The session of March 28, 2012 began with me sharing about Mary and I going to San Francisco for a performance by Adam Lambert! You can see pictures on the radio station’s website here.

You may be able to see me in the left side of the photo about 3 people back. My head is between the two blue lighted columns! I’m behind the lady in the wheelchair who is wearing a pink boa.

We had an amazing time!

After all that fun, I managed to forget an important cord and Mary managed to forget to turn on one of the recorders! It gave us all practice at staying in our own energy and thanks to John running back to my house, the show “went on”!

The focus of the session continued to be “staying in our own energy.” The Council perceived a powerful shift in the group’s ability to do so which allowed further teachings to be given. I’ve clipped Fred’s section for the YouTube video. In it, Fred explains the energy of the next three months. The video is at the bottom of this post past the special offers.

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“If you are outside of your energy, you are missing an opportunity to know something of you.”

“The places where you are unconscious you’re unconscious are your deepest exploration now.”

“If you are ignoring your small triggers they have to get ‘loud’ to get your attention.”

The meeting of March 21, 2012 continued the exploration of staying in “your own energy.” The video below is the Guardians opening the meeting. The Visionaries continued where the Guardians left off. Eloheim worked with the group in discussing “small triggers” they had discovered. Fred and the Girls contributed to the discussion. The Warrior continued his new story in such a powerful way it moved Veronica to tears. The Matriarch closed the meeting.

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We had another great Q&A with Eloheim on March 18, 2012.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

“I just want to say I thought the answer I received was inspired at the q & a, I am still laughing at ‘focus on your own f-ing life,’ I so needed to hear it and will definitely have it as a daily mantra. Thank you!”

Questions answered during March 2012 Q&A with Eloheim:

I have been having pain in the muscles in my legs. Last night it was so painful that my toes were twisted, lower part of both legs muscles were in pain. Could you, please help me with understanding energetics to release it.

I seem to have mastered the technique of asking for something and then waiting for it to never show up so I would like to change things up a bit and put out a desire and have it actually show up in a reasonable amount of time. I know that’s crazy talk and all, but that’s all I got for today.

Your talks in the past two weeks have helped me A LOT by making me aware that I have been overlooking the SMALL triggers which is probably what had caused me to feel somewhat stuck. Being in my own energy and truth, whatever it may be, is amazing ( when I can remember 🙂 ) Last month I asked about the emotional causes for my cancer. I have been experiencing progress mostly about how I feel and interact with the world. (Setting boundaries and allowing love in a way that feels good to me) I still seem to be stuck on the physical healing level which makes me wonder what else I might be overlooking in that area on every level? Would you please tell me more about that?

I have been practicing boundaries the last couple of days which has been challenging, and I seem to be determined. I’ve noticed a lot of anger consuming me before, during, and after situations where I speak my truth. It feels very low vibration and tight. Can you shed light on how I can heal this?

Who am I and what am I here to do?

Wednesday night’s staying in my space found me listening to some folks and events and just being present. With others there was a need to keep telling myself to be still. I find I am unable to find what is true now to get to the core issue of the child-like eagerness. There is simplicity to it buzzing with excitement. Only taking a breath will quiet the upwelling. What does this excitement represent in me?

I ended a relationship with someone I still love, about a month ago, because he had promised me things and then not delivered on them, and I felt we were in a power struggle and I had to accept everything his way. I haven’t heard from him and I still feel a foolish lingering sense of hope that he will deliver on his promises, and resentment that he has just walked away with no sense of obligation or responsibility. Can you shed some light on how to get closure in this situation please?

In a previous Q&A’s I had asked about my strong empathy for people and you explained to me that it was connected to oneness and then mentioned that it also ties into an issue I am currently running about not feeling whole….I agree could you please explain more. I would like to transform that energy so that it can become a positive giving attribute because currently I feel like the not feeling whole really messes with my foundation. I keep doing transformative work and and get to new layers of myself and I push through to another layer and some how I have gotten to a place where I feel like my foundation may not be as stable as I would like…I hope you can read the energy of it more to get a good view of it.

I have created my home at the beach. I KNOW it’s created. What is between my Self and that home at the beach?

The advertising & marketing company that I most recently worked for recently closed it’s doors due to the owners being investigated for a check kiting scheme. A very crazy situation – for sure! Although an easy situation to feel victimized, I am hardly feeling that. I am now in a situation that seems ripe with possibility in beginning my own company with another former employee – and we are in a huge wave of creative energy. Although I no longer have a regular paycheck, I am seeing many other resources around me, and also it feels like there might be clients are right around the corner? I’m exploring all the places where I might be hiding from myself – as it pertains to triggers over money. Doing a LOT of “what is true now”? I am comparing myself to me, and noticing a very calm and focused feeling most of the time. It feels like I have already created this whole story and now I’m walking into it – what’s that about? Is my life actually starting to get fun?

