to hold increasing flow of light, and the symptoms, outcomes, what to expect, and how to help the body through this process?
If my husband mirrors me, wow! He stubbed his toes on a chair and blamed me. Was it about me or him?
Will we ever unravel or peel all of the layers or is it an never ending process where once you get to another level, there is a whole new set of layers to peel albeit from that particular stage or dimension of consciousness?
I am experiencing flow of energy through my body. It is sound like in my head, concentric circles like from my heart. In my stomach I feel no flow, and it shows physically as pain, feeling blockage. I would like you to help me move the energy in the muddle of my body by bringing the blocks there to my consciousness. I am accepting where I am and want to move to experiencing fit, flexible, strong body that brings joy of ease.
When you say “the light worker type” what do you mean?
Audio download of the five meetings held in May, 2010
ELOHEIM: A review of 50+ tools! 4-28-10
The Eloheim channeling session of April 28, 2010 was unique and wonderful! Eloheim had me prepare worksheets which I distributed to the group. Eloheim and the group used these worksheets to review and categorize more than 50 of the tools Eloheim has taught over the last seven years.
I clipped out a bit of the meeting for the YouTube video, but there is SO MUCH in the 90 minutes we were together.
Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010
Here is the list of tools Eloheim reviewed during the meeting.
1. Am I in danger in this moment
2. Blue bubble
3. Checking things off your list
4. Choose and choose again
5. Clarity vs. certainty
6. Coloring with the unseen crayons
7. Don’t bring your baggage to the moment
8. Don’t put handcuffs on God
9. Fear is a choice and not a mandate
10. Feel your toes
11. Grace, ease and bliss
12. Going to the bathroom
13. How ridiculous does it have to get
14. Letting go of the rope
15. Magnetizing needs met
16. Neutral observation
17. None of your business
18. On the bus
19. Preferences, boundaries and consequences
20. Shovel or ladder
21. Set it outside of yourself
22. Superhero powers
23. Velcro
24. What am I learning from this
25. What is this teaching me
26. What am I afraid of
27. Why is this happening FOR me
28. Why, why, why
29. You can’t have change without change
30. Collapsing and integrating alternate expressions
31. Combined heart/power chakra
32. Letting go of service mentality
33. Where am I lying to myself
34. What is true now
35. Go on and love yourself
36. Short factual statements
37. Four levels of the law of attraction
38. Being a question mark
39. Compare you to you
40. Your energetic billboard
41. This emotion is a choice (math problem example)
42. What am I ashamed of
43. Fascination, integration, emanation
44. Appreciation brings you into the moment
45. I don’t know anything
46. Money mantra
47. Equal signs
48. Candle
49. Cascading and concurrent fears
50. Is it in your lap
51. Get me dead
52. Spilling the orange juice
53. Circle tool
54. Fingertip tool
55. Don’t be mean to yourself
[/stextbox]Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010
April, 2010
Back to TopELOHEIM: Steps to Live From Your Soul’s Perspective
Hello everyone,
This wonderful video was created by my co-author Waller. This message came out of a private session last year.
Eloheim has given us details about each of these steps and, as I type this, it occurs to me that this information would make a great book!
January, 2010
Back to TopELOHEIM: Your Love Relationships 1-13-10
Hello everyone!
Well, January 13th was a epic night. It was the largest gathering we have ever had with 35 people present and 23 on the internet. The Guardians did multiple energy treatments which moved many people to tears. Eloheim acted as the master of ceremonies and came in and out several times while facilitating the Guardians, Visionaries and Girls offerings.
The Girls’ message about aligning free will and love (included in the video) really hit home for me.
Quotes from Eloheim:
Embrace the truth of you. It is not when is the truth of me going to show up, it’s I AM the truth of me.
This is 2010, I am the truth of me.
We only have one rule: You do not get to be mean to yourself! Here is how you know if you are being mean to yourself, would you say it to the four year old child of a friend of yours? None of you would say, “You’re fat!” to a four year old.
Quotes from The Girls:
When you align free will and love it gets to be a pretty amazing time.
Relationships are one of the primary places you disuse your free will.
Everything you observe in your partner is YOU generating that behavior.
AUDIO – 01-13-10 – 93 minutes ~ Includes Jon Williams performing his Eloheim inspired song (http://www.tenfoottone.com)
Summary:
Guardians: What are you ready to let go of? What are you done with? What are you sick of? What has taught it all it can teach you? Let it go now.
