April, 2011
Back to TopChoosing Where to Put Your Attention ~ 4-20-2011
Hello everyone!
We had a great time during our April 20, 2011 meeting.
The Guardians talked about “becoming conscious of things you are not ready to attend to.” They reminded us that we can be aware of things, but not require ourselves to take action. “Am I really ready to interact?” They did not give us a pass to be unconscious of things, just reminded us that we can use our free-will to decide what we want to interact with. The Visionaries continued this idea and tied it to the concept of “going with the flow.”
Eloheim stayed on this theme. Their main talk started with: “If you were a Guru” and went from there. I chose it for the YouTube video this week.
Your awareness will expand and your ability to physically do something will not. What you choose to apply your physical skills toward is your free will and the difference [between the two] is your spiritual challenge. Eloheim
The Girls explained how to use the behavior we observe in others to focus our own spiritual journey.
When you become aware of other people’s journeys ….you are not emanating your truth if you are wondering why “they won’t get it.”
Fred made everyone laugh describing the sports he would want to play. Yes, he tied this into spiritual truths as well. He is amazing.
The Warrior told the story of their first time hunting a dragon and how they learned that “you don’t eat dragon.”
The Matriarch closed the night in her wonderful way.
Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011
What is the opposite of GUILT? What Happens When We Die ~ 4-17-2011
Hello everyone!
We had a wonderful Q&A with Eloheim last Sunday. Eloheim answered 18 questions (listed below). For some time now, I have noticed that many people are searching for: “What is the opposite of guilt?” so I asked Eloheim to address this specifically.
You can download the entire audio recording and/or watch the webcast replay for $1.99. The link is at the bottom of this post.
REMINDER: I will be interviewed and will channel Eloheim on REFLECT RADIO, Thursday, April 21st at 6:00pm Pacific. Listen free by following this link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/reflectradio/2011/04/22/a-journey-for-you-meet-veronica-torres-eloheim-channel
Questions answered during this session:
Earlier this year I asked about these burning sensations I was getting in my thighs and you told me it was from one of my other lives. A fellow referred to as Grey Beard who had been wounded in a battle and was no unable to care for himself to too proud and ornery to ask help from any of the village members. I tried telling him it was okay to ask for help. I no longer have the burning sensation but now both knees are very stiff and there is pain in the right thigh when I lay down. You told someone at a recent meeting that pains that we have are rarely from a past life. So is this now ascension symptoms or something else? I’m confused. Thank you.
You have mentioned that you sometimes answer not the question asked rather than the one you wish people had asked… Maybe you could answer the question you wish I would ask? I have been working on soothing alternative expressions with relation to traumatic events keeping me from learning Spanish. I say working, it’s been very interesting. Can I have some more clues because I still can’t even force myself to go back to studying, I just can’t.
My Core Emotion session wiped out my question box. While I am in this pause I’d like to create a big bright me. Bigger than I’d previously wished for, so today I’d like to look at a fun alternate expression or two. I’d like to fold them into my today to create this bigger expression. Would you like to play with this imagination with me please?
In February, my intuition led me to ask out a guy I’d been gradually noticing for the last 4 months or so. He accepted, but despite his assurances that he was interested, I found myself crying a number of times as my “hopes were dashed” – he didn’t call when he said he would, didn’t show up or follow through on tentative planes, and we have only officially met up a scant few times over the last 2.5 months. He says it’s just timing and that it’s not personal, and I know he’s been hurt in the past, and my intuition seems to sense he’s telling the truth. Yet I long / “need” physical contact and more demonstration of interest than he’s shown. Again, my intuition says to hang with it, despite “common perception” that such actions mean he’s not interested.
Is this a lesson for me to detach from “needs” or “desires” in a relationship, like someone eagerly seeking me out, calling more frequently, and physical touch? What is the difference between having conscious needs/desires and being needy? How much of what I think I need do I need to let go of?
I was at an event where someone talked about a cathedral of souls. Is there such a thing?
What happens when we die?
What is the opposite of guilt?
I seem to attract low-vibrational people; they seem to flock to me. What do you suggest I can do to attract a higher vibration of people?
I just wanted to check in and see where I might be resistive.
