Hello everyone!
Wednesday meeting really hit home with me and it continues to unfold. I know I am what Eloheim terms and “overachieving lightworker.” I have sought answers to questions my entire life and not always in a relaxed way.

Of course the answer to “Who am I?” has long been sought. Hearing the Council address how this isn’t a question we are even meant to answer, but instead to ‘abide in’ was such a wonderful relief to me.

It was like the teacher saying, “Learn all you want about this. There won’t be a test or a term paper or anything like that, just you and your exploration.”

It took me out of seeking and into being at a level I hadn’t accessed before.

To experience the wholeness of you is the outcome of every situation that has a question mark in it. How is the wholeness of me expressed in this questioning state? …find that sense of completeness within a question because there are always going to be more questions. Who am I? You always live in a question!The Guardians

What is the question I am exploring by the current way I am living? We want you to become comfortable with being a question mark. Consciously knowing you are in a questioning state. Clarity isn’t a momentary sense of certainty. Clarity is the moment’s answer to the question, but the question doesn’t go away simply because you had an aha in this moment. The Visionaries

4-7-10 ~ 79 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: “What does this really tell me about me, what does this really show me about me, what is this illuminating about me?”

Visionaries: “What is the question I am answering by the current way I am living? What is the question I’m exploring by my expression?” The questioning state is a permanent condition of your soul’s nature

Eloheim: You’re here because you want to be here so that you can answer the question and explore the question “Who am I?” You are a question that you are exploring forever.

The Girls: Simply by taking a breath you have earned your place here. Every heartbeat is the only requirement for existence on this plane. You don’t have to do anything special to have your spot.

Warriors: When you’re a question you’re constantly able to move and flow, to bend like the reeds, to sway like the trees. It makes you one with the movement of nature. It makes you one with the changing of nature.

Matriarch: “I can stand in the truth of me and see more truth of me as it’s a question unfolding rather than a question that must be answered.”

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010

Here is the video clip from last week’s amazing meeting. WOW, was it a powerful night.

In other BIG news, I have entered the Next Top Spiritual Author Contest.

The Next Top Spiritual Author Contest has been set up by James Twyman and Robert Evans, in conjunction with the publishers Hampton Roads, who are offering a book contract. Three runners-up will get the chance to work with James Twyman and be introduced to publishers in the spiritual field.

Since we have been planning a book on Eloheim’s teachings, this seemed liked the ideal opportunity to get it done!

Here’s how it works:

Round One

Authors to submit a video or audio pitch and to encourage friends to vote for them. Voting starts on 29th March – we’ll post the link when it goes live. Voting continues until 3rd May and the 200 authors who have received the most votes will progress to the next round. They expect more than 2000 entries.

Our video pitch is filmed and is currently being edited and finalized.

So come Monday, I will have a message with the voting information and more details. Thanks in advance for your support!

This is the project which the Visionaries refer to at the beginning of the video.

The Warrior did make his/her/its first appearance during this meeting. I have needed the last six days to feel completely myself again. It is big energy! I didn’t include them in the video because, frankly, I can’t watch that section of the video without feeling their energy and I haven’t been ready to carry their energy again.

I AM ready for tonight so we will see if they come in again.

Many Blessings,
Veronica

3-17-10 ~ 77 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: Opened the meeting by encouraging us to put aside our thinking patterns and bring our attention to the moment.

Visionaries: Advised: Invite your soul’s energy to drop in more, and if questions arise, love yourself enough to move those questions into the heart chakra. So as questions arise, just allow that space to be cleared, and then as the soul’s energy comes in, do not decide ahead of time what the soul’s energy is going to feel like, just allow.

Eloheim: Discussed preparing for the warrior energy to enter, and what is happening as we investigate our shadow aspects. There can be fear around what examining our shadow will bring into our lives. Consciously examining your shadow creates more consciousness, not more shadow.

The Girls: As you go through deeply spiritually transformational processes, such as clearing out energy that’s been around for a very long time, try to do from a position of love and respect of yourself.