Visionaries: We invite you to be met on a soul level tonight. This is the doorway that is open, is for you on a soul level to experience soul-level transformation.
Eloheim: Embrace the truth of you. When I emanate, where is my emanation running up against walls? Where is my emanation not getting to fully express itself? The creative force. We have one rule: You do not get to be mean to yourself, period. Understanding is overrated. Earth changes and your own personal tsunami.
The Girls: Align your willingness with loving yourself. How free will and love interact. Every single thing you observe in your partner is actually you generating that behavior, and vice versa. The wholeness of you experiencing the wholeness of another.
Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January, 2010
November, 2009
Back to TopELOHEIM: The Places Where you Lie to Yourself ~ 11-25-09 ~ VISIONARIES
Wednesday afternoon I took a walk. During my walk Eloheim asked me a series of questions. The questions really illuminated places where I had been ‘telling myself stories.’
When I got back home, Eloheim instructed me to make up worksheets for the meeting. The following four questions were included in the worksheet. I believe it would be helpful for you to answer the questions before watching the video or listening to the meeting.
We only had time to cover the first two questions during the meeting. However, since two people answered the first question with money issues, there is a long discussion of that subject.
What single subject most often takes you out of the moment?
Currently, what is your greatest fear?
What one thing would you change about your body?
What aspect of your financial situation concerns you the most?
11-25-09 92 minutes
Summary: Veronica opened the meeting by passing out worksheets containing four questions for the group to consider:
• What single subject most often takes you out of the moment?
• Currently, what is your greatest fear?
• What one thing would you change about your body?
• What aspect of your financial situation concerns you the most?
Visionaries: Spoke about relaxing our judgment around the words “lie” and “truth” and allow ourselves to see them more as blocking or allowing our complete selves.
Eloheim: Asked the group for volunteers to answer the questions on the worksheet, then discussed their responses and tools to use to for particular experiences and situations.
Audio recordings of the five meetings held in November 2009
August, 2009
Back to TopELOHEIM: Living the Truth of YOU 8-26-09
The meeting of 8-26-09 started off mellow and funny. It was a nice change of pace from the Visionaries’ BIG energy of last week!
This video is from later in the meeting. Eloheim discusses how to ‘live the truth of you’ in relationships and partnerships.
Did anyone ever imagine hearing Eloheim say, “Go monster truck out!” I sure didn’t.
If you are not living as your complete self in your relationships, what are you leaving behind and are willing to let it be left? If you could never get it back, would you leave it behind?
The delight is in the process your partner uses rather than in the demand that it be the same (process you use). This is conscious partnership.
Maybe it’s not all that interesting to you what I have going on, but can you be interested in my interest? Can my delight..delight you? Can you be happy that I am happy?
Audio recordings of the four meetings held in August 2009
June, 2009
Back to TopELOHEIM: Shifting the Biological Response 6-24-09
Hello everyone,
Wow, the Eloheim channeling of June 24, 2009 started off with a bang. The reboot is in full swing and Eloheim made sure we knew it. There is so much in this 10 minute clip! The entire meeting was 92 minutes and is available for purchase below.
Eloheim has told us many times that they translate an energetic into words. They will use ANY word to do that. They make up words and they use (what some might consider to be) swear words as well. Their intensity at the end of this clip surprised me. They are really, really doing what they can to let us know how important this is.
This clip includes a discussion of the difference between the Homo Sapiens and the Homo Spiritus states.
Eloheim also puts out a challenge for those that come to the meeting (and those who hear the material online): Show up with an intention for growth.
Here are some quotes from the clip:
The main thing that is going on is you monitoring the biological response, that means how your body reacts to what is going on, as you deepen your ability to live consciously or reinforce your choice to live consciously.
I planned to add more quotes, but I got wrapped up in listening and never quite figured out what section should be singled out! No wonder Eloheim took a drink of water at the end of it, this clip goes at a fast pace and is almost one long sentence! Even the neighbor’s dog wandering into the meeting room didn’t stop Eloheim’s flow!
Alternative definition of Fear: A biological reaction to the idea of change.
The full meeting also includes a powerful discussion of healing the societal core emotion of service.
Audio recordings of the four meetings held in June 2009