I’m trying to get more physically healthy and lose a little weight. I’ve started exercising again but can’t make my mind up about diet. Abraham says eat whatever you like, but Bashar and Ascended master St Germain recommends a raw vegan diet – and say that dense food (such as meat, fish, sugar, caffeine and anything processed etc.) makes it difficult for people to ascend. What are your thoughts on diet and what do you feel would make the best energetic diet for me?

This past week I’ve felt very intense feelings of “I’m done here” — although I don’t know exactly where “here” is — the earth? living in this area? — and have also felt an intense longing-for something, and again, I’m not sure what I’m longing for. I felt this intensity for about five days, and then Thursday morning it was gone. I’m wondering if what’s been going on here is a deeper merging with my higher self, or with other expressions of myself. Whatever it is, it’s been very intense, and I’d like some perspective on it.

I am using “This trigger is mine” daily now and growing more comfortable with it. What happens when I still feel so angry after owning it? I had a very intense encounter with a script holder in public last week and even though I owned his rudeness I felt like I couldn’t help but feel pain about it for several hours afterward. Owning it cleared my energy, but the pain slipped back in later. It feels confusing, but I think I’m getting a hold on it. I felt very centered yesterday in Manhattan, despite all the chaos around me.

When Eloheim presented their idea for the March 14th meeting, I thought, “Oh boy, ok….this is going to be interesting.” I also had to shop. This may be the first meeting I have ever “had to shop for” I sure can’t remember any other!

Summary of the meeting:

Eloheim and the Council have been directing us towards a transformed way of living. We access this new way of living by being conscious in every moment of our lives; living consciously in our own energy aware of own nature in the midst of our everyday interaction with the physical world.

Recent meetings with the Council have been designed to help us with the step-by-step living of our truth in the physical reality.

For this meeting, Eloheim designed an exercise to determine if the group maintained their own energy in the midst of physical and energetic interaction with each other (this included the group from the internet).

Eloheim had Veronica prepare 20 paper bags by drawing various symbols on one side and including an object in each. The bags were stapled shut. Each group member selected a bag and Eloheim then questioned them about their moment by moment experience of the situation before, during, and after the bags were opened.

Eloheim’s inquires included:
How do you feel about the exercise?
What is it bringing up in you?
How well are you in your own energy as other group members share their experiences?

The reactions and responses of the group are fascinating as they show how the temptation to be in the past or future and the temptation to be involved in anothers’ “business” is so strong that we fall for it even when we are focused on not letting ourselves be distracted.

Eloheim illuminates the distractions and guides us in how to catch ourselves when we become unconscious and habitual so that our conscious emanation can be more consistent.

Comments about this meeting:
I just watched the march 14 webcast and thought it was really interesting. The range of reactions was surprising and it was an effective exercise.

I was totally triggered by the group’s reactions and really learned a lot about myself in the process!

This was such a fun-filled meeting and at the same time so very profound.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

A behind the scenes photo!

The focus of this session stressed the importance of being in the emanation of our truth consistently. Eloheim created a very interesting exercise to generate situations to help us practice this.

The Guardians – Were rather intense as they reminded the group to stay in their individual energy fields. They explained that we are at a very important place in the ascension timeline right now. Maintaining our “centered in self” focus as we dig deeper into big patterns will reveal further layers to explore with each new level of expansion.

The Visionaries – Reminded us that the the energy of 2012 is very important and it requires strict spiritual discipline to take advantage of this opportunity. This lifetime, which is the culmination of many lifetimes of hard work and spiritual focus, aligns with a time when we are culturally and socially free to abide in deep self exploration and emanation of our truth.

Eloheim conducted an exercise with the group by calling each person to the microphone to answer four questions:

1) What does an AHA feel like?
2) What a trigger feels like?
3) How do you feel right now?
4) What was the thing that was distracting you from the exercise?

The exercise was conducted to highlight that “BEING CONSCIOUS and centered in our emanation” needs to be in every moment, in every situation, in every interaction, when we are alone and also in our dealings with the outside world. This is to facilitate living from level 5 and neutral observation.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

Interview of Veronica and Eloheim by Shelli Speaks on 3-10-2012

The session of February 29th continued last week’s theme of “judgement is being mean to yourself,” this week’s session focused on the sneaky ways we judge ourselves and the ramifications of those judgements.

