June, 2010
Back to TopELOHEIM: You are an Actor in MY Play ~ Script Holding ~ 6-16-10
It is a busy time around here. Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest ends on June 28th. That also marks the last day of public voting. The remaining rounds will be decided by the expert panel. Please, if you like our proposal, take a moment to cast your vote for us. If you know anyone who would be interested in this material, feel free to pass it along. Our page is located at: http://www.nexttopauthor.com/profile.cfm?aid=1933
Here is a link to some local press about our entry in the Next Top Spiritual Author contest
http://yourtown.pressdemocrat.com/2010/06/sonoma/sonoma-writer-in-competition-for-top-spiritual-author/
I filmed myself out and about promoting my entry in the contest. I had some fascinating experiences!
My latest cartoon!
The meeting of the 16th included discussion and examples of using the Short Factual Statements tool. SFS is proving to be a powerful tool! The YouTube video focuses on another tool, Script Holding. It has been some time since Eloheim reviewed Script Holding. I like the way they tied it into Short Factual Statements.
6-16-10 ~ 85 minutes
Eloheim: An intense review of the usage of short, factual statements, using examples from members of the group covering guilt, boundaries, and jealousy.
Also an overview and discussion of script-holding and grace, ease, and bliss/serenity.
Visionaries: Allow the truth of the short, factual statement to settle into your body rather than just spend a bunch of time spinning in your head. It s a real thing you re doing and you re really creating from that position. The tool may feel intellectual at the start, but getting to the real you in it is important. You are creating consciousness in your life by looking at things consciously.
The Girls: Creating consciousness requires you to experience yourself in a new way; part of experiencing yourself in a new way is being disciplined about how you allow yourself to critique yourself during the use of these new tools. Do not be mean to yourself
Warrior: As you walk along a new path [use a new tool], you start out a bit wobbly. Do not fear, because the more you walk the path the more stable you become on your legs with it.
Audio from the six meetings held in June, 2010
ELOHEIM – Why are you SKIPPING this Moment? 6-2-10
Wow, there is a lot going on. Today, I have the summary of the 6-2-10 meeting, a new cartoon, and updates about the Next Top Spiritual Author contest. Let’s do them in reverse order!
The Next Top Spiritual Author contest — Round 2.
Round one of the contest saw 2800 entries reduced to 271. We must be in the top 25 to advance to round 3 at the end of June. There were only supposed to be 250 authors advancing to round 2, but the bottom 25 authors HAD THE SAME NUMBER OF VOTES! I guess what they say is true, every vote does count.
We spent the last few weeks preparing our round 2 entry and voting for round 2 is now live! You can read our book proposal and the first chapter of our book, The Choice for Consciousness, Tools for Personal Transformation, at this link: http://www.nexttopauthor.com/profile.cfm?aid=1933. If you scroll to the bottom of that page, you can now leave a comment about the book and/or your experience of Eloheim.
Cartoon #5
I LOVE making these cartoons.
QUOTES FROM ELOHEIM:
What is it about this moment that I am afraid of, that I don’t think is valuable, that I have made assumptions about, that I am habitual about?
There’s no such thing as — that other moment over there is more valuable than this one!
You wake up in the morning and you start skipping and we want you to know why.
You are purifying your experience of the moment in order to have the moment BE your experience.
6-2-10 ~ 83 minutes
Eloheim, Visionaries, Girls: Insight is only found in the moment. When you skip over experiences and feelings, you skip the moment. Questions you can ask yourself are: “What am I skipping?” “What do I want to skip?” “What do I wish I could skip?”
Wring every bit of experience out of every moment.
Say “Yes” to your creations.
“ ‘Yes’ is the way to ‘Wow.’ ”
“I’m on the Yes bus.”
Warrior: Facing the truth of self will set you free.
Matriarch: Setting boundaries is part of saying “yes” to your creations.
Audio from the six meetings held in June, 2010
ELOHEIM: A Portal to a New YOU 5-26-10
I am almost up to date with the newsletters!
Last week was a very powerful session. Eloheim perceived a new ‘portal’ and passed the baton over to the Visionaries to explain it. The Visionaries explained it all in CLASSIC Visionaries fashion (which means that I barely get to breathe as they say so many words in such a short time.) I included their entire section in the video clip. Here are some quotes from the Visionaries:
You have a different opportunity of experiencing you now.
You have desired this opportunity and it has arrived.
The moment is the only place I want to live. I experience myself completely only as I experience myself experience the moment.
Addiction to the past and the future is a bad habit that you are ready to set aside. It is a play thing of children. It is not for the adults on the spiritual journey. The past and the future really are empty calories. It is not the place where you can actually experience yourself.
