The meeting of July 7, 2010 was SO unusual. As soon as the meeting started I went very, very deep. I was still present like I always am, but I felt even more altered and the energy in the room was…thicker? heavier? I don’t know what to call it.

The Guardians have never felt like that before. I can always sense them moving energy, but this time if felt like they were stirring cake batter or something far more dense. It wasn’t just that I KNEW they were moving energy, but I could feel the energy moving and feel the movement affecting the room.

The Visionaries were epic. Their message was so clear and helpful.

Eloheim kept the show running and made sure food and water were consumed. I can rest with Eloheim. It is a pit stop. When I used to take Yoga, the teacher would tell us that someday we would find downward facing dog a resting posture. Since I could hardly do downward facing dog, I never really believed her. But, I have a sense of what she meant now. Channeling Eloheim is a resting posture! That totally cracks me up!

The Girls were more serious than normal and focused on taking the Visionaries message to another level.

The Warrior offered a long message. It felt like they were telling a ‘story of old.’ I wish I could explain my experience of it better, but I just can’t find the words.

Then, there was Fred. Intense, wonderful, powerful, unlike anything else…..I can’t really describe Fred. Maybe next week I will have something more coherent to say.

The Matriarch finished the meeting with a beautiful, supportive, and soft message. Many people are moved to tears by the palpable love they feel from the Matriarch. She opened my heart chakra so wide I felt the entire room as though it was all inside of me.

Once the Matriarch left, it took me a long time to come back. I was so deep in the energies (again, I don’t have words to describe this). It wasn’t so much of the ‘I can’t walk’ feeling as it was just being completely expanded.

Whew!

Oh, and although the meeting was 71 minutes long it genuinely felt like only 5 minutes elapsed. Many people reported feeling the same sort of time shift. I even have reports of people feeling that way when listening to the recording.

We will webcast again this Wednesday and our Q&A with Eloheim is coming up next Sunday the 18th. Links to join us are below.

THE AUDIO AND THE VISUAL ARE OUT OF SYNC ON THIS VIDEO. PRETTY AMAZING CREATING! I HAVE UPLOADED NEARLY 150 VIDEOS TO YOUTUBE http://www.youtube.com/eloheimchannel WITHOUT EVER MANAGING IT BEFORE! IN THE SPIRIT OF THE VISIONARIES MESSAGE AND SINCE I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT HAPPENED, I AM GOING TO SAY WOW! NOT WHY? AND GET ON WITH MY DAY.

7-7-10 ~ 71 minutes
Summary:
Visionaries: How to deal with being a creator, no matter what your creation is. When you can’t point fingers anymore, instead of asking “Why did I create this?” you say, “Wow. This is my fascinating creation.” You have to shift out of the idea that you have to understand why it’s there and instead say: “It is here.”

Eloheim: Despite feeling very different as you change, you’ll eventually catch up to it and feel better. When in doubt, tell your truth. Truth is unassailable.

The Girls: When you allow yourself to feel the “wow” and be open to it, what you’re actually doing is opening to your soul’s insight.

Warrior: You can’t hide from the truth of your creation anymore. They advise that we say yes to whatever the truth of our creation is; open to it, experience it deeply, and embrace it. Because the truth of your creation is the doorway into the big picture of Homo spiritus living.

Fred: We have reached a place where we can experience our physicality from our soul’s perspective, even if only in short bursts.

Matriarch: Coming to a place where you love yourself so much that you can love your creation and you love your creation so much that you can love yourself. It’s a remarkable simpatico. “I love myself enough to love my creation because it’s part of me and I love my creation enough to recognize how wonderful I am and thus that makes me love me.”

Audio from the five meetings held in July, 2010

Wednesday afternoon I took a walk. During my walk Eloheim asked me a series of questions. The questions really illuminated places where I had been ‘telling myself stories.’

When I got back home, Eloheim instructed me to make up worksheets for the meeting. The following four questions were included in the worksheet. I believe it would be helpful for you to answer the questions before watching the video or listening to the meeting.

We only had time to cover the first two questions during the meeting. However, since two people answered the first question with money issues, there is a long discussion of that subject.

What single subject most often takes you out of the moment?

Currently, what is your greatest fear?

What one thing would you change about your body?

What aspect of your financial situation concerns you the most?

11-25-09 92 minutes

Summary: Veronica opened the meeting by passing out worksheets containing four questions for the group to consider:

• What single subject most often takes you out of the moment?
• Currently, what is your greatest fear?
• What one thing would you change about your body?
• What aspect of your financial situation concerns you the most?

Visionaries: Spoke about relaxing our judgment around the words “lie” and “truth” and allow ourselves to see them more as blocking or allowing our complete selves.

Eloheim: Asked the group for volunteers to answer the questions on the worksheet, then discussed their responses and tools to use to for particular experiences and situations.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in November 2009

Hello everyone,

Wow! The Visionaries made their second appearance Wednesday night and it was INTENSE! They spoke for 20 minutes solid. I have included their entire message in two videos below.

