We held our monthly Q&A with Eloheim on December 16th. The focus was Eloheim answering this question:

As a parent the Connecticut tragedy hits home as particularly heinous. What perspective should we view the event from (what is the silver lining here?). Also, it seems the gunman dying during the crime is getting off extremely easy. What repercussions, if any, does this soul face? What is the process for all of the souls involved in this event?

Five sessions held in December, 2012

This package includes audio of all five and video of four sessions. (Sebastopol sessions are audio only).

Questions answered during December 2012 Q&A

I have to start by expressing my deepest gratitude for all the amazing information / tools you share with us through Veronica. The material over the last 4 weeks has been so helpful and at the same time done with such an amazing sense of humor. Thank-you deeply. Due to the work after the Witness came my heart has opened so much and I am able to share this love with people from a very vulnerable place. Integration with my soul started for me end of October. Therefore the material with integration was especially attractive for me and I listened to it 3 times. Insights that I get recently, will start waves of change in my life that will have many rippling effects. Could you please look at my energy and see if I am simply lost in the chaotic energy leading to 21 Dec. or are these insights the correct step forward for me.

Specifically what is the energy around my inability to fully make use of my self-expression? At times I regret having expressed myself and other times I regret not having done it. This happens more often than I’d like. Also, could you give me your perspective on the state of my throat chakra.

As a parent the Connecticut tragedy hits home as particularly heinous. What perspective should we view the event from (what is the silver lining here?). Also, it seems the gunman dying during the crime is getting off extremely easy. What repercussions, if any, does this soul face? What is the process for all of the souls involved in this event?

From our last session I have come to realize that what I have been trying to achieve all my life is impossible, which kind of sucks because that invalidates about three quarters of my life so far. Regardless, I will work with what is as I don’t really have a choice there anyway since it is what is. The question I have is about setting all this aside. I am basically at that point now since I really don’t feel personally attached to much of anything now and my plan was a dud I really don’t have any other options but my day to day. Which is fine, it is easier if I don’t have to worry about any of this stuff. So basically, before I start this change is there anything you would like to tell me since now would be the time.

I’m very excited as I have manifested the lovely, cozy rental that’s walking distance to the beach that I wanted. It’s even better than I imagined. I move mid-January. I understand now from the “fear” conversation that my main issue around distraction and procrastination on starting new work projects and my challenges with step by step is because of my desire for certainty (which I know is a fallacy and yet is still challenging) and this fear of letting go of the oars and going with the flow and just getting started on something. One of my main issues is that I have way more inspired ideas than it feels I have time to start or follow through. And from day to day, different juicy ideas on potential work projects come up and it feels very hard to decide which one I want to start before some other new idea comes in. I’d love your insight as I want to enter this new home and new phase of my life in a transformed way and to start 2013 fully aligned with my Soul’s perspective.

My foundational experience is still confusing me. I always seem to have a home, but it is always changing, and I still feel like a gypsy. I just moved 2 weeks ago. I have to move in 2 weeks. Even if the creations seem kinder now… why do I NEED to keep moving around? Why is this so important for me? I want to move to Austin and start a new life. NY doesn’t feel like it is serving me as a musician. My juiciest expression is in music, and Austin seems more supportive overall. Living alone feels as important as air, water, food. I can afford to live alone there, unlike here. While moving to Austin sounds nice and peachy, I have to wonder about my foundation. If I don’t examine why I am flopping around in NY, am I just going to be flopping around in Austin, too? For example, I am more inclined to find a studio sublet opening, rather than go through management and find something new “because I can’t afford it” and “my
credit is bad” and “and and and”.

I feel a need to be quiet and to blaze new pathways at the same time. Any guidance would be gratefully received.

For the past year or more, I have been doing something that I don’t understand. It feels good, and I would like to know what is happening. If you can feel into me, I will be trying to do it as much as I can during the event today. Hard to describe, but I will try. I relax (almost meditative state), and then intend to do this thing that I don’t understand. The effect is mostly from the base of my spine and extends to my head. In a strong bust, I can feel tingling all over my body, but focused in my face and hands. It has been limited to the out breath, but lately it seems to be getting stronger and longer. I will be trying to do it at the time you read this.