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Last week was a very powerful session. Eloheim perceived a new ‘portal’ and passed the baton over to the Visionaries to explain it. The Visionaries explained it all in CLASSIC Visionaries fashion (which means that I barely get to breathe as they say so many words in such a short time.) I included their entire section in the video clip. Here are some quotes from the Visionaries:

You have a different opportunity of experiencing you now.

You have desired this opportunity and it has arrived.

The moment is the only place I want to live. I experience myself completely only as I experience myself experience the moment.

Addiction to the past and the future is a bad habit that you are ready to set aside. It is a play thing of children. It is not for the adults on the spiritual journey. The past and the future really are empty calories. It is not the place where you can actually experience yourself.

The remainder of the meeting has the entire Council speaking about this portal. I have included a bit of Eloheim’s contribution in the video as well.

Whatever it is, YES.

5-26-10 ~ 87 minutes

Eloheim, Visionaries: A portal has opened to the version of you that has made peace with the truth. The time has come when you can be the person who lives in the human form and doesn’t hide from the truth of you.
Say “Yes” to now so you can move forward without being in denial of the reality that you are experiencing.

Girls: It will be very challenging for you to love your complete self if you can’t love the parts of you that you don’t like.

Warrior: Allow the illumination of your soul’s insight to light up the dark places within you. When the dark places are illuminated, look and see what you find.

Matriarch: Call on members of the Council for assistance, and allow them to participate in the journey with you.

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Hello everyone!
I am still catching up on the newsletters for the May meetings. Preparing our Round 2 submission for the Next Top Spiritual Author contest took center stage over the last two weeks!

Eloheim and the Council have made it really clear that saying YES to now is vitally important in our spiritual journey at this time. I have included Eloheim’s discussion of this concept in the video below, but all the Council members are talking about it.

It is taking the ‘being in the moment’ idea to a completely new level. There is more about this in the 5-26-10 meeting.

You can say YES to something that is difficult, without believing that you are creating more of it. When you consciously consider your shadow you often fear you are creating more shadow, however what you are actually creating is more conscious consideration.

5-19-10 ~ 75 minutes

Eloheim: Took questions and discussed our confusion about our creatorship. You’re allowed to have confusion about the need for your creation, but you must say yes to your creation nonetheless. Saying yes does not mean you want it to continue, it means that you acknowledge your creatorship. Also discussed the Warrior and how their energy is been experienced by people in the group.

The Girls: The body is an integral part of the Ascension process and the movement to Homo spiritus. When you say yes to your creations, be sure to be kind to your body and acknowledge that what it feels is valid.

Warrior: As you start off on a new path where there has been no path before, allow yourself to open to the possibility that there is a trail where you don’t see one, because what tends to happen is you assume you know and then you don’t explore. You have to allow yourself the presence of the observing moment to inform you of options you have yet to consider.

Matriarch: Closed the meeting by reminding us that we are all One.

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Our proposal for Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest/adventure is NOW LIVE!!! Please take a look. Follow this link: http://www.NextTopAuthor.com/?aid=1933 to view our book proposal and read the first chapter of our book, The Choice for Consciousness. The links to the new material are directly above the video on that page. THANKS!!!! You can only vote once per round per author.

Now that our submission is finalized, I have time to create the videos from the last two meetings and to upload the finalized transcripts I have stacking up on my desk!

I am starting with the Q&A webcast held on Sunday, May 16th. It was a great session and there is a lot of really interesting information included. Eloheim described how they see the energetics of our questions and explained how to phrase questions to maximize their effectiveness.

The video features a question about how to find a job or purpose that makes your ‘heart sing.’

QUOTES FROM THE MEETING:

Remember, when you are interviewing for a job, you are interviewing THEM! Can I emanate the completeness of me in this space? Do I want to?

What part of you are you showing me? What is this telling me about me.

The first thing you have to do when you wish to make a change is to say YES to now. You have to sit into, What is true now?, first.

This situation is here to teach me something not just make me suffer until perfect shows up!

Here are some of the questions answered during the meeting:

I am currently working with youth and children that have been medically diagnosed with various mental and emotional disorders and that come from very difficult backgrounds and situations, and at best are very difficult to interact with. Despite using my tools when I remember to, how can I best reach these children, while still being in integrity and not compromising myself.

I have not been able to determine my passion, what I am here to do. I am actively looking for a job, still need to create money flow. What I really want is to do something that my heart would sing. Please help me to determine what it is so I can create it.