The Guardians stressed that we are in a very important time. We are rooting ourselves in level 5 and learning to abide in that level comfortably. We need to watch where we are tempted to think, “If I had…” They advised us to ask, “What is it that I look for from others and why haven’t I given to myself?” This question can reveal the places where we feel lack and help us realize our true, abundant nature.

The Visionaries pointed out that since we are living from a high vibrational place, we cannot look for someone else to fix our triggers. It’s important to love ourselves well and realize that we are already all that we look for from others. We cannot ascend the parts that we do not love. Fully embodying, “This trigger is mine” is totally different way of being in this world.

Eloheim spoke about the “sneaky ways we are mean to ourselves.” One of the ways we are mean to ourselves is by being caught in “preconceived notions” about what happiness, joy, and bliss are like. We often look outside of ourselves with those notions and be hard on ourselves for not matching a certain ideal. Mostly we have preconceived notions about “what we might require” to walk the path of ascension. It’s important to be comfortable in the “step by step” process.

The Girls stated that we have this inbuilt deep desire for change, so we WILL change no matter what, we decide at what speed we wish to change. It’s important to let go of the notion that there is something wrong if the speed of change is not up to our expectations. Instead it’s important to relax knowing that the transformation IS happening whatever the speed.

Fred encouraged us to continue to believe and lay new neural pathways of beliefs that “physical matter” can be modified by using free will. He reminded us that it’s important to manage our survival instinct’s strong reaction to this idea.

The Warrior continued the story of his journey when he was young sharing how step by step his experiences were allowing him learn to be more of “who he truly is.” He spoke about looking outside of himself to know he is “ok” and the result of that exercise.

The Matriarch expressed that one day we will know that it was never possible for us to “suck,” how amazing each step, each transformation, each effort, and each experience actually were, and how complete and whole we were/are in all of these experiences. She reminded us that it’s important to go step by smaller step, each smaller step we take gives us opportunity to know ourselves from that perspective which facilitates a deeper knowing of our self.

Audio downloads of the six meetings held in February, 2012

Insightful session on the nature of judgement and its relation to us as the absolute creators of our reality.

The Guardians reminded us that the ascending human is a bright light in a dark space and that it’s very important to let ourselves to be FULLY seen with our complete emanation of TRUTH. They asked us to utilize the opportunity of their presence to let go of anything we KNOW we are done with. Especially the patterns of the survival instinct which try to limit our exploration of potentials and keep us small.

The Visionaries highlighted that our energetic emanation with others is going through a radical transformation. We need to LIVE in level 5 NOW as opposed to visiting it from time to time.

Eloheim gave amazing insights on the concept of judgement. Whenever we judge someone, the unspoken, unconscious part of judgement is us being mean to ourselves by judging our VERY CREATION. Everything we see in our physical reality is there because we OBSERVED it into creation, as we judge someone we not only block the path of open evaluation of all that is in the moment, we also condemn our own creation of the moment. But when we are out of judgement and open to all that is, we can actually feel, know, and see the connection to the experiences and the experiencer. We can know how the creator and the creations are interconnected. Thus we can move to neutral observation. The best way to move out of judgement is by saying, “That’s Not for me, What’s True NOW?”

The Girls expressed that there is a belief in us that, “If it’s not easy its wrong.” The way to get out of it is to realize that we can be in ease with the process and there is a way of movement through the experience which is not based on duality.

Fred shared his exploration and insights about how can we manipulate our physical environment. He stated that the physical form appears dense but it is not, and we are often challenged by the idea that we can change our physical reality. He encouraged us to start laying down the NEW neural pathways by saying to ourselves, “I can hold the TRUTH of physical form being malleable in ways that I have never experienced before.”

The Warrior shared a new story from his young days highlighting how an “error” in judgment played out.

The Matriarch thanked us for our attention and our willingness to go through this intense journey
and allowing for the meeting to energetically unfold with the pace that the Council desires it to be.

Audio downloads of the six meetings held in February, 2012

Once again, we had an AMAZING Q&A with Eloheim. It is truly stunning to receive questions from all over the place and have them all seem to flow into a theme which Eloheim expands upon during the session. This was a long meeting at 110 minutes filled with powerful explanations. A “don’t miss” download!

To join us for our next Q&A with Eloheim on the 18th of March, please follow this link. $15 includes the live event, the audio download of the session, and the webcast replay.