So when I walk down the street I may see ten people IN A ROW that look down at their feet IMMEDIATELY when they see me. I create stuff like this ALL the time… it started years ago. People will cough when I linger on a negative thought for too long. I get snaps, crackles and pops in my ears. This can occur when I’m at the brink of overeating. The walking signal is related to how I feel about my legs. I have baggage about fairly recent physical changes and I even create people literally calling me retarded, stupid, etc. In fact I created the idiot commentary almost non-stop for a few years. I thought those very direct remarks were over but it occurred last night at a party when I was not exactly sober. A person was literally calling me out as if he knew things about me. I end up meeting people who just “know” that I’m stupid, etc. I know that I’m NOT stupid, and that it’s my baggage. Last night’s signal was a clear indicator of how I’ve been mean to myself in the past and the fact that it came through another person was at first alarming, but then quite empowering FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER – I left that environment immediately and felt very happy that it happened. I’ve never been happy to be called stupid before! So that’s cool. But sometimes I have NO idea why these signals are happening. They can come at random. I’ll just get air pops in my ears. Sometimes my mouse cursor just moves itself. I understand the communication on some level, but not entirely. I wonder if these are bleed-throughs.
I just wanted to say that the last time we spoke I was trying to be comfortable with being in uncertainty with a lot of things including job, place to live, money, and my divorce. And I just wanted to say that I am so proud of how well I did and how I stuck with it ….trying to be comfortable with uncertainty and now I have got a fantastic job and am still enjoying my uncertainty with the rest of the things in my life right now and I feel more confident about being in uncertainty because I saw how i opened up this opportunity with my new job. Question: I am still meditating with the intent to channel. Recently I have been receiving thoughts of ideas that are new to me…or new perspectives of things and it almost seems like so much information that I have to write the ideas down. This is very exciting and I think I am channeling the information but I am not sure if it’s just my imagination or not. Can you tell me if it is my imagination or not? Am I working with a spirit such as you are to veronica or am I just opening to different perspectives? Also, do you have any suggestions on how I could tune in more so that I could work up to direct voice channeling…..that as always been a passion that I have wanted to do.
I was wondering if you might be able to shed some light on something for me. Perhaps this is past-life related, but I seem to experience a negative reaction when seeing what Kerri and myself refer to as “strange farm equipment”. These are typically vehicles or tractors with blades or other tools used for farming attached, that when seen instantly send shivers down my spine. Any insight would be appreciated.
I had a job interview this past week. I felt really good about the position, and I felt myself being able to grow spiritually, being fully conscious and my truth. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the job, which I’m not sure why, and wonder if they might come back to me in some way after the fact….or what am I sensing here? Also, I did notice that regardless, I felt a sense of inner peace over it, which surprised me – given the circumstances. How am I doing in creating the right job for me? What suggestions do you have?
I’ve always believed that my body aches and pains are big road signs that I need to change. I also have believed that transformation and ascension relieves all pain. Is ascension the road to a pain free body?
I have body related question. Feeling differently my left and right sides. The right side is strong, the left one is faded. At the point where neck is connecting to a shoulder feels like a hanging balloon. Also, couple of weeks ago started to have a paint in the lumbosacral plexus. Both pain spots feel very stiff. Could you please give me a read on those.
I have a mentor, who has helped me immensely over the last 3-4 years and continues to do so especially regarding the creation of my career and my future. I’m not sure what I “do” with this relationship, but I notice that I really yearn for her approval and her insight. When I read her email correspondence, I often feel like I’m not able to measure up….No matter what she says I often feel that I am just a “client”, even though I know one can love one’s clients. What are you seeing to help me with this?
I have had headaches nearly every day of my life, how can I change this?
Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011
The Magnificence of YOU – You Will Know It ~ 4-13-2011
Hello everyone,
As the meeting of April 13, 2011 started, it was very clear that the energy of the room was very different. Everyone in the room had huge energy “standing behind them.” The YouTube video this week is the Visionaries explaining why this was happening and what it means.
You are going to know the magnificence of you through this journey. You will experience yourself as part of the infinite nature of creation. We are going to explore awe! ~ The Visionaries
The Guardians opened the meeting. Eloheim’s section of the meeting included very moving examples of integrating Alternate Expressions (past/future lives). The Girls reminded us to be loving to ourselves as we encounter these other lifetimes. Fred spoke about Pluto. The Warrior continued the story of being a young man and traveling away from his home village. The Matriarch concluded the meeting.
Veronica will be interviewed and will channel Eloheim on REFLECT RADIO, Thursday, April 21st at 6:00pm Pacific. Listen free by following this link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/reflectradio/2011/04/22/a-journey-for-you-meet-veronica-torres-eloheim-channel
Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011
How Does Time Work? How Can We Work With It Differently? ~ 4-6-2011
Hello everyone!