Can you go over again the whole process of manifesting something specific into our experience, especially the requesting part?

HOW and WHY is it that a child can manifest very similar experiences to their parent often around the same age as the parent when the parent had the similar experience?

In my understanding, if all is perception and our reality and experience is based on that which is perceived by our conscious selves, is then the information that is given to us by you, The Eloheim, your own perception of how this ascension process should best unfold for us all? Or Or….do we each of us hear it differently according to our own perception, understanding and unique personal journeys?

Hi Eloheim, on the subject our hidden stuff….while I am doing the money mantra and telling myself that everything works out at the perfect time in the perfect way, I realized that although I am saying it to myself I really don’t believe it. The result is an ongoing stomach issue. How can I really believe the positive stuff because deep down I am not confident in it?

I am afraid my body can’t hold the light it is supposed to.

Instantaneous manifestation.

In relation to what was discussed in the last meeting about acknowledging the changes in yourself first and then the outer will express that change. How does that work with something like instantaneous manifestation where you can believe that it is possible but haven’t actually experienced it yet? You know the potential is there but how do you get past that hump without something instantaneously manifesting?

Could you please talk about the re-wiring of body to hold increasing flow of light, and the symptoms, outcomes, what to expect, and how to help the body through this process?

If my husband mirrors me, wow! He stubbed his toes on a chair and blamed me. Was it about me or him?

Will we ever unravel or peel all of the layers or is it an never ending process where once you get to another level, there is a whole new set of layers to peel albeit from that particular stage or dimension of consciousness?

I am experiencing flow of energy through my body. It is sound like in my head, concentric circles like from my heart. In my stomach I feel no flow, and it shows physically as pain, feeling blockage. I would like you to help me move the energy in the muddle of my body by bringing the blocks there to my consciousness. I am accepting where I am and want to move to experiencing fit, flexible, strong body that brings joy of ease.

When you say “the light worker type” what do you mean?

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We are busy creating our entry for Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest. Voting will begin on May 24th! More details in the next newsletter.

The meeting of May 12, 2010 focused on how we hide things from ourselves. The entire Council shared insight on this topic. There was also a long discussion of clarity versus certainty.

We upgraded our technology to include a flip camera for capturing video of our events. Of course, upgraded technology = learning curve which contributed to the delay in getting the newsletter out this week.

The other contributing factor was that the Warriors really knocked me out this week. I am going to copy a FaceBook conversation here because it so clearly illustrates everything I want to share:

Sue: It was a fantastic meeting Veronica and I love the Warrior. You talked about holding back with them – I kept seeing you trying to hold back a team of Clydesdale horses when they came in. Great facial expressions from the Warrior which helped me to really get an image of who they are. And the Matriarch, as usual, made me teary. The puzzle pieces and the connections were awesome. Thank you so much.

Veronica: Thanks Sue! Mary said it this way:

“There are times when I think they want to bust out of your skin. Which I would imagine is not very comfortable for you. Or your skin.”

🙂 both your assessments made me smile. The Warrior comes with so many PICTURES! There is this amazing mental movie that I don’t get with the other members of the Council. I… See More can see what he is wearing and all the weaponry and the forest and the fields and everything. It is remarkable. Last night he was, get this, sort of picking his teeth after eating. I am serious! He was looking down at the fire, it was dark out, he was picking his teeth and talking. Then, he would look up and it was like he was looking at ME! No wonder it took until 5:30pm to feel like myself again!

Sue: I think if you watch the video you can get the picking teeth image. I can see why you’re uncomfortable if they’re looking right at you. Even your hair looked different to me as they were talking. Oowh-weee. Talk about wondering what your left toe is doing!!! You must really have to resettle back into your body.

Veronica: I haven’t watched the video yet. I bought a new flip camera for recording the meetings and I just didn’t feel up to figuring it all out today! I know there is a LOT more the Warrior has to share. There is something big coming with that dude.
I know we have barely scratched the surface.

So, without further ado! Here is the video of the Warrior we were discussing. I am still trying to sort out the Flip camera’s software so I went for the simple choice of including the Warrior unedited and uncut.

If you would like to listen to or watch the entire 5-12-10 meeting, follow these links:

5-12-10 ~ 87 minutes

Visionaries: A further examination of where we lie to ourselves, and how to transform those places we are ashamed of or fear. If you want to have transformation in your life, you have to deeply say “Yes” to what the current truth of you is.