The remainder of the meeting has the entire Council speaking about this portal. I have included a bit of Eloheim’s contribution in the video as well.
Whatever it is, YES.
5-26-10 ~ 87 minutes
Eloheim, Visionaries: A portal has opened to the version of you that has made peace with the truth. The time has come when you can be the person who lives in the human form and doesn’t hide from the truth of you.
Say “Yes” to now so you can move forward without being in denial of the reality that you are experiencing.
Girls: It will be very challenging for you to love your complete self if you can’t love the parts of you that you don’t like.
Warrior: Allow the illumination of your soul’s insight to light up the dark places within you. When the dark places are illuminated, look and see what you find.
Matriarch: Call on members of the Council for assistance, and allow them to participate in the journey with you.
Audio download of the five meetings held in May, 2010
May, 2010
Back to TopELOHEIM: Say YES to Now, YES This is MY Creation! 5-19-10
Hello everyone!
I am still catching up on the newsletters for the May meetings. Preparing our Round 2 submission for the Next Top Spiritual Author contest took center stage over the last two weeks!
Eloheim and the Council have made it really clear that saying YES to now is vitally important in our spiritual journey at this time. I have included Eloheim’s discussion of this concept in the video below, but all the Council members are talking about it.
It is taking the ‘being in the moment’ idea to a completely new level. There is more about this in the 5-26-10 meeting.
You can say YES to something that is difficult, without believing that you are creating more of it. When you consciously consider your shadow you often fear you are creating more shadow, however what you are actually creating is more conscious consideration.
5-19-10 ~ 75 minutes
Summary:
Guardians: Brought our attention into the moment by pointing out the choice we can make between shifting our focus from the habitual mental way of experiencing ourselves, or allowing ourselves to be open to the moment without obsessive thinking.
Eloheim: Took questions and discussed our confusion about our creatorship. You’re allowed to have confusion about the need for your creation, but you must say yes to your creation nonetheless. Saying yes does not mean you want it to continue, it means that you acknowledge your creatorship. Also discussed the Warrior and how their energy is been experienced by people in the group.
The Girls: The body is an integral part of the Ascension process and the movement to Homo spiritus. When you say yes to your creations, be sure to be kind to your body and acknowledge that what it feels is valid.
Warrior: As you start off on a new path where there has been no path before, allow yourself to open to the possibility that there is a trail where you don’t see one, because what tends to happen is you assume you know and then you don’t explore. You have to allow yourself the presence of the observing moment to inform you of options you have yet to consider.
Matriarch: Closed the meeting by reminding us that we are all One.
Audio download of the five meetings held in May, 2010
ELOHEIM: What Makes my Heart Sing? 5-16-10
Our proposal for Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest/adventure is NOW LIVE!!! Please take a look. Follow this link: http://www.NextTopAuthor.com/?aid=1933 to view our book proposal and read the first chapter of our book, The Choice for Consciousness. The links to the new material are directly above the video on that page. THANKS!!!! You can only vote once per round per author.
Now that our submission is finalized, I have time to create the videos from the last two meetings and to upload the finalized transcripts I have stacking up on my desk!
I am starting with the Q&A webcast held on Sunday, May 16th. It was a great session and there is a lot of really interesting information included. Eloheim described how they see the energetics of our questions and explained how to phrase questions to maximize their effectiveness.
The video features a question about how to find a job or purpose that makes your ‘heart sing.’
QUOTES FROM THE MEETING:
Remember, when you are interviewing for a job, you are interviewing THEM! Can I emanate the completeness of me in this space? Do I want to?
What part of you are you showing me? What is this telling me about me.
The first thing you have to do when you wish to make a change is to say YES to now. You have to sit into, What is true now?, first.
This situation is here to teach me something not just make me suffer until perfect shows up!
Here are some of the questions answered during the meeting:
I am currently working with youth and children that have been medically diagnosed with various mental and emotional disorders and that come from very difficult backgrounds and situations, and at best are very difficult to interact with. Despite using my tools when I remember to, how can I best reach these children, while still being in integrity and not compromising myself.
I have not been able to determine my passion, what I am here to do. I am actively looking for a job, still need to create money flow. What I really want is to do something that my heart would sing. Please help me to determine what it is so I can create it.
Can you go over again the whole process of manifesting something specific into our experience, especially the requesting part?
HOW and WHY is it that a child can manifest very similar experiences to their parent often around the same age as the parent when the parent had the similar experience?