I put in a request to Eloheim to speak about time. I have been experiencing so many strange time shifts and collapses and speed ups and you name it! The feedback I have received is that I am not the only one so I figured it was time 🙂 to get some insight about it.
Eloheim covered the topic in quite a lot of detail. The YouTube video this week is a portion of their comments.
We’re talking about the energetics of what you call time! The movement of creation is infinite and constant and you’re experiencing it from only one view point but you actually have infinite perceptions of it from your Soul’s perspective. ~ Eloheim
The entire April 6, 2011 meeting was wonderful and included powerful messages from each Council member. The Council continues to discuss how we are working with our Alternate Expressions (past/future lives.) This week, they tied that idea into how we perceive and interact with time.
The Guardians and the Visionaries explained that energetically we have left the canyon and are now standing on the edge of a vast vista. The vista includes limitless potentials and lots of places that we are uncertain about.
The vista of possibilities is now yours to play in ~ The Visionaries
The Girls shared that the suspect strongly that connecting to “UFOs” is actually connecting to “future lifetimes.” They go on to remind us not to equate technological advancement to spiritual advancement.
You are the one you have been waiting for ~ The Girls
Fred spoke about the energies of Neptune. The Warrior offered a rousing pep talk. The Matriarch made everyone laugh by following the Warrior’s talk with a vision of us all as babies carrying swords on our backs.
Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011
GUEST AUTHOR – Rene Duer, Astrologer ~ Aries – Opening to Possibility
Aries – Opening to Possibility
We are certainly living in an interesting time! 2011 has been dubbed the Year of Balance. Remember? Our notion of what that word means is surely being tested and expanded. Our inner and outer worlds are challenged daily by personal and world events. The Matriarch says that we are participating in an energetic shift that will “…reveal yourself to you in ways you can only guess at.” More and more, it is becoming difficult to separate the inner and the outer. They are becoming one as we step into the truth of ourselves as One. More and more, I find myself saying, “I don’t know anything – period.” One thing is true, however. We must be open to all possibilities. Everyone on the Council has been talking about this in one way or another. Even the Guardians have had a lot to say on the subject lately – and they hardly ever talk! (Although they are becoming more talkative!) They reminded us that we need to be open to all possibilities – even those we might find unpalatable!
Aries is the first sign of the zodiac. This is where the Soul’s consciousness makes the transition from the undifferentiated, oceanic and transcendent realm of Pisces in a daring descent from spirit into matter, incarnating here on Earth. This is where we claim our E-Ticket for earthly experience and begin queue up for rides! Talk about opening to experience! Aries is ruled by Mars. This is the energy of the Divine Warrior. Mars is concerned with our expression of will and Aries desires to express itself through exploration and direct experience. Nothing less than total involvement will do for the pioneer spirit of the Arian warrior. Aries is open to all possibilities and, as our own Warrior attests, is willing to go toe to toe with anyone or anything, in any situation – at any time; whether it is the birth of a child or the vanquishing of a foe. He meets all situations – the joyous as well as the fearsome and uncertain (sometimes a situation contains all three of these elements) with equal and total presence. Perhaps this is one meaning for the concept of “Balance”.
Aries is the sign that is opposite the sign we most frequently associate with balance – Libra. Currently, the Sun, Mercury, Mars, Jupiter and Uranus are lined up in Aries. One by one they have moved into opposition with Saturn in Libra. This opposition is the picture of a see-saw with Saturn sitting at one end and the Sun, Moon, Mercury Mars and Uranus each taking their turn riding the see-saw with Saturn. Saturn in Libra is concerned with the consequences of our actions in the arena of relationship. Not simply relationship to each other, as in love, business, friendship etc. relationship – but also, because Saturn is the ruler of the master Earth sign Capricorn; our relationship to systems that govern our physical collective well-being. These would be ecology, finance, education, healthcare, military and religious/spiritual organizational systems, to name a few of the broadest categories. At this point in time, all except one have been recalibrated by and moved on from the exact opposition with Saturn. Though we are in uncertain times, Saturn has seemingly calmed the waters for the time being.
This exception is Uranus. Uranus is the planet of revolution, evolution, freedom, devotion to universal truth, innovation of all sorts and the dissemination of the idea that we are all one consciousness. In Aries, Uranus will promote these ideals with aggressive, fiery zeal. And he may step on a few toes while he’s crusading for these causes. He may even blow up a building or a government or an atomic power plant! Aries moved into Aries on March 11, 2011, the day of the earthquake and Tsunami in Japan. Aries is not concerned with the creature comforts and diplomacy of his opposite sign Libra. And Uranus in Aries, being the revolutionary that he is, doesn’t care one bit about the concerns of his fellow, good old Mr. Saturn, sitting over yonder in the sign of Libra, taking stock of the status quo and noting what’s balanced and what’s not. Uranus is about change. Uranus is about all the possibilities – and not just the ones we know about and happen to like! In Aries he will support whatever means are necessary to create change! As Uranus is one of the outer planets, his movement is slow. He will not oppose Saturn for some time yet. But make no mistake, they are eyeing each other! The last Saturn/Uranus opposition took place in 2008 on the USA’s Election Day. We are still experiencing that outcome.