My vibration has obviously changed since I moved into my new place, so now living here feels disrespectful at times. I still love my room, and I think this apartment is wonderful, however – one of my roommates is a walking vortex of toxicity, and marijuana is constantly smoked in the apartment. When I moved here, I was still doing drugs. My desire for drugs and alcohol went away in January. I can’t ask anyone to change their habits or their personality, so it’s obviously time for me to start looking for another place. I just want to live alone. The idea of having roommates never made any sense in the first place. I hate living with other people. I want to look for a studio apartment, and this is bringing up a whole lot of baggage up, especially around money. I don’t think I have pulled in more than $200 in the entire month so far, and I am starting to feel suicidal again. I just really don’t understand why my life won’t work already. Why does there have to be a catch to everything?

Are my bloated stomach issues related to shame and not accepting my shadow aspects, or something else?

I get triggered around really confident women and I’m not sure how to work with this trigger. Your insight please!

I have been having problems with my right hip for years now. It seems like I can’t resolve this issue in any way. I feel stuck which probably goes hand in hand with my business situation and abundance. Just this week I uncovered a trigger that “nothing works out for me”. This seems to be a trigger that impacts so many areas of my life.

In the past year I’ve dealt with a lot of different body issues that has triggered intense anxiety and fear. When one gets resolved, another pops up. I see the trigger so clearly: body hurting triggers fear and anxiety. The thought pattern is mostly around: I’m always going to be in pain and suffer. And/or if I do something to help my body I’m actually going to hurt myself. This past month I’ve had burning sciatica down my left leg and a little in my right leg. I’ve been trying to figure out how to heal myself and why this keeps coming up. I’m considering doing an injection called Prolozone. It’s a natural alternative to cortisone that triggers the joints/tendons/muscles to heal themselves. I’m exhausted and drained. Can you please comment on these body issues and how best to deal with the sciatica?

I want to thank the Council for showing me the Hamster Maze in my life, My relationship that I have always allowed back into my life, Now that same man has decided to walk out of my life for a silly reason once again. I want to emanate a different script so I do not attract a partner who leaves. It seems whenever I am having job opportunities flow to me and it looks like I could have job stability then the man marches right out the door. Can I have success in my career corner as well as a happy love relationship. I am tired of the hamster wheel. This relationship is in its 12th year, time to close this chapter perhaps.

Am I dealing with all my past-life death scenarios all at once or something?

When the upcoming transformation to 4d occurs……will there be a war or a pole shift before the event.

I have 2 recurring dreams, and this is one of them. I discover a pet, one of mine from the past or one I’ve never seen before. Once I found a whole room full in far too small cages. For some reason, It has been forgotten about for weeks/months and is starved of food water and companionship, though still alive against all odds. Usually I/we thought it had passed away (after all, we had buried it) and yet there it is, just waiting. The horror, guilt and grief is overwhelming and all encompassing. I don’t remember ever forgetting to look after my animal companions. What’s this really about?

Based on what you were talking about last week I am assuming the goal is to feel self-confident in being the conscious creators of our lives and not victims of it so my question is…How do I, and I am being serious, take my current 35 years of failure to manifest my inner world changes into my outer world to build my self-confidence in being a conscious creator of my life and not a victim of it?

Hello and thank you in advance for helping me to sort this out. Ever since my daughter moved to California at the end of last year, all my friends are telling me that I will move there too. I do not mind, I just do not see how. Is it coming soon and what would be a cause for me?

I have breast cancer. I have been working with triggers and possible emotional causes. Is there anything I am overlooking or maybe avoiding, don’t want to see?

Like others last month, my teeth are disintegrating from the inside and I will lose several, per my dentist. Is there anything I can do to save them? I am seeing a cranio-sacral person at the moment.

Whenever I see a puncture wound whether on myself or on someone else…it’s not so much the blood that bothers me but it’s any wound of some kind that makes me feel like I am going to pass out….I have a hard time even cleaning my own cuts…. is this past life maybe?

Audio downloads of the six meetings held in February, 2012

Questions answered during the 2-19-2012 Q&A

The 2-15-2012 meeting was very different. Eloheim was the only Council member to speak. They began the meeting by asking each person to write down the answer to the question, “What’s the best thing you have learned from the Council?” Eloheim then collected the answers and had each group member read someone else’s response.

Eloheim used this exercise to help us understand that we are deeply connected to each other and our answers show us, “It’s all me” (Level 7).

Eloheim asserted that no matter how stuck we may feel, we are transforming and addressing the recurring habitual patterns from a different energetic place.