Warrior: First appearance. They told us that they will hold the space for us to safely explore what we have been hiding from ourselves, and that they will be with us and support us in our journey.

Matriarch: Closed the meeting with a short, loving reminder that they hold us and support us.

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Hello everyone!
Sunday’s Q&A webcast was wonderful. The video has a sample of the answers Eloheim offered. I loved this quote:

There is no wiggle room for being unconscious about your choice to be conscious!

We are webcasting tonight (March 17th). I hope you will join us. The sign up link is at the top of this page.

If you would like to watch a replay of the webcast or download the audio recording of the meeting, please follow these links:

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Wow, the monthly Q&A webcast is this afternoon at 3:00pm Pacific! (hope you can join us!) So, this newsletter will be a bit more brief than usual. I have included a You Tube video staring Eloheim! (just like the old days!)

Eloheim gives us a preview of the Warrior Energy, speaks about working with our shadow side in a new way, and preparing for the shifts coming up in late March and early April.

The meeting included Eloheim, The Guardians, The Girls, The Visionaries and an extended time with The Matriarch.

3-10-10 ~ 77 minutes

Guardians: Opened the meeting by encouraging us to bring our attention to the moment.

Visionaries: Came in at the end of the meeting and advised us to use another question as a tool: “What am I trying to be certain about?” When we ask that question, we can better understand what is keeping us from being in the moment.

Eloheim: Talked about the energy that the Matriarch brings in, and also about warrior energy. They also discussed the intense changes we’re going through, and how this is a time to give more consciousness to our spiritual path. Answered questions about body issues and about shadow work.

The Girls: Encouraged us to look again at our core issues as we are growing and developing. The intense energy of this time has allowed us to “peel another layer of the onion,” and it’s beneficial to examine our core issues closely.

Matriarch: Talked about the energy that we hold, relating it to a vessel that is filled. They suggested an exercise in which we imagine ourselves as a vessel, and what that vessel holds—alternate expressions, our soul’s energy, et cetera.

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Wednesday’s meeting included The Guardians, The Visionaries, The Girls and Eloheim talking about the energies of March, 2010 which they summarized as: The Flow of Fascination. There was also a discussion of just how deeply we are choosing for the situations we experience. The Matriarch closed the meeting with a very powerful meditation.

You can view the entire webcast replay on demand or download the complete audio recording through the links below. I have also prepared a 10 minute highlight video from the meeting.

Allow yourself to experience fascination with the experience as it unfolds

Fascination, Integration, Emanation

Fascination is the doorway. The Visionaries

It is very easy to slip into frustration. When you feel frustrated ask, “Where is the flow?” Frustration is masking the flow that you could be experiencing. The Girls

3-3-10 ~ 88 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: Opened the session by asking us to focus into allowing ourselves to feel the energetic of the moment in our bodies.

Visionaries: Went further on the topic of energetic integration. Cautioned us not to decide ahead of time just exactly what that integration is going to be like. Fascination in the moment allows integration to be revealed. Integration then emanates a difference. That emanation creates a further new expression.

Eloheim: Brought us into a fuller discussion of the idea of using Fascination, Integration, Emanation as a tool. Fascination with the moment. Integrating alternate expressions. Emanating the changed energetic. The group gave examples of things they are fascinated with. Eloheim expanded and discussed these, and the role of choice in our spiritual growth.

The Girls: Talked about the idea that during the process of Fascination, Integration, Emanation, it’s very easy to slip into frustration. They went on to look at frustration and what it can signal about your journey.

Matriarch: Closed the meeting by leading us in an exercise to open and experience the heart chakra.

Audio downloads of six meetings held in March, 2010

Last night was a wonderful gathering and not just because the Girl Scout cookies arrived 🙂

The Guardians came in multiple times to help clear unneeded energies, Eloheim popped in and out as the ring master and also to offer their insight (and eat a cookie), The Visionaries offered clarification on living authentically. and The Girls spoke about emotional detox. BUT, the highlight of the evening was The Matriarch.