The Guardians have recently spoken about potentiated space and how we might use such a space to increase our self knowledge. The energies of Uranus in Aries support and open the way to take advantage of this opportunity! All the Fire signs (Aries, Leo and Sagittarius) are creativity personified. The transit of Uranus through Aries will last for seven years. During this time, humanity and all sentient beings on Earth will have access to this revolutionary, evolutionary, creative energy. The lesson of Aries is the lesson of right action. Let us work as One to answer the question posed by the Guardians: “What potentials can we uncover together, while loving ourselves well and taking responsibility for our creations?
Rene is a passionate astrologer, writer and visual artist. She received her Master of Fine Arts Degree in 1990. She has studied Astrology, Tarot, Egyptian Mystery School traditions and Yoga for many years. Rene offers in-depth natal and predictive horoscopes for individuals, couples, families and business partners, AstroCartography, and relocation charts. She attends weekly Wednesday night Eloheim meetings in Sonoma, California.
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Integration of Alternate Expressions (Past/Future Lives) ~ 3-30-2011
Hello everyone!
Well, YouTube and I are not communicating well. I can’t seem to get the video to load up. I will keep trying. [EDIT: it took 11 hours to load a 5 minute video! You will find it below] In the meantime, I wanted to post the links to the March 30, 2011 meeting. It was amazing! A powerful discussion of integration and interaction with our Alternate Expressions (past/future lives). The meeting is full of examples from the group and insight from the Council. Plus, the Warrior told a story from his childhood and Fred talked about Mercury and Mercury Retrograde. The links to the audio and video are below.
A deep discussion of integration of and interaction with our Alternate Expressions (past/future lives). The meeting is full of examples from the group and insight from the Council.
March, 2011
Back to TopA High-Vibrational Relationship to TAXES!! 3-23-2011
Hello everyone,
We had a great meeting on March 23, 2011.
The Guardians talked about the “Potentiated Space” we are experiencing; The sense that anything is possible. They shared that we are experiencing an awareness of opportunity in our heart chakras.
The Visionaries talked about how they see our separate paths coming together and joining with other people of “similar desire, even if they are not exactly like you.” This is in sharp contrast to the loneliness that many light workers report and was surprising to hear them talk about it. They called it: A Gathering of the Pathways.
The You Tube video this week is Eloheim talking about how we relate to taxes. Eloheim also talked about vibrational mismatches and the difficulties that can generate in social situations.
The Girls spoke about how we will work with our Alternative Expressions (past/future lives) in a deeper way.
The Warrior told a very emotional story of Marianna being ill and the repercussions of her illness.
Fred told us about the energies of Earth’s Moon. Fred made it very clear that he wants to talk before the Warrior in the future because “only the Matriarch is studly enough to follow the Warrior.”
The Matriarch closed the meeting in her wonderfully loving way.
Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011
Equal Signs – The Tool – PowerPoint Video
Hello everyone! Mary has finished the PowerPoint video of Eloheim’s recent talk about their tool Equal Signs. For twenty-two additional tools and much more, see the bottom of this post for Eloheim’s first book, The Choice for Consciousness, Tools for Conscious Living – Vol. 1
For more video from this meeting, please visit:
https://eloheim.com/5345/what-is-insight-from-my-soul-how-do-i-access-it-2-16-2011/
My Journey in Self-Publishing or I Have a Micro-Press or I’M PUBLISHED!!!
First off, a BIG thank you to Joe Konrath of http://jakonrath.blogspot.com/. If you are thinking of self-publishing your book, go there and read all about it. Be sure to read the comments on his posts as there are often lots of great tips hidden in there.
As it turns out, even if you can get a publishing contract, you typically wait 18 months or more to actually see your book in print. I didn’t want to wait that long and I didn’t relish the idea of shopping my book around either.
Joe’s example and my own entrepreneurial spirit (read: don’t like anyone else telling me what to do or when to do it) made the self-publishing route very attractive to me.