In my understanding, if all is perception and our reality and experience is based on that which is perceived by our conscious selves, is then the information that is given to us by you, The Eloheim, your own perception of how this ascension process should best unfold for us all? Or Or….do we each of us hear it differently according to our own perception, understanding and unique personal journeys?
Hi Eloheim, on the subject our hidden stuff….while I am doing the money mantra and telling myself that everything works out at the perfect time in the perfect way, I realized that although I am saying it to myself I really don’t believe it. The result is an ongoing stomach issue. How can I really believe the positive stuff because deep down I am not confident in it?
I am afraid my body can’t hold the light it is supposed to.
Instantaneous manifestation.
In relation to what was discussed in the last meeting about acknowledging the changes in yourself first and then the outer will express that change. How does that work with something like instantaneous manifestation where you can believe that it is possible but haven’t actually experienced it yet? You know the potential is there but how do you get past that hump without something instantaneously manifesting?
Could you please talk about the re-wiring of body to hold increasing flow of light, and the symptoms, outcomes, what to expect, and how to help the body through this process?
If my husband mirrors me, wow! He stubbed his toes on a chair and blamed me. Was it about me or him?
Will we ever unravel or peel all of the layers or is it an never ending process where once you get to another level, there is a whole new set of layers to peel albeit from that particular stage or dimension of consciousness?
I am experiencing flow of energy through my body. It is sound like in my head, concentric circles like from my heart. In my stomach I feel no flow, and it shows physically as pain, feeling blockage. I would like you to help me move the energy in the muddle of my body by bringing the blocks there to my consciousness. I am accepting where I am and want to move to experiencing fit, flexible, strong body that brings joy of ease.
When you say “the light worker type” what do you mean?
Audio download of the five meetings held in May, 2010
ELOHEIM: This is HARD and I CREATED it ????? 5-5-10
We just learned we have advanced to Round 2 of the Next Top Spiritual Author contest. Round 2 officially starts on May 24th.
Round two has us creating a book proposal which includes:
A one page description of the book,
a detailed outline of the book,
a sample chapter,
our author bios,
our complete marketing plan,
and a list of published books/authors that are most like our book.
So, we will be busy and I will be sure to keep you informed. THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!
See the entire list of Round 2 authors (we are number 1933): http://www.nexttopauthor.com/round2.cfm
Hello everyone!
Last night’s meeting was a lot of fun. The Visionaries ‘stole’ Eloheim’s planned topic so Eloheim switched to discussing and expanding upon their Pin The Tail On The Donkey example. It is all captured in the video below and had everyone laughing.
The Girls, Guardians, Warrior and Matriarch all contributed to the meeting as well.
The Warrior’s contribution was especially powerful this week. I am getting more and more….I don’t think comfortable is the right word, but perhaps able is…able to hold the Warrior’s energy. There are so many visuals when I channel the Warrior. None of the other Council members come in with such a mental movie playing in my head.
If you would like to watch the webcast replay or download the complete audio recording, here are the links:
5-5-10 ~ 79 minutes
Summary:
Guardians: Opened the meeting by asking us to bring the truth of ourselves into the moment. We bring what is into the moment, acknowledge it and then expand from that place—expanding from the truth of you into the possibilities that exist for you. The possibilities that exist for you are found in the moment.
Visionaries: We are creators and we create in every moment and we always have choice. Advised us to not fall into the belief that we are the victims of our creations. If we don’t appreciate or enjoy what we create, we state preferences, set boundaries, and move in another direction.
Eloheim: Discussed the idea of the Pin the Tail on the Donkey game, how we desire and enjoy challenge, yet we also feel victimized by it.
The Girls: Further discussed the idea of creatorship and victimhood. Told us: Once you recognize, “Oh, wait, I’m being a victim,” you are immediately in consciousness. That consciousness raises your vibration and allows you access to your creatorship immediately.
Warrior: Fear may affect you, but it doesn’t tell you who you are. Invited us to call on them when we are in need, and that they will walk with us.
Matriarch: Encouraged us to connect with them through the heart chakra, and discussed the process of growth and change. You take in, and then you release that which you don’t need. You allow high-vibrational information to come in, which displaces low-vibrational information. You allow consciousness in, which displaces victimhood and fear.
Audio download of the five meetings held in May, 2010
April, 2010
Back to TopELOHEIM: Transform Shame, Guilt and Embarrassment 4-21-10
Hello everyone,
This week’s meeting was really powerful. The Council is focused on helping us transform our relationship to our shadow places so we can continue ascending and live as Homo spiritus.