Eloheim: A deep discussion of truly working through our shadow areas. They see us in fear of doing the work to fully examine our shadow areas, but want to reassure us that bringing the light of consciousness to our shameful aspects will in fact bring us to our true selves.

The Girls: “It’s all right.” By allowing ourselves to have ease with ourselves as we work through our shadow areas, we bring ourselves closer to the truth of our soul’s perspective.

Warrior: As we walk onto the field of battle, which is within us, we must be ready and armed with the tools we’ve been given.

Matriarch: Closed the meeting by reminding us: Each of the members of the Council is embracing you and supporting you on different levels, so that you can experience the completeness of you.

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We just learned we have advanced to Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest. Round 2 officially starts on May 24th.

Round two has us creating a book proposal which includes:

A one page description of the book,
a detailed outline of the book,
a sample chapter,
our author bios,
our complete marketing plan,
and a list of published books/authors that are most like our book.

So, we will be busy and I will be sure to keep you informed. THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!

See the entire list of Round 2 authors (we are number 1933): http://www.nexttopauthor.com/round2.cfm

Hello everyone!
Last night’s meeting was a lot of fun. The Visionaries ‘stole’ Eloheim’s planned topic so Eloheim switched to discussing and expanding upon their Pin The Tail On The Donkey example. It is all captured in the video below and had everyone laughing.

The Girls, Guardians, Warrior and Matriarch all contributed to the meeting as well.

The Warrior’s contribution was especially powerful this week. I am getting more and more….I don’t think comfortable is the right word, but perhaps able is…able to hold the Warrior’s energy. There are so many visuals when I channel the Warrior. None of the other Council members come in with such a mental movie playing in my head.

If you would like to watch the webcast replay or download the complete audio recording, here are the links:

5-5-10 ~ 79 minutes

Matriarch: Encouraged us to connect with them through the heart chakra, and discussed the process of growth and change. You take in, and then you release that which you don’t need. You allow high-vibrational information to come in, which displaces low-vibrational information. You allow consciousness in, which displaces victimhood and fear.

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The Eloheim channeling session of April 28, 2010 was unique and wonderful! Eloheim had me prepare worksheets which I distributed to the group. Eloheim and the group used these worksheets to review and categorize more than 50 of the tools Eloheim has taught over the last seven years.

I clipped out a bit of the meeting for the YouTube video, but there is SO MUCH in the 90 minutes we were together.

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1. Am I in danger in this moment
2. Blue bubble
3. Checking things off your list
4. Choose and choose again
5. Clarity vs. certainty
6. Coloring with the unseen crayons
7. Don’t bring your baggage to the moment
8. Don’t put handcuffs on God
9. Fear is a choice and not a mandate
10. Feel your toes
11. Grace, ease and bliss
12. Going to the bathroom
13. How ridiculous does it have to get
14. Letting go of the rope
15. Magnetizing needs met
16. Neutral observation
17. None of your business
18. On the bus
19. Preferences, boundaries and consequences
20. Shovel or ladder
21. Set it outside of yourself
22. Superhero powers
23. Velcro
24. What am I learning from this
25. What is this teaching me
26. What am I afraid of
27. Why is this happening FOR me
28. Why, why, why
29. You can’t have change without change
30. Collapsing and integrating alternate expressions
31. Combined heart/power chakra
32. Letting go of service mentality
33. Where am I lying to myself
34. What is true now
35. Go on and love yourself
36. Short factual statements
37. Four levels of the law of attraction
38. Being a question mark
39. Compare you to you
40. Your energetic billboard
41. This emotion is a choice (math problem example)
42. What am I ashamed of
43. Fascination, integration, emanation
44. Appreciation brings you into the moment
45. I don’t know anything
46. Money mantra
47. Equal signs
48. Candle
49. Cascading and concurrent fears
50. Is it in your lap
51. Get me dead
52. Spilling the orange juice
53. Circle tool
54. Fingertip tool
55. Don’t be mean to yourself
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Hello everyone,
This week’s meeting was really powerful. The Council is focused on helping us transform our relationship to our shadow places so we can continue ascending and live as Homo spiritus.