The self-publishing ebook field is on fire right now. Things are growing at a fierce pace. There are lots of books and lots of blogs offering help and insight. This post isn’t meant to be a step by step or even comprehensive explanation of the process. It is meant to detail some of the things that I had to figure out myself often by investing a LOT of time and energy.
Here are some of the things I have learned so far:
Continue Reading…
It’s All Here Because YOU Put it Here! 3-20-2011
Hello everyone,
WOW! What a powerful Q&A we had on March 20, 2011. It was amazing how the questions, which were submitted at the beginning of the meeting, all followed the same theme: How am I denying my epicness? If you feel like you are not living your potential or if you are intimidated by your power, this is the meeting for you!
For the YouTube, I selected Eloheim’s closing thoughts about: It’s all here because you put it here.
Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011
Questions answered during this Q&A:
It feels like an earthquake followed by a tsunami has occurred in my life over the past two weeks, preceded by all sorts of similar “natural disasters” over the past several years. Although I sense how all of this is happening “for” me, I do wonder when and how I will create new forms of stability in my life – all the basics are needed: job, new friends, new “family”, love relationship – I need it all – brand new…what existed before, has been “washed” away. My primary concern is a job, providing financial stability. I’ve had some time off due to an illness, and am ready to jump back in and rejoin the working world. I’ve been doing some leg work since the end of last year in reconnecting with people I know in my former industry. Am I on the right track and doing the right things? I feel sort of lost…..Any insights?
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I am ONCE AGAIN in a state of confusion around my body-image issues.
Perhaps because I’ve had the issues all my life, or maybe because they are some of my “final” issues on my “list,” they feel harder for me to be clear about. I ask for insight and honestly feel like I can’t feel any coming in. It’s like I can’t see the forest for the trees. When it comes to these big, overarching issues, can you give me advice on how to work through them? I have thought about them my entire life, so now I fear that any insight that might come through will just feel like more thinking.
I have a mean old story running through my life which says, “Skip the journey and get to the happy life you should have had all along”. With that kind of bashing and limitation I will never get to happy. Please, will you talk to me, again, about the value of the journey?
I have been bumping into a lot of external “You Can’t Do That” the past few weeks. Although I am aware that it is a reflection of my inner journey, I am uncertain if this is my hump that I need to pass thru; a compare U2U opportunity, or is it a sign that I need to work on this energy more in order to move forward?
I want to discuss something that happened day before yesterday at some shop.
(and this happened many many times before too). I bought lot of stuff in that shop and at the counter, while they are bagging them, that person licks his finger and opens the bag.
And that’s it. I come home; I do not feel like using anything that I bought.
I feel his spit everywhere. Even washing does not take away my feeling.
Many times in the past i returned them all. Now also I am thinking of doing the same. I just don’t know what to do. What is my recourse? Why just ‘washing them’ is not enough for me?
I’m working on my short list. I’ve been doing the toe2toe thing and taking responsibility,
but not getting any insight. Do you have any?
As far back as I can remember I have had a “problem” (quote-unquote) with sleep in regards to the amount I need before I feel fully rested. It seems that I “need” more than I am ever able to attain. For example, I find it difficult to wake up to alarms, and when I do not set an alarm, I may sleep a good 12 or more hours before finally waking up late into the afternoon. Lately this has been presenting a problem with both my personal and professional lives, and I was wondering if you could provide any insight or advice on this matter.
People say everybody is born with a particular talent…is this true? If so can you look at someone’s energy and see a potential talent that is being untapped or unknown by the person?
Can you look at me and see if there is a talent there I am not aware of?
Much has changed since last month so I just wanted to get your opinion on where I am and where I might be resistive currently, like I have a new pain in my right forearm.
At this time my core emotion is in every aspect of my life. My mood swings often in wide array from happy to depressing. It is a lot on my plate these days which is overwhelming at times. I’d like to get an advice from you. Am I moving too fast? I’m afraid of not measuring up? Or is it anything else I am not aware of? What I noticed is I can feel almost paralyzed when not knowing what to do while I should make an instant decision and act on it.
I had a wonderful creation at work – someone I’ve had trouble with at work with is leaving. Instead of living in the joy of the creation I’m annoyed – annoyed that she got what she wanted, annoyed that she’s going to make more money, blah, blah, blah. Is that just me choosing to live in grumpiness?
My husband has what can only be described as chronic sinusitis. As expected it gets worse under stress/worry. I think it started around age 12 and a situation involving his dad, and then escalated during the breakup of his first marriage/family (2 yrs before we met).
Any insights into what is really causing this and how to make this more easeful?