After the introduction, the Visionaries walked around the room and did energy work on each person present. Like I said, INTENSE!

After the energy work, the Visionaries left and Eloheim came in. It was a fairly seamless transition. Their energies are so very different though.

The Visionaries come through with my eyes closed, they are quite forceful and loud, they move my body in very different ways, and they even walk in a more intense fashion.

Here is a weird example that might give you a sense of it. As the Visionaries were moving around the circle, they came to an empty chair which they just pushed of the way. It was on wheels so it rolled smoothly away. Eloheim would have walked between the chairs. The Visionaries just clear a path!

Whew!

Take the step into the truth of the entirety of you in the moment. That’s the invitation.

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in August 2009

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in August 2009

Hello everyone,
Can I just say, right here, right at the beginning…..Eloheim cracks me up! This video is full of classic Eloheim moments.

Wednesday night was a LONG, INTENSE, and POWERFUL night. Eloheim had been giving me clues about what they planned to discuss for a couple of days. They really wanted to help us get clear on what the moment actually is.

They came in READY and excited to share their message.

Eloheim did a mini session for each person in the room. They asked, “What is true for you in this second right NOW? What frightens you about that truth?” Eloheim then helped clarify how that fear could be transformed.

There were 17 people in attendance and each had a different answer. I can’t include everyone’s comments and frankly I can’t pick between the 17. So, the video is Eloheim’s introduction. The audio download includes the mini sessions.

Here are the fears which are covered:

• Fear of confusion.
• Fear of feeling.
• Fear of not getting my spiritual work done.
• Fear of not feeling safe.
• Fear of not measuring up.
• Fear of facing what is really here.
• Fear of dealing with other people’s negative responses to my choices.
• Fear of silence.
• Fear of showing up as the complete me.
• Fear of letting go of my ‘masks’.
• Fear of life not being certain.
• Fear of failure.
• Fear of not knowing who I am.
• Fear of loosing control.
• Fear of doing it wrong.
• Fear of not having enough energy.
• Fear of lack.

Thanks to Margy and Richard for the opening sounds!

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in July 2009

REMINDER: Eloheim will be in Martinez, CA this Sunday the 29th at 4:00pm. Email eloheimchannel@yahoo.com for details.

I received a request for Eloheim to talk about emotions and how they relate to the Spiritual Journey. This meeting includes a lengthy discussion of romantic relationships including information on living with an unconscious partner.

This meeting is so full of information that Lois took 8 pages of notes!

Here are a few highlights from the first part of the meeting.

Later in the meeting:

The end of the meeting:

3-25-09 – 108 minutes
Summary:
-How do we trust the emotions we are having?
-What about “sleeping partners”? When romantic love vs. spiritual growth becomes a necessary choice.
-Telling the truth is an act of consciousness-deep lies are embedded in fear.
-All relationships can teach, but what are you wanting to learn?
-Re-learning is only necessary if you choose.
-The choice for consciousness does not need props;-i.e. equipment, place, environment, etc.
-The ultimate act of Free Will is to align your desire for free will with your desire for consciousness;no one can make you and only you can decide to.
-Consciousness has a global effect–hundredth monkey syndrome.
-Spiritual Cleansing-break down the emotion-Why Why Why Why-be willing to see.
-Negative self talk is NEVER allowed.
-People habituate out of boredom;fill your space with neutral observation-body evaluation.
-Define the stimulus of ALL emotions; happy and sad.
-Eloheim talks about who they are-who is present at the meeting.
-We cannot tell you anything until you ask! the gate must be opened by you and your questions.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in March 2009

Eloheim meeting held on 3-18-09 in Sonoma, CA – 89 minutes
Topics covered:

The group decided which section to upload to YouTube this week.

This section is a humorous look at how habitual fears degrade our quality of life. Eloheim uses two different examples to illustrate the point. The conversation then flows into an explanation of where we are on the Spiritual Journey and on the path to ascension.

Audio recordings of the five meetings held in March 2009

This clip is from the meeting held February 25, 2009 in Sonoma, CA.

This was the first meeting where Eloheim came through with my eyes open for the entire meeting. The week before, there were long stretches of eyes open and in the intervening days, the private sessions were all done eyes open. However, when this meeting started it was eyes open from the start!

Whew! Strangely enough, it felt normal to have my eyes open, but it also felt new and different. I had always wondered what it would be like to channel with my eyes open and I had tried to do it in the past, but it just didn’t work. I would get too caught up in the idea of having my eyes open to allow Eloheim’s message to flow.

Then, last week, it just happened.

The interesting part of this for me is that I was unable to follow the conversation. I spent the entire meeting asking questions like, “Did that make sense?” and “Did they even complete that thought?” I figured that since no one said anything or got up and left, Eloheim must have been making some sort of sense! Turns out they were.