The love you have for yourself is being corroded by the places that you are hiding from yourself. The Girls
You have hidden from yourself to survive….hiding from it is the survival instinct….but we are here to evolve the survival instinct to give you the opportunity to transform out of the fear based operating system into the consciousness based operating system. Eloheim
You have moved into the right relationship to the truth of you! You walk into the field [of battle] but the field is within you.The Warrior
4-21-10 ~ 77 minutes
SUMMARY:
Eloheim: Energetic billboard tool: Energetically what are you telling people about yourself? You’re a culmination of all your life experiences and now a culmination of your soul’s expressions and you’re emanating that into the world. Job interviews, you’re interviewing them to see if you want to emanate in their environment. Explains what a core emotion is.
Visionaries: Part of what is the conundrum for you about emanation is that you are uncomfortable with the completeness of you. The best place for you to start with owning your energetic is with owning your shadow.
Warrior: What have you conquered? You have conquered the inertia, you’ve moved past the procrastination, and you’ve transformed the fear that you feel when looking at your truth. You have moved into the right relationship with the truth of you.
WE are always with you.
BE Courageous!!
Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010
ELOHEIM: Can We Control Aging? 4-18-10
Hello everyone, here is a portion of the Q&A meeting we had with Eloheim on the 18th.
The list of all of the answered questions and links to the entire meeting are below.
4-18-10 ~ 82 minutes ~ April Q&A session
Questions answered during this session:
For the past two and a half years I’ve been experiencing what I would call bleed throughs from concurrent life times. This has triggered various phobic attacks from time to time. I’d like to heal the phobia that is related to fear of glue, stickers, sticky tape and also knives. Feels like I experienced death by torture using some of these implements in some other time line. I’ve used conscious breath work, acknowledging the fear I’m feeling and even welcoming the wounded aspect back home to me. Then I read about acknowledging the fear and asking for only the highest vibrational aspect of that lifetime to be present. I’m still experiencing total fear even though I’m consciously working on this. Do you have any extra information relating to my intention to heal this please?
I’d like to know if it’s possible and if so, how, to regenerate my physical body to its original blueprint and keep it in that state to such time as I decide to leave this dimension. Is this possible in my current state of consciousness? I don’t seem to age at the same rate as everyone else and was wondering if this was due to increased light quota?
We’ve heard the Eloheim mentioned in several other channels. Recently one from St Germaine speaking about Eloheim as one of the many energies assisting on Earth right now. Are you the Eloheim that St Germaine and others have spoken about? If so, will you talk about your relationship to them.
The last two places I’ve lived have reached dramatic and very unpleasant crescendos, with my room mate getting an eviction notice which propels me to find a new place.This is happening right now though it’s less harsh than last time. How do I create a totally non-harsh way of moving on, severing ties etc? Ever since I’ve moved to New York it’s been like this.
If a belief you have worked on a lot and thought you had changed, reappears, and you realize is deeply entrenched and affecting you significantly, what’s the best way to transform it?
I’m overwhelmed. What’s the one thing I can do with fear to get some clarity? I really need help with the parenting of it all and the mate that’s not helping and the direction of my life’s path – to leave parenting or keep doing it or changing it, or?
Do you have some tools to take questions of the past and the future from your head or mind into your heart? I’m having trouble bringing that into the heart. What does that look like, how do you do that?
I’d love to hear more about our group connection to you and to each other. The love and openness is contagious. This is where I want to be.
Can you touch on the fine line between being helpful and infringing on other people’s journeys. I don’t mean giving our wax away but when you have extra to give; when it’s helpful and our responsibility to help others, and to what extent?
I am wondering whether the inverse gravity generator, as invented by John Searl, is poised to replace our fossil fuel energy worldwide soon and is my involvement with this project my life’s work here?
I expect to be very successful as a singer/musician/artist. My question is while I believe I will some day achieve great financial success, is expecting it the same as expecting ‘how things will go’? What’s the difference? I was visualizing a million dollars a week ago and I wondered, is this worth it, can I manifest it? Or is this getting me nowhere because I’m expecting a certain amount of money.
At a retreat this weekend I became very angry with someone that I thought talked too much. I was bored and became very angry and said so. This anger was unexpected. Where do it come from?
What’s the role of astrology in our lives? I’d love to hear Eloheim’s viewpoint on this.
What is our group collapsed warrior experience and to each other and you?
I was once attracting and ended up surrounded by secret groups who were feeding off of my energy in every imaginable way.
It was through these kinds of people I learned about my light but I also learned about secret societies. Now that I’m aware of secret societies I know symbols, hand gestures in our media and society that are very occult/ritualistic in nature. What kind of roles are these secret groups playing in our society as we head towards 2012?
