Hello everyone,
WOW! What a powerful Q&A we had on March 20, 2011. It was amazing how the questions, which were submitted at the beginning of the meeting, all followed the same theme: How am I denying my epicness? If you feel like you are not living your potential or if you are intimidated by your power, this is the meeting for you!

For the YouTube, I selected Eloheim’s closing thoughts about: It’s all here because you put it here.

Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011

Questions answered during this Q&A:
It feels like an earthquake followed by a tsunami has occurred in my life over the past two weeks, preceded by all sorts of similar “natural disasters” over the past several years. Although I sense how all of this is happening “for” me, I do wonder when and how I will create new forms of stability in my life – all the basics are needed: job, new friends, new “family”, love relationship – I need it all – brand new…what existed before, has been “washed” away. My primary concern is a job, providing financial stability. I’ve had some time off due to an illness, and am ready to jump back in and rejoin the working world. I’ve been doing some leg work since the end of last year in reconnecting with people I know in my former industry. Am I on the right track and doing the right things? I feel sort of lost…..Any insights?

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I am ONCE AGAIN in a state of confusion around my body-image issues.
Perhaps because I’ve had the issues all my life, or maybe because they are some of my “final” issues on my “list,” they feel harder for me to be clear about. I ask for insight and honestly feel like I can’t feel any coming in. It’s like I can’t see the forest for the trees. When it comes to these big, overarching issues, can you give me advice on how to work through them? I have thought about them my entire life, so now I fear that any insight that might come through will just feel like more thinking.

I have a mean old story running through my life which says, “Skip the journey and get to the happy life you should have had all along”. With that kind of bashing and limitation I will never get to happy. Please, will you talk to me, again, about the value of the journey?

I have been bumping into a lot of external “You Can’t Do That” the past few weeks. Although I am aware that it is a reflection of my inner journey, I am uncertain if this is my hump that I need to pass thru; a compare U2U opportunity, or is it a sign that I need to work on this energy more in order to move forward?

I want to discuss something that happened day before yesterday at some shop.
(and this happened many many times before too). I bought lot of stuff in that shop and at the counter, while they are bagging them, that person licks his finger and opens the bag.
And that’s it. I come home; I do not feel like using anything that I bought.
I feel his spit everywhere. Even washing does not take away my feeling.
Many times in the past i returned them all. Now also I am thinking of doing the same. I just don’t know what to do. What is my recourse? Why just ‘washing them’ is not enough for me?

I’m working on my short list. I’ve been doing the toe2toe thing and taking responsibility,
but not getting any insight. Do you have any?

As far back as I can remember I have had a “problem” (quote-unquote) with sleep in regards to the amount I need before I feel fully rested. It seems that I “need” more than I am ever able to attain. For example, I find it difficult to wake up to alarms, and when I do not set an alarm, I may sleep a good 12 or more hours before finally waking up late into the afternoon. Lately this has been presenting a problem with both my personal and professional lives, and I was wondering if you could provide any insight or advice on this matter.

People say everybody is born with a particular talent…is this true? If so can you look at someone’s energy and see a potential talent that is being untapped or unknown by the person?
Can you look at me and see if there is a talent there I am not aware of?

Much has changed since last month so I just wanted to get your opinion on where I am and where I might be resistive currently, like I have a new pain in my right forearm.

At this time my core emotion is in every aspect of my life. My mood swings often in wide array from happy to depressing. It is a lot on my plate these days which is overwhelming at times. I’d like to get an advice from you. Am I moving too fast? I’m afraid of not measuring up? Or is it anything else I am not aware of? What I noticed is I can feel almost paralyzed when not knowing what to do while I should make an instant decision and act on it.

I had a wonderful creation at work – someone I’ve had trouble with at work with is leaving. Instead of living in the joy of the creation I’m annoyed – annoyed that she got what she wanted, annoyed that she’s going to make more money, blah, blah, blah. Is that just me choosing to live in grumpiness?

My husband has what can only be described as chronic sinusitis. As expected it gets worse under stress/worry. I think it started around age 12 and a situation involving his dad, and then escalated during the breakup of his first marriage/family (2 yrs before we met).
Any insights into what is really causing this and how to make this more easeful?

Hello everyone!
Wow, what a powerful week. With the earthquake and tsunami in Japan and the general upswing in transformational energies, it sure has been a lot to work with!

The meeting of March 16, 2011 focused on our experience of the events in Japan. The Guardians and Visionaries both shared how we can work with what is coming up for us. The Matriarch closed the meeting. The Warrior, Girls, and Fred didn’t speak as Eloheim spoke for over an hour.

Eloheim did something so fascinating. They asked folks to share what they specifically noticed in the media coverage of the earthquake. Eloheim then illuminated how what we noticed was also what we were working on in our own lives. It was amazing!