WOW! She came further into my body than ever before and the energy she carries is unlike anything I have ever felt. It felt like she was embracing the entire room. It was remarkable. I had no idea that channeling could feel like that.

How do you walk the truth of you? Release the need for there to be a result..some kind of a finish line…some kind of a pay off. Are you going to live in what [the experience] taught you or live in the pain of it? Ask yourself, where am I still carrying the baggage of this lifetime? The Visionaries

You are purging your cells of places where you haven’t loved yourself well….it is like a detox. This emotion is a choice! Recognize that they emotion you are having has many layers to it. Let yourself have the emotion, but know why you are having it.The Girls

“I don’t know anything” is freedom because it takes you out of the limited mind based perspective. I am willing for my Soul’s insight to partner with me in this experience.Eloheim

2-24-10 ~ 90 minutes

Summary:
Guardians: Opened the meeting us by helping us feel ourselves being in the moment, and encouraging us to open to the opportunity of focusing into it.

Visionaries: Discussed the question: How do you live the truth of you? Also further discussed the effects of integrating our alternate expressions and our soul’s energy.

Eloheim: Answered questions and discussed the idea of releasing baggage. They talked about the idea that what is changing now is an internal process. The internal change will eventually be evidenced in our external world, but we tend to think that the external world will change first. There’s another layer past creating your reality and that is magnetizing your truth. Magnetizing a reflection of your internal journey, seen. That’s where we’re headed.

The Girls: Said that as we learn to love ourselves more, we go through something like a detox. The love goes in, fears and other emotional baggage gets shaken loose. When you’re feeling powerfully emotional, it’s very difficult to see it as a choice, but it is a choice. The more you train yourself to see emotions as choices the better you’ll be able to handle the detox that you’re going through and other intense situations that we are going through in this time.

Matriarch: Closed with a loving message of how they see the truth of us at all times, and advised us to call on them when we want to experience ourselves as they do.

Audio recordings of the 4 meetings held in February, 2010

Wednesday’s meeting included channeling with Eloheim, The Guardians, The Visionaries, The Girls and the Matriarch. You can watch the ENTIRE meeting on our new webcast replay.

2-17-10 ~88 minutes

Summary:

Guardians: Led the group in an exercise to energetically release parts of ourselves in order to open to transformation.

Visionaries: Discussed this time as a time of integration. We are integrating our alternate expressions and our soul’s energy. The advise us to be aware of the new energy that is coming into our beings, and be aware of the habits that keep us from integrating that energy.

Eloheim: Took questions on the topic of integration and more fully explored integrating alternate expressions and the soul’s perspective. This is an exceptional time that we live in and many of our issues are very intense, but we have assistance in dealing with our triggers. We are not alone in our journey.

The Girls: Advised us that as we integrate new energies into our beings, to be gentle with ourselves.

Matriarch: Encouraged us to open to the truth of ourselves by allowing that truth to be revealed to us. Closed the meeting by reminding us that they hold us in a loving way.

This week’s video excerpt includes a message from The Visionaries and The Matriarch.

The Visionaries really don’t seem to breath! How can they say so many words with no break???

The Matriarch is just the opposite. She takes her time expressing her thoughts. Her energy is so powerful and present. I am getting quite a few reports of POWERFUL experiences happening during her talks.

Audio recordings of the 4 meetings held in February, 2010

Hello everyone!
Wednesday was another powerful channeling session.

All of your experiences can be measured by one standard: Am I in bliss? The Visionaries

When you bring a vibration of appreciation into your day to day life you create within you a magnetism for being appreciated…..appreciation is another way to bring yourself into the moment. The Girls

We love being with you! It so fun and fascinating and interesting and it is getting more and more juicy every week! Eloheim

Summary:
Guardians: Opened the meeting by calling us together, asking that we “bring our presence to the present” and allow ourselves to be open to the energetic of our time together.