I get the thinking part.However that’s all of who I am and what I do. How do I stop thinking? I don’t understand the heart stuff.
Are my Ahas from the soul? I had a dream that actualized completely last week. Seems to be happening more and more.
I wonder if that’s my soul’s input?
What color crayons are available? What can I get from this situation that I haven’t gotten? I want to see this from a different perspective.
Do you have something to say about confusing, disconcerting dreams?
This morning I woke up hearing a funny sound, six tones long. Seemed kind of odd.
Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010
ELOHEIM: Dealing with Sandpaper People 4-14-10
Wednesday’s meeting was really nice. Waller made this great slide show sharing Eloheim’s teachings on their new tool “short factual statements.”
You are not here for the conclusion! The Visionaries
How am I supposed to love me when I know all of this about me? The Girls
If you don’t love yourself well, the moment is a scary place because you are afraid of your own company. The Girls
Here is video of The Visionaries, The Girls and Eloheim. The Warrior, The Guardians, and the Matriarch also shared during the meeting.
4-14-10 ~ 84 minutes
Visionaries: There is a misunderstanding that you are going to “get somewhere” past this and that this is what you’re doing by ascending; No. You are here now. It’s the journey, not the destination. The only place where things are happening is here, now.
Eloheim: The question of You. Accumulation of all of the “now’s” is ascension. You can’t get ascension until you get “the now.” The triggers you experience are the hand holds for you to climb with. Sandpaper people—You can ask for the same lesson to come to you in another way from someone less harsh. It’s up to you. With possibility comes responsibility comes free will transformation. Keep your “wax” precious to you—share your flame, keep your wax for yourself.
TOOLS discussion
What’s my big toe doing? (check in with body)
2010 version of self—who am I now and what is my truth, now?
Stay present in the moment.
Speak your truth
Stay out of “service” mentality
Hold firm to your boundaries; or create a boundary as the situation requires
Make clear and concise statements
Eloheim discusses the manifesting process of the “why” of the “want” and using clear, concise statements of why you want.
Girls: Don’t give your wax away—You can love yourself most/best—transform your inner most secrets by making clear, concise statements about them and looking again. The gift that you give to the all that is; is self-love. Short, factual statements. Stay present in the moment.
Warriors: We empower you all to show up with your tools. Which tools do you carry close to you?—Most comfortable tools? Keep them sharp and clean; in good repair; get new ones all the time. PRACTICE THEM. Use every opportunity to practice. Be not afraid to practice. Be ready to USE them.
Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010
ELOHEIM: Being the Question of You 4-7-10
Hello everyone!
Wednesday meeting really hit home with me and it continues to unfold. I know I am what Eloheim terms and “overachieving lightworker.” I have sought answers to questions my entire life and not always in a relaxed way.
Of course the answer to “Who am I?” has long been sought. Hearing the Council address how this isn’t a question we are even meant to answer, but instead to ‘abide in’ was such a wonderful relief to me.
It was like the teacher saying, “Learn all you want about this. There won’t be a test or a term paper or anything like that, just you and your exploration.”
It took me out of seeking and into being at a level I hadn’t accessed before.
To experience the wholeness of you is the outcome of every situation that has a question mark in it. How is the wholeness of me expressed in this questioning state? …find that sense of completeness within a question because there are always going to be more questions. Who am I? You always live in a question!The Guardians
What is the question I am exploring by the current way I am living? We want you to become comfortable with being a question mark. Consciously knowing you are in a questioning state. Clarity isn’t a momentary sense of certainty. Clarity is the moment’s answer to the question, but the question doesn’t go away simply because you had an aha in this moment. The Visionaries
4-7-10 ~ 79 minutes
Summary:
Guardians: “What does this really tell me about me, what does this really show me about me, what is this illuminating about me?”
Visionaries: “What is the question I am answering by the current way I am living? What is the question I’m exploring by my expression?” The questioning state is a permanent condition of your soul’s nature
Eloheim: You’re here because you want to be here so that you can answer the question and explore the question “Who am I?” You are a question that you are exploring forever.
The Girls: Simply by taking a breath you have earned your place here. Every heartbeat is the only requirement for existence on this plane. You don’t have to do anything special to have your spot.
Warriors: When you’re a question you’re constantly able to move and flow, to bend like the reeds, to sway like the trees. It makes you one with the movement of nature. It makes you one with the changing of nature.
Matriarch: “I can stand in the truth of me and see more truth of me as it’s a question unfolding rather than a question that must be answered.”
Audio downloads of the five meetings held in April, 2010