The YouTube video this week is part of Eloheim’s introductory comments. There is so much included in this 10 minute video! Eloheim talks about our energetic connection with the Earth and how we are co-creating with her, how we all experience our own internal earthquakes and tsunamis as we experience transformation, how the Internet really does bring world events into our lap in a new way, and much more.

The entire meeting was devoted to the recent earthquake and tsunami in Japan. The Council offered insights on how to work with our experiences and reactions to further growth and support high-vibration.

Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011

Hello everyone!
Some time ago, Eloheim said that the meeting of March 9 would be powerful in some way. Turns out they were right…again! The meeting was an introduction to the energies we will be working with for the next 18 months.

The Guardians came in to help us shift the energies which we were ready to release.

The Visionaries explained how we have to “draw the line in the sand” about our habitual thoughts and to take a deeper responsibility for the creations that stem from our current thinking.

Eloheim spoke at length about the energies of 2012 and how we can work with that portal now. They went on to speak about how we create our current reality from the past and how we can use the new energies to actually create from this moment rather than reconfiguring the past. Eloheim also further clarified the concept of sandpaper people and situations.

Am I going to create this moment from the past or am I going to create it from the insight I have about its potential?

The Girls offered their support and insight.

The Warrior finally told the story of being called in to take care of the dragon.

Fred explained the energies of Mars.

The Matriarch left us with a reminder that instantaneous manifestation can’t be possible until we have a new relationship to our thoughts.

Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011

The meeting of March 2, 2011 was intense and full of powerful information. The Guardians started off with a long (for them) talk about how to make sure that while we open to possibilities, we don’t skip over the moment. I have chosen their section for the YouTube video below.

The Visionaries challenged us to stand toe-to-toe with our triggers, later the Warrior continued this idea by explaining that our triggers are our most intimate companions and how we can use them for our growth.

Eloheim’s section was long as they lead a discussion of the ‘speed bump’ we are all moving over and how to get to the other side. They tied this idea into the equal signs discussion from February 16th.

You cannot allow yourselves to repeat patterns you wouldn’t wish on your worst enemy or your best friend.

Your relationship to “I am uncertain, I don’t know” is going to define you going forward. How you handle “I don’t know” is how you are going to know yourself.

The Girls section was skipped due to time, but Eloheim did a very funny summary of what they had planned to say.

Fred continued the study of the planets he began last week by describing how our soul’s interact with Jupiter

The Matriarch closed the meeting.

Audio from each of our six meetings held in March, 2011

Hello everyone!
The meeting of February 16, 2011 was a partial whiteboard meeting. Eloheim did an amazing presentation about the tool: Equal Signs. The video clip today is from the end of that presentation when Eloheim was asked about Insight.

All of the members of the Council participated in the meeting as well.

You can access the entire video or audio of the meeting by following the links below.

The book is moving right along. The cover art has been finalized, the content is 98% finalized, and I am doing all the zillion things that need to be done in order to have it offered as an ebook, paperback, and hardcover. Stay tuned! I anticipate having more news very soon.

Guardians: Opened the meeting by encouraging us to get out of our brains and centered into the moment.

Visionaries: Talked about embedded advertising and how we can be conscious of it and use it as a game to open our awareness.

Eloheim: Used the white board to discuss the equal signs tool.

The Girls: Encouraged us to recognize that we have become more than we were, and to experience the grander version of ourselves.

Warrior: Continued his story of having more children, then discussed worry and how worrying makes you impotent by taking you out of the moment.

Fred: Talked about remembering the experience of why we chose to live our lives in the human form.

Matriarch: Closed with a message of love and encouragement.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in February, 2011

Hello everyone!
First some announcements!

The book is coming along nicely. It has been to the editor and is now back with me. I am adding the copyright page, the acknowledgments, some background information about the Council, the ISBN, and a few other things. THEN IT WILL BE READY!!!

Once that is done, I will do the additional things that are required for me to sell it on Amazon as a Kindle book and on the other ebook platforms. Things like cover art, writing the blurb (back cover copy), and getting it converted to the correct format to be read on all sorts of different devices.

Wow!

The meeting of February 9, 2011 included messages from each of The Council members. The highlights for me were Eloheim taking the What is True Now? to a new level, the Warrior making it home in time for the birth, and the Girls giving us a crash course in loving ourselves.

The Girls star in the YouTube video this week:

Audio from each of our five meetings held in February, 2011

Guardians: Opened the meeting with a request to open and clear.

Visionaries: Discussed out hold-out places of fear, and advised us on moving toward consciousness using our tools.

Eloheim: Talked about using the “I’m tempted” tool and “What is true now?” to help us change our neural pathways from fear to consciousness.