Visionaries: Your inner truth is externalized through your life, and a lot of times it’s the discomfort that you notice. Try to start paying attention to the bits that reflect an internal journey that’s actually moving toward bliss, that’s actually on a transformational path.

The Girls: Asked for examples of how people in the group were expressing self-love, then discussed them in detail. When you start with an energetic appreciation for yourself, it becomes magnetic for others to appreciate you.

Eloheim: Took questions from the group and discussed neutral observation, alternate expressions, intimate relationships, and abundance.

Matriarch: Talked about the interaction between the chakras and how they support each other.

Audio recordings of the 4 meetings held in February, 2010

This week’s meeting really started to fill in the picture about how the channeling sessions are going to change to reflect the energies of 2010. The plan is to channel seven (!) different entities/groups which will be called The Council.

Eloheim

The Guardians

The Visionaries

The Girls

Fred (has only said one sentence, we know very little about this energy, Eloheim said Fred is the comic relief…)

The Matriarch (first appearance this week!)

The Warrior Energy (yet to be introduced, Eloheim says that the night they come in will be VERY powerful and they will give us advanced notice.)

Eloheim explained that just as The Visionaries can be considered Eloheim’s guides, The Matriarch can be considered as The Girls’ guide.

I experience them as sitting in a line of big chairs behind and above me. Each of them feel very different as I channel them and they move my body in different ways.

They also talk among themselves and move around during the meeting!

I included Eloheim speaking about service, The Visionaries speaking about preconceived notions, and The Matriarch introducing herself in the video below.

The meeting also included The Girls explaining The Visionaries, The Guardians moving energy, and Eloheim answering questions about service, free will and other subjects. WHEW! A lot went on in 86 minutes!

After the Matriarch finished, Eloheim asked one of the group members to find a chocolate bar I had in my purse and feed it to me. My arms weren’t really working at that point. My hands were, but my arms were not. It is all very new and if I tried to understand it, I am sure I would be confused.

I don’t even bother trying to sort it out with my brain. I just say, “I AM WILLING” and see what comes.

Let go of preconceived notions! The Visionaries

Summary:
Eloheim: Talked about experiencing our emanation, and experiencing the emanation of others. How we deal with this, with a special focus on not being in service-mentality and not being intrusive.

Visionaries: Advise us to let go of preconceived notions and future projections in order to allow in the expansiveness of our creations.

The Girls: Opened by talking about the Visionaries and the way that we experience their energy. Then they advised us to nurture the newness of the heart and power chakra combination that we are experiencing.

Matriarch: Introduced themselves, and explained that while the Girls hold the energy of the Goddess, they hold the energy of the planet, the Gaia. They explained that they are not Gaia but hold the energy of Gaia.

Note: This was also the first appearance of Fred, but no one knew it for a while. They popped in, said, “There is hope,” and then were gone! They did not make their “official” appearance until June 30th.

Audio recordings of the 4 meetings held in February, 2010

Wednesday’s meeting had two distinct sections. The first part was Eloheim, The Visionaries and The Girls all giving their perspectives on evolving the survival instinct. The second part was all about collapsing lifetimes and included TWO powerful examples from the group.

Quotes from the meeting:

Is the default position going to be the fear based operating system…or is the default position going to be the consciousness based operating system? The Visionaries

You are evolving the survival instinct and it is going kicking and screaming! The Visionaries

Loving yourself gently and well. Eloheim

Be as tender with yourself as possible. Eloheim

Summary
Visionaries: We’re holding you to the vision that you agreed to participate in when you decided to incarnate into this time. Is your default position going to be the fear based operating system or the consciousness based operating system?

The Girls: Habit leaves holes in your auric field. Habit doesn’t move and consciousness emanates.

Eloheim: Checking in with your body. “What’s my left big toe doing?” Powerful examples of integrating alternate expressions (past lives.) You have to always keep in mind that other people are simply reflections of your internal experience.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in January, 2010