When I first started channeling a similar experience occurred. Eloheim would finish a sentence and I wouldn’t be able to remember how the sentence began! Now, that was a strange experience. Especially as it went on for 90 minutes.

As I worked with the video I made another observation. I very carefully set up the camera to center my head in the screen THEN Eloheim slouches and the video ends up looking like I have no body. Which is an ironic twist now that I consider it.

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

Before the meeting of 2-18-09 three interesting things occurred:
1. I forgot to plug in the laptop, so we don’t have video of the first 30 minutes or so. Managing electronics while in an altered state is a tricky proposition!
2. I requested that Eloheim summarize their teachings about fear.
3. I told a story.

The story was about my recent encounter with a police officer. I have been driving for about 26 years and had never been pulled over for a moving violation.

Recently, on my way through the Sonoma Plaza after dropping off some promotional materials for the Well Being Expo I am producing, I was pulled over for running a stop sign.

The experience continues to teach me quite a lot!

The officer was tucked in at a four-way stop keeping an eye out for folks running the sign. I saw the officer and actually thought, “Wow, he is looking for people to pull over for running the stop sign.” When he quickly pulled in behind me I thought, “He must have somewhere to go.” When he put on his red light I thought, “He must need me to get out of his way!”

He didn’t.

By this time my heart was racing and my body felt so strange. I didn’t have a clue what he wanted or why he had pulled me over. I didn’t know what one does in this situation AND, I kept remembering that Eloheim had used the example of getting pulled over as an example of how to deal with fear.

So, I watched my fear as best I could. It was on the brink of being emotionally overwhelming. However, I really knew that this feeling had a lot to do with my core emotion (everyone has one and mine is ‘fear of being kicked out of the tribe’). I kept watching it and tried to also keep my wits about me.

The conversation with the officer seemed to go on forever, but it was probably only a few minutes. He said that I ran the stop sign. I said that I knew the stop sign was there, felt that I had stopped, and that I had seen him watching the intersection so it is unlikely I would have ran a monitored stop sign.

Then he said the first very interesting thing (I am paraphrasing), “it is strange that we could have such different views on the same event.” Ah, I loved that comment! That put me into a more conscious place immediately. I didn’t find it strange at all. I thought that was the bit that made more sense then anything else that was happening!

You see, I was talking on my cell phone while I was driving. It is legal to talk on your cell hands free in California, but I still felt strange about doing it. Plus, I was leaving a message for a friend who I was ‘worried’ about. I WAS IN LOW VIBRATION.

I feel that I attracted the officer’s attention with my low vibrational state. He saw it as running the stop sign. I saw it as being less than fully conscious of what I was doing.

Once I got that big Aha, things shifted somewhat. I could feel the fear voice saying things like, “this is going to cost you money, you are going to have to go to a class, etc.” But, I knew that it wasn’t about money or time, it was about this moment. So, I focused on what what actually happening right now.

I was able to keep money/time fears at a minimum. The overwhelming adrenaline is another story completely though. Wow, the body response in this situation was so intense!

At some point during our conversation, I heard the small voice say, ‘make the request.’ I asked the officer if he could give me a warning. He then said the second most interesting thing of the conversation, he said, ‘How can I give you a warning for something you don’t think you did?’ I LOVED THAT RESPONSE! It was so conscious.

I replied that I would consider this driver’s training 25 years later and I promised to be more conscious about stopping fully at stop signs.

He said, OK, and let me go with a warning.

Whew! Shortly thereafter my cell phone rang. After stopping the car (!) I answered. It was a good friend saying, “My husband just saw you get pulled over on the plaza and I want to make sure you are ok. I am hosting a meeting at my house in five minutes, but I knew I had to call right away!”

Which goes to show:
1. Sonoma is a small town.
2. I have great friends.
3. I didn’t get kicked out of the tribe! (ah, the healing of the core emotion, such a powerful process)

The residual processing of the body’s reaction to this was much more difficult to process than the actual experience. I was in a lot of discomfort for the remainder of the evening. It has taught me so much that I am actually grateful for it now, but WOW was it hard at the time.

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009

Eloheim has spent the last month discussing various aspects of fear. They have made it very clear that transforming our relationship to fear is a key component of the Spiritual Journey at this time.

In this clip, they describe two different fear patterns.

This clip is especially interesting as you can see how Eloheim develops a concept and then build on it as the meeting continues.

Cascading anxieties tend to take you into your childhood where you hear the voice of an authority figure telling you that you are not doing a good something-or-other.

Concurrent anxieties are issues which are alive in your life today.

The generating experience: the trauma, the drama, the thing your Soul wants to learn results in cascading and concurrent fears. Of course the generating event needs to be dealt with. Sometimes you can’t tackle the generating event until you have transformed all the fear pictures you are being shown. You are too wrapped up in [the fears] to even become conscious of the generating event.

Recent Eloheim messages about fear:
Transforming Fear from 1-28-09

The Fear Freeway from 2-11-09

Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009