The Girls: Gave us a crash course on loving ourselves.

Warrior: Continued his story of Marianna giving birth, including the panic he feels and how he deals with it.

Fred: Checked in on our crown chakra connection to our souls’ perspectives.

Matriarch: Closed with a message of love, and suggested we take the time to notice our crown chakra connection.

Hello everyone!
Our meeting on January 19, 2011 began with the Guardians doing energy work on everyone. They see us “bringing forth a whole presentation of your energetic structure.”

The Visionaries noted that “fear is so strong and so limiting and so familiar to you all that it can be present without your awareness.” They continued, “You don’t have to have a solution! You just have to be aware of what IS! Be aware of the truth of the moment where it is possible for the truth of you to be known. What judgments do I have about the truth I find myself in?”

Eloheim asked people to speak about their reactions to the previous meeting. The video clip this week is Eloheim responding to an inquiry about heartbreak. “Your relationship to change is really under the microscope at this time.” Eloheim also indicated that there seems to be “something cooking” for the first part of March and suggested that March 9th might be an especially important meeting.

The Girls reminded us “What better way to stay in the fear-based operating system than to be mean to you, what better way to backtrack the work you have done than to be cruel to you in that way.”

The Warrior jumped ahead five years in their story. They spent time catching us up on the events which have transpired and left off by saying they will be speaking about community in the coming weeks.

Fred…Fred was Fred. “We want you on a steady progression of transformation that feels like it meets your needs and it gives you opportunity.” They also got all happy with the fact that they got to experience ‘holding it’ as I needed to use the bathroom.

The Matriarch expressed how much we are loved. It was awesome.

You can watch the video replay or listen to the audio recording by following the links below.

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Hello everyone,
The January Q&A was great. Eloheim loved the questions! The list of questions answered and the links to purchase the entire recording are below.

The video is from the end of the meeting and introduces a new idea: Living from your soul’s perspective is like accessing a search engine of every experience your soul has ever had. The video also includes a discussion about how to handle change gracefully.

The February Q&A will be on the 3rd Sunday of the month at 1:00pm Pacific. I will have the sign up link posted by the end of January.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

In the last 2 weeks I’ve created 2 triggers around the same issue. The first time I went straight to rage in 2 seconds flat, but on Friday I recognized this was a ”re-cue” issue before getting angry… Without going into the sad details, this is occasions where I get to pick up the slack (clean up the mess, and we’re not talking spilled orange juice…) or pay up financially (or emotionally) for some else’s INCOMPETENCE. It makes me feel like a victim and I don’t like it. There have been a string of these kind of incidents in my life. But what is really going on here? They are script-holding something and I clearly don’t get it.

I am determined to find a very nice living situation that suits my needs. The problem is that having one month of rent AND a deposit at the same time feels impossible. I can’t even remember the last time I had that much money at one time. Just coming up with one month feels like a huge challenge. How do I REALLY change this? I have done all kinds of “money work” and, if anything, it feels like I have less money in my life than ever before. And that scares me. I don’t feel I deserve to live in broken living situations.

Prior to 2010 I was really struggling with building a nest of comfort and relationships. Today I am much more skilled as I have successful experience under my belt and tons of useful Eloheim inspired tools! I often wonder why I choose to start out in this life so far from happiness.

Since we last talked, I have a lot more clarity about my business, but I still tend to get caught up in “do to get”. Even though I have a (long) way to go regarding living from my soul’s perspective, is there a way to do business in a more soul-based way now, instead of being so goal and planning orientated . . . and ending up overworking?

I would like you to discuss dream state and what dreams mean to us and why I keep having drug related “scary” dreams from which I wake up fearful and yucky. I did a lot of drugs in my past, but not my present. How can I have hopeful, uplifting dreams?

It’s been a really rough few years of struggle with little relief. Losing jobs, homes, income, pets, and so on. I feel like I’m finally at the end of my tolerance/endurance, and none of the “inspired actions” I’ve been taking to find income or a job to support my son, dogs and I have had any positive result. What’s going on? Is there relief in sight? Regardless of all my spiritual studies and practices and all actions I’ve taken, I am losing hope.

I feel like I am completely clear about what I want and why I want it. I have spent almost a year turning my life upside down to convince the not so bright part of myself that I really want this manifestation and change. So what else is there and is there anything I can do to force the issue if necessary?

I am having difficulty in telling the difference between my soul’s perspective to my mind’s voice, so are there any tools, that would help and also tools that bring in the soul’s perspective into a more 24/7 reality connection other than my connection within my meditation.

I have been consciously taking out the equal signs around my finances. Do you see other areas where I can increase financial flow in my current life?