The love you have for yourself is being corroded by the places that you are hiding from yourself. The Girls

You have hidden from yourself to survive….hiding from it is the survival instinct….but we are here to evolve the survival instinct to give you the opportunity to transform out of the fear based operating system into the consciousness based operating system. Eloheim

You have moved into the right relationship to the truth of you! You walk into the field [of battle] but the field is within you.The Warrior

4-21-10 ~ 77 minutes

SUMMARY:
Eloheim: Energetic billboard tool: Energetically what are you telling people about yourself? You’re a culmination of all your life experiences and now a culmination of your soul’s expressions and you’re emanating that into the world. Job interviews, you’re interviewing them to see if you want to emanate in their environment. Explains what a core emotion is.

Visionaries: Part of what is the conundrum for you about emanation is that you are uncomfortable with the completeness of you. The best place for you to start with owning your energetic is with owning your shadow.

Warrior: What have you conquered? You have conquered the inertia, you’ve moved past the procrastination, and you’ve transformed the fear that you feel when looking at your truth. You have moved into the right relationship with the truth of you.
WE are always with you.
BE Courageous!!

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Hello everyone, here is a portion of the Q&A meeting we had with Eloheim on the 18th.

The list of all of the answered questions and links to the entire meeting are below.

4-18-10 ~ 82 minutes ~ April Q&A session

Questions answered during this session:
For the past two and a half years I’ve been experiencing what I would call bleed throughs from concurrent life times. This has triggered various phobic attacks from time to time. I’d like to heal the phobia that is related to fear of glue, stickers, sticky tape and also knives. Feels like I experienced death by torture using some of these implements in some other time line. I’ve used conscious breath work, acknowledging the fear I’m feeling and even welcoming the wounded aspect back home to me. Then I read about acknowledging the fear and asking for only the highest vibrational aspect of that lifetime to be present. I’m still experiencing total fear even though I’m consciously working on this. Do you have any extra information relating to my intention to heal this please?

I’d like to know if it’s possible and if so, how, to regenerate my physical body to its original blueprint and keep it in that state to such time as I decide to leave this dimension. Is this possible in my current state of consciousness? I don’t seem to age at the same rate as everyone else and was wondering if this was due to increased light quota?

We’ve heard the Eloheim mentioned in several other channels. Recently one from St Germaine speaking about Eloheim as one of the many energies assisting on Earth right now. Are you the Eloheim that St Germaine and others have spoken about? If so, will you talk about your relationship to them.

The last two places I’ve lived have reached dramatic and very unpleasant crescendos, with my room mate getting an eviction notice which propels me to find a new place.This is happening right now though it’s less harsh than last time. How do I create a totally non-harsh way of moving on, severing ties etc? Ever since I’ve moved to New York it’s been like this.

If a belief you have worked on a lot and thought you had changed, reappears, and you realize is deeply entrenched and affecting you significantly, what’s the best way to transform it?

I’m overwhelmed. What’s the one thing I can do with fear to get some clarity? I really need help with the parenting of it all and the mate that’s not helping and the direction of my life’s path – to leave parenting or keep doing it or changing it, or?

Do you have some tools to take questions of the past and the future from your head or mind into your heart? I’m having trouble bringing that into the heart. What does that look like, how do you do that?

I’d love to hear more about our group connection to you and to each other. The love and openness is contagious. This is where I want to be.

Can you touch on the fine line between being helpful and infringing on other people’s journeys. I don’t mean giving our wax away but when you have extra to give; when it’s helpful and our responsibility to help others, and to what extent?

I am wondering whether the inverse gravity generator, as invented by John Searl, is poised to replace our fossil fuel energy worldwide soon and is my involvement with this project my life’s work here?

I expect to be very successful as a singer/musician/artist. My question is while I believe I will some day achieve great financial success, is expecting it the same as expecting ‘how things will go’? What’s the difference? I was visualizing a million dollars a week ago and I wondered, is this worth it, can I manifest it? Or is this getting me nowhere because I’m expecting a certain amount of money.

At a retreat this weekend I became very angry with someone that I thought talked too much. I was bored and became very angry and said so. This anger was unexpected. Where do it come from?

What’s the role of astrology in our lives? I’d love to hear Eloheim’s viewpoint on this.

What is our group collapsed warrior experience and to each other and you?

I was once attracting and ended up surrounded by secret groups who were feeding off of my energy in every imaginable way.
It was through these kinds of people I learned about my light but I also learned about secret societies. Now that I’m aware of secret societies I know symbols, hand gestures in our media and society that are very occult/ritualistic in nature. What kind of roles are these secret groups playing in our society as we head towards 2012?