Some of the most transformational tools discussed in this meeting:

What is true now?
Balancing chakras
Love yourself
This trigger is mine!
Shifting between levels consciously
Neutral observation
Compare me to me
Letting go of shame
Clarity vs. certainty
Uncertainty as the place of potentials
Setting boundaries
Insights instead of thinking

At the end of the session, Eloheim asked everyone to write down the next thing they wanted The Council to teach. This clearly illuminated the point that “We are one” because everyone wanted to move to the next level beyond “This trigger is mine” (Level 5). The group is looking for wholeness, how to maintain bliss, how to feel oneness as a state of being, and how to have a deeper connection with each other.

Eloheim pointed out that in order to live from aha to aha, we need to shift away from living from trigger to trigger. For that transformation to happen, our relationship to habitual cellular patterns of the body as the survival instinct kicks must change. They provided step-by-step instruction on this shift.

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The 2-8-2012 session focused on Eloheim using the white board to describe the relationship between habit and free will. They illuminated how this fits into their teachings on the Levels of fractal living.

I wrote this short essay about how this work is moving in my life:

The temptation to victim hood is SO strong. Familiar suffering is painful, yet so easy to choose. The idea that “this trigger is mine” feels difficult because I have to remind myself of it so often, I have to consider it almost constantly; it’s a lot of work.

What other choice is there? Return to feelings of victim hood, failure, despair, and the like? That’s the only option I see. It’s NOT an option….yet it is a place that I have to pull myself back from.

This trigger is mine
This trigger is mine
This trigger is mine

What do I do with it? Step by step. Do something new with it. Any new even small thing. Choose a different reaction. Take responsibility for the reactions you are having. Choose and choose again and again.

I know I’m breaking not only 43 years of habitual response, but lifetimes of victim hood patterns.

It’s the height of overachieving lightworkerness to think that I should be able to change these responses (to my greatest triggers) overnight and with no effort or consistency.

I’ve been able to access Level 6 on a number of occasions. It’s an interesting place. Wednesday night, the strap on the laptop case came undone and it plummeted to the pavement. I had ZERO trigger. It would either work or not. I was completely in neutral observation about it.

I don’t stay there and here is a hard part. When I go to Level 1 or 2 after even a glimpse of Level 6 or even some time in Level 5……boy am I triggered.

I’ve struggled with feelings of failure in my life. This “not holding the desired level” brings up failure feelings big time.

So, I get triggered, slip out of level whatever, then double down on the trigger by going to “failure.”

This trigger is mine
This trigger is mine
This trigger is mine

Oh and that other trigger is mine and the trigger that that trigger brings up is mine and then the resulting trigger that those triggers brought up are mine too.

Level 7 is “it’s all me.” The Council has said many times that “we can’t ascend parts of ourselves we don’t love.” Each transformed trigger opens the doorway to Level 7 a little bit more.

Knowing how different Level 6 feels, I can’t being to imagine what Level 7 is like. I’m going to lay the foundation for that experience, one trigger at a time. Step by Step.

Guardians began the meeting by stressing on the importance of our free will’s role in the transformation we desire. They reminded that we came to earth to attempt to ensoul the human form; to be teammates with the soul to co-create our earth experiences.

The Visionaries spoke about the curtains that we need to lift so that we may move beyond limited views and begin to live as the expanded self. They asked us to watch for the unconscious patterns where the curtains are still closed. This is the time to LIVE the TRUTH of ONENESS in the physical form with infinite possibilities to create from.

Eloheim used the white board to explain the difference between FREE WILL and HABITUAL REACTIONS .
Habits are like a continuous flowing river and we, as the personalities, are paddling a canoe on the river. Our freewill is the paddle with which we consciously choose which direction we want to go. In Level 6 (What trigger?), as we live from neutral observation, it’s more like we are on the shore and watch the river flow by. They discussed mastering the river of habit by addressing examples and questions from the group.

The Girls spoke about the importance of self-love in this journey, as it is the main force behind consciousness which helps us to break the habitual responses.

Fred shared his experience of neutral observation of the Universe as it moves for us, exploring how we can experience ourselves in varieties of settings.

The Warrior reminded that it’s our responsibility as personalities to take care of our bodies. We are the owner of the Body and we get to decide how best to assist it in the process.

The Matriarch highlighted that our expertise with the physical body infused with soul’s perspectives and insights on life experiences is the way of balanced Homo spiritus living.

Audio downloads of the six meetings held in February, 2012