I find myself telling myself that I have plenty of time to accomplish my chores is not working so very well. My focus is easily distracted. I then consciously breathe in ease and grace to complete the highest priority. I start and am distracted yet again. How do I better define and keep the highest priority?

I had an experience while meditating a couple of years ago and was wondering if you could shed some insight on anything about the experience that you can see…any information. While meditating I remember having this thought about “oh’ that’s right… I just forgot who I really am – This is who I really am”….and the feeling was that of great power and strength but not that of physical power but of wisdom and confidence and steadfastness. I remember seeing the room as it was but my eyes where closed….except right in front of me was a outline of a head and it was filled with blackness….it was just the shoulders and head. The feeling was great and at the time it seemed that me having the experience was not that unusual at all. It was not until after I was done meditating that I realized that I just experienced something grand. In trying to find the words to describe it….myself now feels in comparison very immature compared to the wisdom and confidence that I had in that moment. Can you tell me what was behind this experience at all?

How can we be more graceful during this time of huge change?

How can we be more conscious with our partner?

Hello everyone!
Well, January 12, 2011 is a meeting we won’t soon forget! The night before, Eloheim kept me awake for over an hour telling me all about the meeting and making sure I knew just what was needed for the presentation they had planned.

This was the first time in over 8 years of weekly meetings that we didn’t sit in a circle. Everyone sat in two half-circle rows so that they could all see what Eloheim was writing.

Eloheim proceeded to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system. I have included a portion of their talk in the video below.

It was very different to channel Eloheim in this ‘mode’. Typically Eloheim reads the energy of the room. This time, since they were summarizing their teachings they didn’t access the energy of the room. To me, it constantly felt like I was trying to remember something and couldn’t…for 85 minutes.

Added to the challenge was that Eloheim can get distracted by ANYTHING! Imagine keeping them on track when they were sitting in a new chair and writing on a white erase board! This just might have been the first time they ever really wrote. They did draw a picture for us once before, but an entire night of spelling and spatial orientation and all that…..never before.

I’m right here doing a compare U2U and I’m just going to say it, this would have been impossible not that long ago.

Making something hard look easy once again. 🙂

The whiteboard meeting! Eloheim planned a special presentation for the meeting. The other Council members did not interact verbally in this meeting. Eloheim used a whiteboard to outline the transition from the fear-based operating system to the consciousness-based operating system, and explaining the tools we use to make our transition while creating the presentation.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

Hello everyone,

January 5, 2011 started off with The Guardians doing silent energy work and the Visionaries jumping in to passionately speak about uncertainty. This meeting is FULL of examples of how we easily experience uncertainty in some situations (How does the car actually work? How does my body actually digest its’ food?) yet become paralyzed in other situations (What does he think of me? What job should I take?)

When coping craps out, consciousness comes in. Turn on the engine of consciousness. – The Visionaries

I don’t know what’s going on here – YEAH!!!! You are uncertain all the time and this isn’t something to be ashamed of. – The Visionaries

Eloheim tied the uncertainty/certainty idea into how we handle our relationship to safety.

[Being uncertain] is normal human stuff. If you are not resisting I don’t know….you take away the tension. We’ve come to the meat of it – what do you do with uncertainty? – Eloheim

The Girls, wow, they are great!

If you desire certainty and control all the time, but you can’t have it, then you can feel like a failure. A new relationship with uncertainty makes it easier to love yourself. – The Girls

The Warrior

MARRIED!!!!! Everyone agreed that they should pick up the story right where they left off the week before. It is the story of the wedding feast and making peace with the neighboring king through Cedric and the other stable boy getting into a fight! This week’s story concluded Chapter 1 of their story.

Fred and the Matriarch finalized the meeting by adding their unique signatures.

Audio from each of our five meetings held in January, 2011

Guardians: (Silent energy work)

Visionaries: A deep discussion of uncertainty. Moving out of just coping with our fears and into finding comfort in uncertainty.

Eloheim: Told us that being uncertain is our nature, and when we become comfortable with our nature, we can be more in the moment. Questions and answers about uncertainty and practical usage in our lives.

The Girls: Because we can never attain certainty, striving for it leads us into being mean to ourselves. Whenever you want certainty, you’re setting yourself up to fail. When we can find peace with uncertainty, we can find serenity. Peace with uncertainty is serenity.

Warrior: Continues his story of the wedding, using Cedric getting into a fight with a boy from the neighboring kingdom to help illustrate the points: When you tell your truth you help other people to be more sure about who you are and where you stand. When you’re comfortable in uncertainty, you make it easier to be around you.

Fred: Talked about the joy of uncertainty, using a story comparing playing pool to creating the universe and the fun and creativity that can only be experienced in uncertainty.

Matriarch: Commented on The Girls’ talk about setting ourselves up to fail when we look for certainty.