I get the thinking part.However that’s all of who I am and what I do. How do I stop thinking? I don’t understand the heart stuff.

Are my Ahas from the soul? I had a dream that actualized completely last week. Seems to be happening more and more.
I wonder if that’s my soul’s input?

What color crayons are available? What can I get from this situation that I haven’t gotten? I want to see this from a different perspective.

Do you have something to say about confusing, disconcerting dreams?

This morning I woke up hearing a funny sound, six tones long. Seemed kind of odd.

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Wednesday’s meeting was really nice. Waller made this great slide show sharing Eloheim’s teachings on their new tool “short factual statements.”

You are not here for the conclusion! The Visionaries

How am I supposed to love me when I know all of this about me? The Girls

If you don’t love yourself well, the moment is a scary place because you are afraid of your own company. The Girls

Here is video of The Visionaries, The Girls and Eloheim. The Warrior, The Guardians, and the Matriarch also shared during the meeting.

4-14-10 ~ 84 minutes

Visionaries: There is a misunderstanding that you are going to “get somewhere” past this and that this is what you’re doing by ascending; No. You are here now. It’s the journey, not the destination. The only place where things are happening is here, now.

Eloheim: The question of You. Accumulation of all of the “now’s” is ascension. You can’t get ascension until you get “the now.” The triggers you experience are the hand holds for you to climb with. Sandpaper people—You can ask for the same lesson to come to you in another way from someone less harsh. It’s up to you. With possibility comes responsibility comes free will transformation. Keep your “wax” precious to you—share your flame, keep your wax for yourself.

TOOLS discussion
What’s my big toe doing? (check in with body)
2010 version of self—who am I now and what is my truth, now?
Stay present in the moment.
Speak your truth
Stay out of “service” mentality
Hold firm to your boundaries; or create a boundary as the situation requires
Make clear and concise statements
Eloheim discusses the manifesting process of the “why” of the “want” and using clear, concise statements of why you want.

Girls: Don’t give your wax away—You can love yourself most/best—transform your inner most secrets by making clear, concise statements about them and looking again. The gift that you give to the all that is; is self-love. Short, factual statements. Stay present in the moment.

Warriors: We empower you all to show up with your tools. Which tools do you carry close to you?—Most comfortable tools? Keep them sharp and clean; in good repair; get new ones all the time. PRACTICE THEM. Use every opportunity to practice. Be not afraid to practice. Be ready to USE them.

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Hello everyone!
Wednesday meeting really hit home with me and it continues to unfold. I know I am what Eloheim terms and “overachieving lightworker.” I have sought answers to questions my entire life and not always in a relaxed way.

Of course the answer to “Who am I?” has long been sought. Hearing the Council address how this isn’t a question we are even meant to answer, but instead to ‘abide in’ was such a wonderful relief to me.

It was like the teacher saying, “Learn all you want about this. There won’t be a test or a term paper or anything like that, just you and your exploration.”

It took me out of seeking and into being at a level I hadn’t accessed before.

To experience the wholeness of you is the outcome of every situation that has a question mark in it. How is the wholeness of me expressed in this questioning state? …find that sense of completeness within a question because there are always going to be more questions. Who am I? You always live in a question!The Guardians

What is the question I am exploring by the current way I am living? We want you to become comfortable with being a question mark. Consciously knowing you are in a questioning state. Clarity isn’t a momentary sense of certainty. Clarity is the moment’s answer to the question, but the question doesn’t go away simply because you had an aha in this moment. The Visionaries

4-7-10 ~ 79 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: “What does this really tell me about me, what does this really show me about me, what is this illuminating about me?”

Visionaries: “What is the question I am answering by the current way I am living? What is the question I’m exploring by my expression?” The questioning state is a permanent condition of your soul’s nature

Eloheim: You’re here because you want to be here so that you can answer the question and explore the question “Who am I?” You are a question that you are exploring forever.

The Girls: Simply by taking a breath you have earned your place here. Every heartbeat is the only requirement for existence on this plane. You don’t have to do anything special to have your spot.

Warriors: When you’re a question you’re constantly able to move and flow, to bend like the reeds, to sway like the trees. It makes you one with the movement of nature. It makes you one with the changing of nature.

Matriarch: “I can stand in the truth of me and see more truth of me as it’s a question unfolding rather than a question that must be answered.”

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